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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Hellos. Been emo-ing a lot lately. But guess i'll just talk about the past 4 days.

Class Chalet:
Chalet was held at NSRCC. Got off at Tanah Merah MRT station to take the shuttle bus there. went to read some manga at TM and went there at about 3pm+. Kind of regretted going there. Anyway, played "duck duck goose" over there, a real crappy game if you ask me. to prevent being a wet blanket there, just had to resist the pain coming from my bloody scab and run like everyone else instead of just limping/walking. Played card games throughout the night with me emo-ing here and there at times. Some noticed me emo-ing away and asked me if i was alright. Felt better but still, emo. Thanks for the concern though. Went to sleep for an hour before check-out time. Then we played "ice and water" my knee felt better so i decided to be ice. Ran on for quite a bit. acting as high as i could. at least nobody did realise i was acting. after the game, we left. Some of us went to bugis to watch enchanted. crappy storyline i must say. with all the singing like some nursery rhyme. End of class chalet which only about half the class went.

Art mural painting at PEACE CONNECT:
Met a lot of fellow art members that i didn't see back at recycling corner work early this november. must say that i really thank wan ying, steffi, jia yun, chelsia, jia teck, no-name, jacky and a lot others whose name i do not know. thank you for cheering me up loads. sorry ms tan that i forgot your name though. thanks mrs koh for the reminder. will never forget any teachers' name again. we painted several walls around peace connect. our group did the sunflowers. somehow, ginseng flowers started appearing amongst them. so weird. some habits of the people i know still don't change - that's a good thing. like jia teck still calling people by "qin ai de" and jia yun calling me "jian gui" the moment our eyes met. when i didn't reply back the same, jia yun probably knew something was wrong. had quite a tough time making up for it later on, trying to act like who i was 4 months ago. The day ended for me with the "dish-washing". not literally though. actually, it's more like art-tools=washing. stood there at the sink for past an hour washing everything. being the only year one at the mural painting was tough. got "bullied" by some seniors who kept painting me. so what options have i left to do? retaliate. paint them back. the most obvious thing to do. after dismissal, when wan ying, steffi and i were walking towards lavender mrt station, i met two of my cousins. those two crazy girls were screaming and chattering away loudly. to ask them to keep things down will be quite the impossible. lucky they simmered down moments later. went to kinokuniya with wan ying and steffi with steffi being the leader. it was so funny when we kept comparing heights. poor wan ying. poor me too. we kept getting intimidated by steffi's towering presence (don't read this steffi!). steffi recommended me a book entitled "the princess bride" i've finished it last night and it was fabulous (thanks steffi!). wan ying bought xxholic to read, sadly it was in chinese. my chinese is as crappy as always. end of that day.

now for my relfections on this cognition of mine which has recently started going haywire. i don't get myself. why have i emo-ed for 4 whole days and did not find the root of it until last night? has what took me years to train up a mental block just went down the drain? has this mental block i've forged, that i've forged to deal with temper, my emotional quota been broken in a matter of a spur of emo-ness? i've been thinking about this for the past three days after noticing my own strange actions. choking on a drink has never happened to me even when i thought of something thoroughly. and it just happened 2 days ago when i was having lunch after my class chalet and just before the movie session. just what has happened to my mine? i keep asking myself. now that i've got myself an answer, it just leads to another aspect of this problem. the hurt in my mental pain is causing some cardinal pain too. but i can't determine which i should cure first. with my mental block going down the drain after such an unknown blow? is it the lack of sleep? i've not gotten myself enough sleep for the past few days with the chalet, mural painting and etc. i couldn't think of anything else. i don't want a councilor to come and talk to me. i have had enough of councilors from my primary school days. i think this is enough ranting for a post. any more of it and all who reads this will start panicking that someone is about to lose it and just commit suicide.

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

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Back in Singapore at long last! Just in time for the class chalet! I'm going to TM later to read some comics for a while cos i've been cooped up at home(malaysia) for way too long without any >.< lets see, maybe around 1pm? hehs, hope it'll be better off than living kampong style back in malaysia! okay, enough crapping. back to original posting.

Malaysia trip!

Went to Malaysia on the 12th and just came back last night! there was like ZERO internet connection there man O.O sigh, lucky my uncle came back from Ipoh to take me to some internet cafe :DDD The food there was great! hahas, cos my grandma cooked them! her culinary skills rule! on the 13th, i made a bet with a sister on a game of UNO. if i lost, i'll learn how to cycle (in which i hate to) if i win, i will never play STRESS with her ever again (whenever she plays with me, she ALWAYS win. you should try playing with her to see how fast she places her cards down and just own you like forever O.O). As usual, i lost the bet. SIGH...

Cycling, cycling, cycling... the most hilarious thing ever... <-- sarcasm well, hilarious to others DD: here's what happened in the 30min before i fully learned how to cycle DDDD: :

first 10min: kept using my legs to push the bike forwards. with some attempts to get on with both feet off the ground.

next 5min: managed to get both feet off the ground and cycled for around 100m before crashing into someone's garden (lucky the owner wasn't there) DDD:

next 5min: managed to cycle for more than 1km! but crashed into the drain DDDD:

next 5min: managed to cycle much more stable than the past 10min! but a car came along and i held on to my brakes and wham! i crashed into another car (which wasn't moving)! The driver was staring at me like some kinda idiot when he saw my jaw bleeding. you should have seen his mouth! so stupid.

last 5min: got on the bike successfully! rode along with my sis, relatives and some other friends. i was lagging behind a bit cos of many bruises and injuries already so i decided to ride faster. while catching up on my sis, another bike came by the other way O.O to avoid crashing into him, i held on to my brake. WOW, i didn't crash on him, that's good BUT my whole bicycle flew into the air when i held on to the brakes and then i crash knee-first then head then arms onto the road. COOL. i love falling like that. it's been very long since i've got a huge bloody injury on my body. I stood up, felt a little dizzy and told the others that i was alright. i didn't know i was bleeding until they told me so. -.- dumb of me. so i walked back home while they helped me push my bike.

summary of cycling: I STILL HATE it, but it's great to fall off from it. so i guess i'll be cycling more often to fall off it! 8 days after the fall, which is now, i still have the crappy scab on my injuries which give way to blood every now and then. stupid scabs. scabs are supposed to stop the bleeding... oh whatever.

Malaysia trip cont.:

the first weekend after i reached malaysia, my two cousins came along to visit me. UNFORTUNATELY, FOR ME, those two cousins were male and to make things worse, THEY ARE GAYS O.O imagine living with gays for the rest of your stay in malaysia with a huge bloody injury DDD: Both are hyper active, more hyper than me. they always run about and they have knocked into my injuries for past a 100 times during my stay. HORRIBLE man. so all i did was sleep most of my time there to recover fast. so there ends my boring stay at malaysia (besides the fall).

Singapore is still the best :DDD well, second to Japan xDDD

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

HELLOS! long time since i've been blogging. Went to learn how to cycle! Broke my family's record for the FASTEST TIME EVER!! I learnt how to cycle in 30min!! HAHA, who's the PRO?

Ok, stop the chui niu-ing. Was VERY boring here man, i cycled and fell and got this huge bloody injury on my knee at the moment. it bled on for like 3 DAYS. not 3 hours... >.<

Oops, gonna play DOTA now, will blog some other day. im at an internet cafe now. till then!

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

hellos... feeling very depressed right now DDD: gonna leave singapore soon DDD: i'm sooooo gonna miss all of my friends at CR... anyway, i've finished sketching SHANISCA AND VIVIAN DUO PIC lerh <-- singlish is present again O.o sketching Mr Ng now.

Anyway, my cursed sister was gambling with me over a game of UNO DD: i suck at card games except for Pokemon Cards in the past. I lost the gamble and was forced to do 3 different dances with my bolster O.O

1st dance was the BALLROOM DANCING. she played some stupid music and i just stupidly followed the darn music DD:

2nd dance was the CHA CHA. SO LAME sia DDD: did some lame movements with my legs and ya, DONE.

3rd dance was the BALLET. ohmigosh. HORRID. she made me do some stupid spinning with the bolster >.< okay, that sucked, i know.

Super depressed post today DDD: no smiles at all ): Please don't call me from 9PM onwards cos i'll be reaching malaysia by then. byes..

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

OHMIGOSH, i just realised that i haven't drank coke from the 2nd of November up till now and i don't have any withdrawal symptoms like last time! hahas, YAY! i managed to hold my ground! NO MORE COKE FOR ME! NO CARBONATED DRINKS AT ALL! MR NG DISLIKES THEM TOO SO LET'S ALL BE CARBONATED DRINKS-FREE! hahahas! I'm going crazy. Argh, shanisca must've passed on the shanisca-crazy-virus. lucky it aint like cancer and i won't die from it!

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HELLOS ALL! I'm like so happy right now!! hahas, feeling high again. no, more like hyper-ing. Anyway, my novel just went through its very first edition! It will begin selling online by February! Cool huh? Oh yes, I'm using a pen name too. Don't want any editorials or journalists to come after my freedom at DHS DDD: Those who want to know my pen name can ask for it online or in school when we're back :DDD

Got very bored lately cos SC camp ended. I MISS EVERYONE ALOT!!!(at least those i got closer to recently!) When I'm not sketching, I watch death note(anime version, the movie version cut off way too much plot). Mentioning about sketching, I've finished sketching GRACE&HUIHAN!! Feel honoured cos it took me 5 long hours to bring it to perfection! In the midst of sketching shanisca's and vivian's duo picture now.

CAP's become a bore when i finished it weeks ago): so now i shall revive it! I'm redoing my CAP to include better stuff! hahas, don't feel jealous cos i'm just ridding my boredom.

Going to malaysia in 2 days! I'll only be back on the 21st of November, just before my class chalet which is on the 22nd! Will be meeting my grandparents! Ahh, my grandma's culinary skills just beats any restaurant in Singapore! *drools* Don't miss me too much CR'ians! I'll miss you all cos i'll be missing the CRRRC. "What is CRRRC?", that must be what you are thinking now. It stands for: "Corporate Relations: Rachel's Return Celebration"! hahas, very symmetrical!

I can't wait to see the first sales of my novel! Up till now the publisher doesn't know of my real age cos i imput a fake one. I registered using my real name but will be sing a pen name for the final product. For those who are getting really curious already, my pen name will be in LATIN.

OHMIGOSH, up till now i just can't believe i'm achieving my ambition and at the same time breaking Christopher Paolini's record for being the youngest writer on the planet! It'll be a new WORLD GUINNESS RECORD!!!

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Friday, November 9, 2007

Morning all! Feeling very bored right now so i was just revisiting my old works xD Saw my "Most Memorable Day of My Life" thingamajik so i decided to update it a little! To some seniors who don't know about this, it's just some ppt that we year 1s got to do for out IT lessons. I was a bit astounded when i first got the assignment cos all my life, i don't have much nice memories. I thought really hard about what amazed me that i could remember well and i just placed it in the ppt. guess what's my lame topic?

THE FIRST TIME I SAW THE MASTERED CGI OF FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN

Oh wow, big deal. some of you reading this must be thinking, "you call that memorable? i would call the first time i ever showered myself more memorable!" oh lol, cold joke xDDD

Anway, the whole thing was crappy during the presentation as i had nothing much to talk about except for the amazement i had at the detailed graphics DDD:

Oh well, history is all in the past. Time to make up for it :DD I've got a new memorable day! What's the new memorable day? The first outing with my dearest CR'ians! It was really enjoyable! Just that i had very few pictures of that trip cos Yu Ru has them all D: 3rd November's the day! Well, even though the trip was a tiring and boring one (sorry Mr Yeo, it really IS boring, but, maybe it's just me xD), i made many friends that were better than some in my class (not to insult KEZO but CR'ians' spirit is much stronger!).

Oh, here's the list! :DDD

RACHEL (HOD!)
YAN LIN (AHOD!)

CLEMENT
SHAUN

SHANISCA
YITING
JIATECK

JINWEN

SHOU YI
XIAYUAN

hahas, hopefully i didn't forget anyone from that day! it was boring but it was great meeting you all!
For this, i wrote a poem for the whole of CR! I won't post it here cos it's meant for the next time we meet! (oops, it was meant to be a surprise!)

OH! I SPENT THE WHOLE OF LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING TO FINISH SKETCHING THE PORTRAITS OF:
SHAUN!
YAN LIN!
SHOU YI!
SI YIN!

12 HOURS OF SKETCHING WORK PAID OFF! WILL POST HERE ONCE I TUNE THEM UP!

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Just came back home from the camp! about 2 hours ago. Very very tired DDD: but still must post this cos it's way too fun! xDDD The last day (today) was really touching. I'll tell you why in a short while :D

Alright, first picture of the day!:

^Our CR group photo on Day 1! unfortunately some of us weren't at the camp yet D:

Day 1 was really fun! We had loads of games! I loved the RALLY. we were to spin on a stick for TEN rounds to get ourselves dizzy, then go thread a needle. After threading the needle (heh, i took around 15s to get it right despite my dizziness :DDD poor shaun, he took a long time cos he spun around too fast), one of us had to balance a ping pong ball on a plastic spoon using our mouth and at the same time, use the chopsticks to pick out 2 marbles out of the EXTREMELY soapy water DDD: shaun let me do cos he didn't know how to use the chopsticks well. Took me well over a minute Dx anyway, when we finish that, we had to hold a ball using only our backs. that means two people with their backs facing one another and clutching the ball in between. quite simple cos we weren't that dizzy anymore and that shaun and i were of about the same height :DDD the picture above was taken just before sunset - how sweet(:

Later on, when the sun did set, we had our debrief. we were told how communication and teamwork in SC were of the utmost importance in order to strive. After that was the CRAZIEST bathing session. ALL BUT ONE TOILET WERE CHANGED INTO GIRL'S TOILETS!!! so the boys were stuck with ONE toilet DDD: jia teck went crazy. he asked 2 other guys to bath with him in a SINGLE cubicle. CRAZY! and then when i was bathing next to their cubicle, they were like comparing whose private area was larger O.o listening to their conversation could make you puke!

After crazy bathing session, we were to watch a movie! It was a movie from Disney called "Cold ________" i can't remember the title DD: anyway, the movie was set in Jamaica, and it was an Olympic year at that time. There was this guy called Sanka at the beginning and he wanted to win some "Lego-built-car-look-alike" sort of competition but lost even though he proclaims himself as the number 1 athlete in that sport in Jamaica. Okay, enough talk of him. There were 3 Olympic track runners who were going for tryouts. two were tall with one being very muscular and there was one shorter guy. all 3 were great runners who ran on lanes next to each other with the shorter guy in the middle. the shorter guy tripped, fell, tripped the other 2 guys and all 3 lost their chance at the Olympics to a lousy track runner.

However, one of them did not give up and went to ask for help to train in bobsled, a sport his father used to star in. So they trained and trained and after a lot of accidents, they managed to get well-trained! then they saved up 90K to get to the Olympics ground. They got there, got treated like fools, then they trained more, got pass the qualifying round and at long last, during their finals, they went super fast but ended up losing cos their bobsled was too old to handle the stress of the driver. The bobsled overturned and crashed. but, the 4 of them still carried the bobsled all the way to the finish line!

Here's my thoughts on this movie! I find that it represents the courage and perseverance that we all SCs should have :D Xin Qi was asking it on the day itself but no one answered so here i am answering! xDDD after the movie was bedtime in which i didn't sleep till a teacher told me to xD sorry mdm loh! i was still listening to music until 5am ++ xDD oops, hope you don't read this! hahas, anyway, i did fall asleep after all. woke up at 6.50am the next day. Ha, if you think i didn't get enough sleep then you should see our dear AHOD, yan lin. she was like so exhausted on day 1 to the extent that i thought she may collapse any moment! so worried for her DD: anyway, she said she was fine so i hope she is alright after a night's rest. Oh how i wish my own sister is more like yan lin. Sigh, my own sister pushes everything for me to do while yan lin's more like the other way round x)

That's all for Day 1 of the camp!

More pictures! (eh, somehow blogger's image uploader got problems so later then post more)

^that's our steamboat table! We came in 6th for the 2nd pitstop during our Street Chase '07!

Whee! Day 2 was fun! There was Street Chase '07 for our activity today! we woke up all sleepy but were fine after that. OMG, jia teck was sleep-dancing?-walking?-sitting? oh i dunno, i saw him sleep-something correct lerh. <-- singlish is present O.o whatever, we got beehoon/nasi lemak for breakfast and some milo (yuck, i don't drink milo Dx ). after some briefing in the LT2 we left off for our first destination, FORT CANNING! We were to take a picture of The Black Box there. our school's vice-principal, Mr Ng joined our group, CR2 for our adventure around singapore! Well, that was just the first, we went to Changi airport too where we talked loads on how shou yi and si yin were destined to be lovers xDDD so funny! we also went to holland v for some cold rock ice cream, kampong java park to take a picture of the chimes and even to vivo! vivo was our first pitstop where our group ate at the food court. CR1, which had Mr Teo go along with them got treated by Mr Teo! So envious! $116!!! Mr Teo, don't burn too big a hole through your pocket!

After some more travelling, we had the crazed origami tetrahedron in 20min. what one may call an impossible task O; haha, but CR2 made it cos we had 11! hahas! oh yes, we went to plaza singapura before the first pitstop too! It was tough there cos we only got to look at the photo for 1min D: but we were clever enough to take a photo of the photo so we won't be breaking the rules! We arrived at Marina South in the end for steamboat and hotplate! Although the day was energy-draining, we all had fun and were refreshed by the food! Mr Ng treated us all with Green Tea! So cool :DDD

I took pictures of almost all CR members! i feel sian at home all the time so i was thinking i could use the time to do something meaningful to myself and for others. so i decided to take pictures and sketch portraits of them! Shaun and i played daytona at the arcade later on and he just keeps getting 1st or 2nd! PRO!!! Went back to school to watch another movie afterwards called "The Guardian" the movie was a little meaningless cos it basically just re-indicates the importance of courage and perseverance. only difference is that this movie tells us more about how teamwork is important and that serving to save lives is one of the greatest jobs to do that exists.

After watching both movies, i could tell that Day 1 was spent bonding us together and teaching us how to pluck out our courage and persevere. While on the other hand, Day 2 was spent teaching us the importance of good teamwork in which without, SC will not be.

And well, before the movie was yet another crazed bathing session with jia teck walking out of the boy's toilet half-naked (bottom half with towel). Some girls freaked out O.o to save time, i shampooed my hair while waiting my turn(: saves like.. 1min?

There ends Day 2! The large group photo at vivo was great!

Day 3 (the finale)

Day 3 was the most hilarious of the 3 days i spent in the camp! the cream was like "eww" but it was fun! Shou yi went to dirty both his hands with the cream and wiped it all over my face DDD: made my face all sticky with a stench of shou yi's sweat plus vanilla. The historical video of DHS was highly meaningful as i could see that the perseverance, courage and teamwork that the camp had taught me was put to good use to bring our school up to where she is standing now.

The last activity was the most touching one! A chair was placed at the front of the LT and we were to take our turns to say how we felt about the camp. From CR, there was Shou yi, Jia Teck, Kimberly, Yan Lin and finally me who went to express our thoughts.

Quotes:
Shou Yi ~ "hope everyone will be cheerful..."
Jia Teck ~ "peanut-face..."
Yan Lin ~ "i'm not crying..."

Yan lin was going like she wouldn't be crying. She was strong, i would say cos she didn't want all of us CR'ians to worry about her too much. considerate and thoughtful would be two of the many that may describe her. Rachel isn't around so it was hard on her. Exhausting herself on the 1st day is quite a hard one already. Rachel, come back soon alright! yan lin misses you loads! what yan lin said touched me a lot. ah, just typing this now is making me tear. *forces tears back in* our dear AHOD actually cried for US, not because she was feeling lonely or anything of the sort. After seeing her being like this, i just couldn't stomach my feelings anymore. and so i went out. *tears start filling up faster* argh, no way, thinking of this is making me cry too T.T

Shou yi told us all to be cheerful but i just couldn't do it right. i ended up crying a little back up on my seat after saying some stuff. Shaun and I got her a box of ferrero rocher as a token of gratitude for her efforts in keeping our CR spirit alive!

Well, here's another line for her then:
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE FOR CR! ALL OF US WILL REMEMBER IT FOREVER!!! (well, i will to say the least)

Here ends Day 3! My post here is getting really lengthy. JIAYOUS CR!

*tear drops* oh no, i DID end up crying again.

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Saturday, November 3, 2007

OKAYS, today SC members went to PULAU UBIN. The MOST BORING place proclaimed by me. Sheena lost her way and ended up at Changi Ferry Terminal instead of Changi POINT Ferry Terminal xDDD see, i so much smarter, didn't get lost. I was the 2nd to reach the place D: A Year 2 girl beat me to it DDD: she came at like 6am +++ when we were to meet at 8.15am O.o Lucky she wasn't in my department if not i will pummel her; lol - joking larh.

We went for some sorta hike O.o, my senior Yan Lin was REALLY nice. She helped me put insect repellent on my arm and for everyone else too :D However, she was TOO NICE to NOT hear that i was allergic to the repellent DDD: so now i got some rashes on my arm. so itchy. and Sheena was super hyper for some reason O.o i was bored outta my mind.

After the long 3 hours of hiking hell, we had a major photo taking session!!! Took lots of photographs! But can't put them here yet. Yu Ru haven't send me the pics yet DDD: Will post once i get my hands on them!

We went to Century Square after dismissal as our departmental activity! Ming Quan, an EXCR came along to join us! Rachel and Yan Lin were so nice to help us buy tickets while we were having lunch at McDonalds. AH, YU RU FASTER SEND ME THE PICS! I'M LIKE SO EXCITED TO SHOW EVERYONE WHO ARE MY GREAT HOD&AHOD!

Oh yes, since i'm rather clueless as to how to make "TRUE" friends, and my AHOD kept commenting why i thank her so much, we agreed on saying "Appreciated" to each other in replacement of "Thank you" or "Sorry to trouble you". How nice right :D This was how she got it: I said that i read somewhere that saying "thank you" instead of "sorry to trouble you" cos it is said to make someone happier. So she replied saying that friends need not say "thank you" to one another. (it's very enlightening alright!) And so she gave the final phrase! "Appreciated" sounds formal but i guess it doesn't conflict with either of the arguments above :DDD

This line is dedicated to YAN LIN, the BEST AHOD EVER :DDDD:
I APPRECIATE YOUR ENLIGHTENING WORDS!

hahas, i hope you won't feel sad. haha, remember to relax arhs! same for Rachel too!

I'm not giving spoilers on the movie so i'll end off here! Sayonara! (Oh yes, Yan Lin, I DO know a bit of jap xDD)

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Friday, November 2, 2007

HELLO, didn't post yesterday. Was wallowing in self-pity cos I ruined my beautiful novel cover art D: anyway, this paragraph's for YVON: I'm gonna change the hearts to something else soon. i used some similar brushes and i ended up using one wrong one so my pic looks WEIRD. by the way, i know the HEARTS are REALLY GAY. i MUST change it xDD I'm using quite a lot of different brushes lately and i've got a neat font to use too. my new blogskin should be done before i head to malaysia! Ol' hail YVON. xDDDDD

TO ALL TAGGERS: (esp. AMANDA and JACOB-BEE) what you ppl saw as "I Love Caris" in that font "Monotype Corsivia (revamped)" was supposed to be "I Love Cariu" with the missing 's' at the back. CARIUS means SOMEBODY although it has a very uncanny spelling to Caris's name which is in Greek. The same case goes for Chinas in which Zong Long knows all so well that "Chi" stands for "Ass" but in that context it just means something close to "Lady". You can try out the font and see how the actual 's' of the font i used looks like. It looks more like a 'z' with some curls at the middle.

End of NOVEMBER 2nd's POST.

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Thursday, November 1, 2007

OH WOW, I just failed in my attempt to not drink carbonated drinks >.< I just drank a can of Coke. Argh, so useless D:

Oh about Coke, zl, en zhi and I saw a t-shirt which wrote "Try my COCK(it was written in the Coca-Cola font), it's the real thing" so disgusting D: but we laughed like crazy! x)

Eek, I'm still irritated that I failed my attempt D:

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Woke up like 2h late today :X Normally I should wake up at 5.45am >.<>_<). Quadratic equations is like so hard lor D: Somehow Darryl managed to do it. So jealous >.<

En Zhi came sms-ing me later, asking to meet at 1.30pm at tampines mrt station. zl who was "supposedly" in malaysia "flew" back all of a sudden and I told him about the environmental movie. His all-time vulgarities came out and so he ended up coming to the mrt station at 1.10pm O.o didn't know he was THAT excited.

Reached Somerset with the both of them, ended up sorta lost cos I overshot the destination T.T so stupid; En Zhi kept strangling me.

Movie comments... 2 words: [big]VERY MEANINGFUL![/big] haha, thought I was going to say boring huh. Kept myself awake with the popcorn though. Oh yes, the popcorn. Overheard CARIS telling JAM to buy the LOVER'S COMBO O.o sounds awfully wrong unless they were lesbians. Yuck, sounds wrong-ER!

Movie was called the 11th Hour. It talks about how we the humans were destroying nature and treating nature as a resource and not as a person. (<-- Sounds wrong to be referred as person though. )

Carbon seems to be the greatest factor affecting the problem is the unawareness of the public. There was one part where the guy kept beating about the bush though. He was like: "It isn't just this, it isn't just that." and he went on repeating that 4 times. O.o well, he was saying that it isn't just because of the carbon gases nor the ice caps melting whatsoever. Carbon gases makes sense so I made a new vow to myself. To help save the planet by 1/6.3billion x 100%, I will stop drinking CARBONATED DRINKS. O.O ohmigosh, I'm saying the impossible! hahas, i'm nuts!

Somehow I cried when I saw that old professor with lots of illness speak with the whole lot of complex machines. Well, just A LITTLE. I only shed one miserable drop of a tear.

Anyway, I folded my cinema ticket. I was bored on the way home so i folded it to something like this:

hahas, nice heart shape right? xD

aiya, just sian larh. blogging just kills some time off.

oh yes, just published my book this morning. i'm selling it online as a test to see if it is good :D if it is "sellable" i will purchase a ISBN code and make it available to bookstores! (=^_^=)

PLEASE SUPPORT. oh yes, it's not available to you guys yet xD

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