Sunday, November 23, 2008

hello all, as mentioned in my previous post, here are my DMC4 results thus far! cool dude. majority is S rank man. beat that darryl. will post again later =D

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Friday, November 21, 2008
Hello! finally able to post =D got loads to write man. guess i'll cut it short xD

got into 3F *shouts triumphantly* muahaha, the perfect class man. yu peng and melvin are in my class, together with egan and cassandra =D well, they are about the only people i know in my new class xD plus a very prominent figure. well, you go guess. at least there's AEP! muahaha, i'm gonna master the art of ART!

been playing DMC4 at my aunt's home =D there's practically the one of the few places with internet access man. rawr. most of my relatives live a online-less life D= i'll try posting a screenshot of my progress later in DMC4 =D it's a really really fun game with good graphics and some epic lines! lolzers, i'm getting carried away.

played deviantwar too. they reopened server 2. like wth. i thought they were about to close it soon... dumb man. lol. curlyhaircat is playing too. it's freaking irritating man. some stupid newbies attack me every turn man. wth. if i ever donate for turns, i'll use them to pwn all those people who attacked me before. muahaha.

went to hack adventure quest and dragonfable for my two younger cousins. lolz, they increased 50+ levels in 2 days. oops, artix better not see this.

malaysia trip is okay so far. i'm not going to go ride a bike this time, lest i fall and injure myself just before dry run like last year. ouch, memories of the pain lingers on. actually, more of the numbness. while i was travelling to malaysia, i smsed a lot of people =D haha, it was so nice of them to reply =D haha, will see all of ya soon! just a little more than a week more to go! seriously looking forward to dry run.

my sleeping hours have gone haywire. i am awake from 3pm to 9am. lolz. totally nocturnal man. just like i'm typing this at 2am in the middle of the night. haha, don't say that i'm crazy! i know some people will already =.=

worst part about the holidays. despite my calorie-counting efforts, i have grown heavier by 0.8kg O.o hopefully it's cos i'm growing taller with extra tendons and bone weight and not cos i've grown fat O.o oh well, i'll just burn it away cycling sometime soon (hopefully without crashing). grown slightly taller too =D been eating loads of high protein food =D talking about food, i just remembered that i have to help shu qi get some keropok xD haha, i'll make sure you get a BIG BIG pack of it =D

went to yu long's blog just now. the convos with debby siow is pure OWNAGE man. EPIC-NESS!. if i didn't hear what nick had said during the young leaders' conference that day, i would have added debby and niao her too. muahaha. BUT i'm a very KIND person. i don't niao people that much =D (huihan is a slight exception but i will make an effort to stop =D ) anyway, i take my hat off to curlyhaircat man. he's just too super. niao-ing debby until like this. don't know where he gets his ideas from... must steal some creativity. wait, then it wouldn't be original. lolz.

went to hack DMC4 afterwards. hacked a perfect save file. with most of the things unlocked. i found the save file hack from the internet though. now i'm making an effort to surpass that noob's save file. guess why i call him a noob.

HE GOT 'D' RANKS IN HIS GAME RECORD.

and that sucks. i play on my own and i haven't even got a D rank once. NOT EVEN ONCE. no where even near getting a D. most of my game records have S in them. that guy is purely NOOB. he just played the game for finishing's sake. rawr. i'm gonna surpass him easily.

omg, listening to Wait For You by elliot yamin. a song that makes me freaking emo. sigh. just gotta bear with it until it's over =O

-4min later-

yay, it's over. blog hopping was the latest activity before i started blogging. bloghopped around and noticed many dying blogs. which obviously consists of mine. =.=

played DotA recently too.

KHUNKA OWNS MAN. indirect first blood. lol, i first blood pretty late game. 48th minute man. keep harassing the AI. i level 25 at 43rd minute. AI still level 21 =D then i stun him (atropos) with the ulti, chain stun him, bash him with cranium basher, use x marks the spot, he makes me sleep and ran off. i woke up shortly after he comes back to me (i kept the skill at lvl 1 to counter the sleping spell =D ), bashed him one more time, he runs off, met a bunch of creeps, i whacked the crep instead and indirect first blood! khunka's first ability owns man, super splash damage every 4 seconds. oh well, off to get my DMC4 progress screenshot!

tata for now!

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Thursday, November 13, 2008
haha, posting again. very random. cos i'm very bored xD

saw dionis at the ntuc 5min's walk from my home after dinner. haha, she was with a sibling of hers. and WOW, guess what? i didn't respond to her until she called my name 2/3 times O.o so embarassing sia. haha, double WOW. guess something else; she actually was smiling! haha, dionis, you should smile more. why? cos you look better when you smile =D always see you having that moody moody face early in the morning before taking the subsidized bus service Dx haha, must smile more often! frowning cuts your life away by 0.0000003% D= oh yeah, frowning less reduces wrinkles too xD haha, i shall go tag at your blog after this post xP

chatting with rebecca now, she organizing some outing. then she not high at all. cos her friends not high. where got such domino effect de. must be like me, immune to contagious unhighness! xD drink coca-cola, drown away all emo-ness =D haha, end post le, my sister need to check her new class allocation O.o

tata! (again)

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man, went to school at 9am yesterday for year 4 commencement preparation. was very tired yesterday, i didn't sleep (i'm happy that i didn't) and had to work myself laboriously xD i came quite early, practically the only year 2 SC at the SC room. later i was called to meet at staff room 1 to begin the packing. i approached the stairs when i saw rachel and vivian outside the GO =D haha, had a small little chat with them. charlotte arrived at 9:30am. daniel was supposed to come and help out but he didn't appear.

all the stuff was brought to physics lab to pack as the room was pretty spacious. there were a lot to pack. cca certs, testimonials and some parting gifts. all of them were put into some kind of folder and then packed into a box to be brought down to LT1. quite a boring activity. hopefully i get some CIP hours for it xD

went back to pack SC room later on. it was like 12:30pm already. quite late, considering the fact that most people arrived to pack at 10am. the year 4 commencement prep took up 3 whole hours of my precious time with IA D= it was sad but duty calls and i just have to accept it =D me and jun jie folded the cloths. damn long man. 50m. shifted boxes here and there. jun jie pangseh me then left me alone. everything got packed up and neatly shifted to one side, all labelled and stacked nicely, thanks to yours truly! muahaha!!! lol, being lame.

shu qi went to return the key to mr yeo just to find out he wasn't in school anymore. mr yeo went for some reservice thing. actually shu qi got motive de... haha, shan't name it xD went back with, shu qi, ada and florence. which reminds me, ada was renamed maria! haha, by jun jie cos jun jie go treat her like some maid. plus a lot of different a-d-a-tions. like radar and other stuff xD damn funny. slightly addicted to it liao. haha, i was quite desperate for coke by then. was really feeling very tired (but it was worth it!). we stopped by the hawker center and had ice kachang. i drank two cans of coke and got slightly re-energized =D still pretty tired. i'm getting on with age... i used to be able to go through 3 nights without feeling tired. now i'm just near the 2 day mark and i'm about to collapse D= oh well. went to the mrt. talking about loads of random things.

went back home, had a pack of chips, bathed, fell asleep, went for dinner, watched a drama and off to bed i went. was thinking about a few people before my eyes finally shut down and they didn't open until pretty late in the morning today. today was a super boring day. i just played deviantwar, invested in some stocks, made a few thousand.

TAKE NOTE: i didn't invest in real stocks. more like in-game kind of stocks.

made a few billion in deviantwar, which was pretty good. got some 30bil in my bank now. i may attempt to make jumps in the game. played adventure quest for like 5min before shutting it down. looked at my list of classmates again. oh ya! i'm in 3F next year! haha, hello to all my future classmates! i got into AEP too =D yay! got into literature talent development program too =D sadly i have to go normal chinese. i will try to appeal for higher chiense cos i seriously want to drop chinese in senior high. chinese is the most useless subject in my encyclopedia and i don't give a heed nor hoot about it =D i'm sure many are like me =D haha. it's almost 4pm now. i gotta turn off the com soon. so i guess i'll end my post here.

tata!

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Haha, posting again. Watched SKIP BEAT! yesterday. 4 episodes. laughed my head off =D the illustrations damn cute and funny xD haha, especially the haunting xD though in the drawings the characters tend to have LONG legs, very long in fact. it gives the illusion that they are very very VERY tall. haha =D so far in tokyo, only 5 episodes have been released and 7 that have been announced to the public. i won't give spoilers but if you are too impatient for the episodes, go read the manga =D it's really nice too! the songs used in the opening and ending aren't too badly chosen either. DREAM STAR is seriously quite nice =D

anyway, today i went for IA's very first mission!

MISSION 01: Pack up SC room

Aim: To pack up SC room so that everything useful can be transported to the new campus.

Objectives:
1. Learn to step out of hygiene zone.
2. Learn to squish as much stuff into a box.
3. Learn to keep things in an organised and sophisicated manner.
4. Learn to tolerate insane people. (e.g. Marcus & Fabian)
5. Learn to recognise FEAR. (a.k.a. False Evidence Appearing Real)

Alright, i reached school at about 9:20am (pretty early). met rachel (my CR HOD!) and wei jie (IA HOD!) on the way =D haha, rachel complain say i in CR not as enthu as in IA xD haha, met yu siang, daniel and marcus (yeo) at the foyer. daniel and marcus were playing chinese chess. their main motive of coming to school was "to scare yu siang" O.o lame sia. anyway, fabian and yi ren came. at first fabian was in the canteen, feeling very tired. haha, i came along to hype him up a little xD haha, listened in to the orientation tee discussion. O.o ORANGE on DRY-FIT is gonna look OVERLY-STRIKING man. too over man. haha. they changing colour =D '09 year ones better thank your seniors when you see them!

after some waiting again, shu qi arrived to open the SC room! ms yeo and ms tiong came by too and helped us out loads =D haha, it was a massive mess in the SC room man. me and fabian went crazy twirling the cloth. oh yeah man. it was damn fun! then we tried folding a 50m one. lucky wei jie came to help us out, if not, we'll take forever O.o haha, we found loads of crappy stuff, some useful ones too. brand new notebooks, TAMPINES PRIMARY SCHOOLBOOKS O.o, keychains, padlocks, envelopes, deflated balls, paint and even a DEAD FROG. gross. ms yeo screamed when she saw it. okay, now i know ms yeo doesn't like frogs. i love eating frogs though. their flesh when cooked with ginger onion is lovely =D anyway, someone covered the frog with a box cap and it wasn't that gross anymore =D from what i thought would end in 3 hours, it took us from 10am to 3:30pm and we still only had things half-done. there were still tons to pack but at least the floor is now in sight =D when we first entered, the floor couldn't be seen and the wall to the left of the door was completely hidden O.o

we went for lunch at around 12:20pm. i just had 2 cans of Coca-cola ZERO. damn shuang. the drink stall uncle thought i was crazy. he looked at me when i opened my first can, pouring its contents into the two cups, then drinking with both straws =D his dumbfounded face damn funny xD haha, regina and rebecca kept saying i'm insane. got super high later. haha, punched this metal thing along the roadside. fabian jumped a little and the two Rs got a little shocked. muahaha, coke does wonders to a mook =D anyway, saw beverly afterwards, she must really detest me now. called her name thrice but she didn't even respond a single time. I know i said some harsh things to her the night before but really, all i really wanted to say was that there really isn't a need to apologize to me.

TO BEVERLY:

I KNOW IT WAS HARSH. I KNOW IT WAS HURTFUL. I WON'T SAY I'M ENTIRELY CORRECT. YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO FEEL THAT I'M WRONG AND I DON'T HOLD IT AGAINST YOU. I JUST SINCERELY HOPE THAT WE CAN RECONCILE AND BE FRIENDS AGAIN. IF YOU CAME ACROSS THIS AND READ THIS, THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO DO SO. I APOLOGIZE IF WHATEVER I SAID REALLY HURT YOU. I'M SORRY, BEVERLY!

all right, people who are reading this are sure gonna be wondering what happened. went home with the 2 Rs after they finished their skipping session. they take longer in the toilet than to do 150 skips O.o oh well, regina left for french along the way and so i went back with rebecca. rebecca's like Q-U-I-E-T. reason? she's tired. wow. fantastic. normally i hear people complaining about what made them tired but, oh nevermind. she's probably asleep now. anyway, yu rong smsed me while i was still on the mrt. haha. she called me a worthy opponent xD man, i've only played minesweeper once on msn games and i totally suck at minesweeper. it's thanks to her that i even managed to flag 24 mines in the game. haha, she's like my minesweeper coach =D haha. i must bu4 chi3 xia4 wen4. i don't know whether the han yu pin yin correct or not cos my chinese is really hopeless D= oh well, must work harder so that i can drop chinese in senior high =D

haha, talked to looi han at 6:40pm =D haha, been a while since a good conversation with her =D feeling very happy now! haha, got to go for dinner le, probably won't be blogging again so tata!~

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Saturday, November 8, 2008
Just read looi han's blog. feel kinda depressed now... i feel pathetic, letting a junior of mine go to such a state of depression and low self-esteem. somehow, i just feel guilty, wondering how many of my juniors are currently in this kind of state. a state of neglection and a surge of inadequacy... 25th October was the post i read and have it deeply etched in my mind. I'll do the same quizzes i found on that blogpost first:

1st quiz:

1. Are you taller tahn your mom?
Yes.

2. Are you an emotional person?
Yes, though I don't look like it.

3. Are you confused? - confused over?
Yes, confused over whether what i've done the past month was correct or not.

4. What are you listening to now?
Timbaland feat. One Republic - Apologize

5. Do you crack your knuckles?
It happens automatically whenever i clench my right hand.

6. Have you ever broken your nose?
Yes, one time in school and accidentally banged nose-first into someone's head and it bled profusely.

7. Has anyone ever spread a rumour about you?
Yes, loads.

8. Do you have any trophies?
Yes, a few. Mainly from western chess competitions.

9. What did you do yesterday?
Coaching florence on how to use torrents and drawing in my free time. Updated my blog too.

10. Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
No, but i did punch a wall before and caused my whole fist to turn red.

11. Who's your last text from?
Florence.

12. Do you think someone loves you?
I don't know. I ain't that someone.

13. Tears are falling from your face, what's the reason?
My inability make my juniors cheerful.

14. What's your favourite colour?
Crimson red.

15. What woke you up this morning?
I woke up naturally.

16. What sucks about your life?
Some certain relationships.

17. Do you delete people off of Friendster?
No.

18. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Definitely. I have already done so and will do it again and again to please those who are important to me.

19. Do you like surprises?
Yes, but it better not be too easily predictable.

20. Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
Yes. Many people think I'm insensitive. Trust me, i've been into much more emotional stress that most normal people can't imagine.

21. Do you have a favourite item of clothing?
Shirts with collars. preferably high-collar types.

22. Do you like messages or comments better?
Messages.

23. Next movie you will see in theatres?
Not decided.

24. What was the last thing you drank?
Watermelon Milkshake.

25. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Chatting with Beverly through smses.

26. Do you want to get married & have children one day?
Yes, it will be my life's greatest achievement.

27. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Spamming pranks on April Fool's.

28. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
My record was 5 days.

29. What's your favourite fruit?
Honeydew.

30. Have you ever been to a wedding?
Twice. Third next year.

31. How many showers did you take today?
Just came out of one.

32. Do you have bad tan lines?
Yes, at the socks and the neck to torso area.

33. Who haven't you seen in a while, that you miss?
A person that is mentioned in my sidebar.

34. Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
Gloria.

35. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
10min.

36. Have you been outside of the U.S.?
I've been out of it all my life.

37. The last email that you received was from?
"Welcome to cbox!"

38. Last show you watched?
A beautiful mind from my computer.

39. Do you wish at 11:11?
I don't check the time that often.

40. Do you wear any jewellery?
Rings. I collect some too.

41. Next vacation you're going on?
Back to Taiping, Malaysia.

42. Any piercings?
No, the one i had on the back of my right hand when i was 3 healed up already.

43. Last person you hugged?
Someone mentioned in my side bar. but it was in my dreams last night.

44. Who/What made you angry today?
Thinking of the person who typed a lot of vulgarities and sexual stuff in looi han's previous blog.

45. Do you sing in the shower?
Sometimes, when I'm addicted to a new song.

46. Do you love anyone?
I love everyone.

47. What's your favourite breed of dog?
Forgotten the name of that breed, but it has the snout of a wolf.

48. Do you find yourself loved?
Think so. At least I know nick does.

49. What is the weirdest place you have slept?
Toilet. over-exhausted that time.

50. What's the closest blue object to you?
Flexible curve.

Alright done with the 1st quiz.

2nd Quiz:

Name 20 people:
1. Dione
2. Looi Han
3. Beverly
4. Florence
5. Si Qi
6. Jacob
7. Sher Min
8. Sheena
9. Venus
10. Peter
11. Xin Yi
12. Jun Jie
13. Gloria
14. Hui Han
15. Yan Lin
16. Rachel
17. Nicole
18. Cheryl Gan
19. Samuel
20. Kiat Shing

1. How did you meet 14? (Hui Han)
SC camp in 2007

2. What would you do if you never met 1? (Dione)
I would have met other people.

3. What if 9 & 20 date each other? (Venus & Kiat Shing)
I don't know, wish them all the best?

4. Will 6 & 17 date? (Jacob & Nicole)
Never.

5. Describe 3. (Beverly)
Very interesting person. Got some spunk and attitude too. Loves playing Icy Tower on mobile phone.

6. Is 8 attractive? (Sheena)
Guess so. She almost got taken advantage of by a 1B junior in orientation.

7. Describe 7. (Sher Min)
Don't know her well.

8. Do you know any of 12's family members? (Jun Jie)
No.

9. What if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you? (Cheryl Gan)
I'll reject her kindly. I have another person in mind.

10. What language does 15 speak? (Yan Lin)
English, Chinese, Japanese, possibly more.

11. Who's going out with 9? (Venus)
Don't know.

12. How old is 16? (Rachel)
16.

13. When did you last speak to 13? (Gloria)
Today. Through smses.

14. Who is 2's favourite singer? (Looi Han)
I would like to know.

15. Would you ever date 4? (Florence)
No, I have someone in mind.

16. Will you ever date with 1? (Dione)
No, she's older than me. She is more of my idol than anything esle.

17. Is 19 single? (Samuel)
No, he has Gillian.

18. What's 10's last name? (Peter)
Liang.

19. School of 3? (Beverly)
DHS.

20. Where does 6 live? (Jacob)
Tampines.

21. What is your favourite thing of 5? (Si Qi)
Don't know, I've only know her for barely a week.

22. Have you ever seen 11 naked? (Xin Yi)
No. If I have, I'll commit suicide.

End of 2nd quiz.

will continue this post tomorrow if I have the time. my dad's complaining again. i think i'll dream of a certain someone tonight.

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Friday, November 7, 2008
WHOO HOO! 4th revival of my blog. SC camp's been great fun. though my posst is like 2 days lag but still, i'm gonna post about it. well well, on with the first day of events! =D

3rd November:

I was soooo excited about camp i couldn't sleep the night before! I arrived at school pretty much like 1 hour early, only to see that some were even more enthusiastic than I was and actually arrived 2 hours earlier! wow, amazing. =D anyway, i went to the canteen and participated in the orientation discussion. heh, it's pretty cool. next year's theme is DHS(something). haha, i'm not telling in case some future juniors know of this blog (there shouldn't be any but still) xD also, i'm designing the cover logo! better get it done soon =D Alright, next, i placed my huge bag in LT2. crazed man, 3 extra sets of clothing, courtesy to my mother.

we were sorted into groups! haha, i can't exactly remember everyone who's in my group, but i won't forget the year ones in my group 2! something in me just keeps yelling at me to treasure these new year ones. well, the new fabulous year ones i met on the 3rd was Venus, Si Qi, Xin Yi and Peter! Gosh, they are really cute =D just can't forget those awkward faces that i witnessed when i tried hyping them up. i must've looked like a big baffoon. anyway, there were a few games that our group played. we had one where we sat in a circle and called out each others name one by one, with an adjective at the front. i gave a hard to pronounce word for the second round. hehe. maniacal. haha. quite a number have trouble pronouncing the word. we had a game of splat too. really fun. hilarious too. there was a massive one later. blow wind blow was another. haha, damn funny, tong wei and sara kept being the last one to get to a seat, resulting in them being the "wind" xD after all the games, we had lunch, then we were all separated into our levels. I don't know what the year ones had but the year twos sure had tons to learn. we learned a lot about planning and speed problem-solving skills. now i feel that the year ones were REALLY fortunate. (shan't say why) next, our last task was to make a few games within the time limit of an hour. that was kinda crazed. my group had a new year two SC in it. she's Sophin. I keep having a tendency to call her Sophina instead of Sophin xP we had a few weird ideas at first. finally we decided on the pail with water endurance game! with a twist xD i'm pretty sure everyone knows what i'm talking about. it's none other then the horse-horse-tiger-tiger formation! haha, the horse step style plus the tiger paw! hahahaha, i wonder who can actually forget that. fabian was fei-ma and i became ma-hu xD damn funny. EPIC-NESS!!! i've been addicted to the word 'epic' recently. anyway, we went for our bathing session, the guys had only one cubicle cos the one in the girls' toilet at the container toilets was blocked up by the cleaning equipment. kiat shing and i pulled the bench from the girls' toilet to the guys' toilet for the convenience of the guys. kiat shing helped us to arrange another toilet for us to use at the gym. in total, there are now 3 cubicles! phew, much better.

finally, there was a movie! a beautiful mind. an extremely enlightening movie. i learnt a lot from it. it was freezing in the LT but it was okay =D the movie took away most of the chill and i had my trusty brown jacket =D the girl diagonally behind me (Yih Xi) had gastric pain but she still remained to watch the movie. i applaud her determination. sounds a little exaggerated but she really did endure the pain till the movie ended. there was another girl two seats to the left of her who plainly refused to let me know her name. it was kinda weird when she suddenly called out my name, including my surname at that. O.o kinda amazed and amused at the same time. interesting person. it's been a couple of months since i met someone interesting =D to those who find that i only ever find girls interesting, you're kinda right. i'm a guy and i know how a guy thinks, that makes practically a large scale of guys boring. oh well, on to the movie details. the protagonist of the story is john nash, a mathematics child prodigy. he wants to write his own original idea for his paper and have been taking substantially longer than most of his mates. in the end, he got inspiration from a blonde that slapped him for being too direct in his desire for intercourse (yeah, i know this nash guy is kinda crude, but that's the fact). i think i shouldn't give movie spoilers xD if you want to know what it is about, go watch it yourself =D after the movie, it was lights out D= I didn't sleep. was super excited about the next day's conference. so i listened to music until 6am, noticing my amazing phone battery life still staying at 70%, i decided to save it for later and went to my bag and did a simple reflection.

4th November:

packed up my sleeping bag and washed up. time to say farewell to my beloved group 2. we had breakfast with MILO. gosh, i wonder why people like milo so much when it tastes so bitter! anyway, i saw liyee in the canteen, it's been a while since i last saw her. she looks more and more sullen each time i see her nowadays. oh well, forget the past, live the present. we boarded the bus to the polytechnic and it was awesome man. the auditorium was huge! halogen. the most active non-metal element! haha, fits the occassion quite well. the music in there rocked. wasn't what i expected of a conference but it sure was good. oh yea, we were given sandwiches before the trip and we're still in our groups! there were two emcees, the lady was from peru. kinda cool. the way the emcees work were a little -- i don't know how to describe this but it's just a little awkward. it's clear that everything was rehearsed well. but still something was a little wrong about the way they speak. i just can't identify it now. alright. ms winnie chia came to hype us up a little first. she was kinda good, working under mr martin tan (man, this guy rocks). she made a brief welcoming speech and gave us some encouraging words and left us to be addressed by the mister of defence. i shall not comment on his speech lest i get sued for political insults or whatever. same goes for the SEC. i remember a pupil doubting his ability as a leader. i strongly agree with whatever that guy said. i shall not mention it here for his and my safety. anyway, mr martin's tan speech was really awe-inspiring. "money is definitely important, without it you can't do much. but what you do with it is what really matters." this line definitely opened up my mind a lot. though for my case, it really isn't anything to do with money. i asked him what was his life's greatest achievement. his greatest achievement was to have married his wife and being blessed with two children. why did i ask him this question? pretty simple. to really see if what he says really mean that much to him. money wasn't much of an issue to him and he proved it through my question. simplistic, but it holds plenty of meaning to me. next, skipping the SEC, we have the creator of counter-strike! mr wilks! he was rather humourous. very, in fact. i laughed a lot during his speech. anyway, most of the stuf he mentioned in his speech was pretty much what i learned during the kuala lipis trip. well, during the SEC speech, i wasn't paying much attention when he went into detail cos he was mainly describing the things he mentioned over and over again. so i took out my handy dandy drawing paper and started doodling. i started a conversation with si qi soon after and there was quite some hilarious comments xD shing chun kept accusing me of flirting. naw, i wasn't i'm plainly just bonding with juniors in an unappropriate time xD anyway, i suddenly got an idea in my head. haha, oh ya, before we left for the conference, kiat shing took attendence of some people. and then the mysterious girl's name was called out! haha, her name was beverly. i smiled at her and slowly pronounced her name smugly xD like, "hi, be~ver~ly" xDDD her reaction was damn funny. she was like: "shit." then she glared at me. I smirked at her and walked off. haha, told her that i would know her name! back to conference. my inspiration came from john nash. john nash connected the stars in the sky to form a shape. so instead of stars to join, i desided that i'll go with transforming the names of my juniors into shapes! well, i did beverly's one first. i drew a monkey out of her name. hers was kinda like the easiest to do since the inspiration at the time was so strong that i thought of it almost immediately! shing chun go accuse me and say that i like her =.= wow, fast conclusions man. pro sia. i don't deny that she is interesting but still, i don't like her in the BGR sense. i feel the same for all my juniors (with a certain exception). wow man, it was long before nick has his turn. nick appeared just so suddenly!

nick deserves a paragraph on his own. he taught me many things. so much that i think at this rate, my mind's maturity is gonna peak off at 40 soon. "obstacles = opportunities" was the first thing that he taught all of us. his lack of limbs were his obstacles, but he pesevered. he told his parents that he wanted to be a speaker. and so he succeeded. he treats "limbs" as "limits". he lives a life without "limits". "attitude is altitude" was what i learnt next. i may have everything. say money for instance. if i use it without a good cause, i won't go far. nick tells me not to have fear in things. for fear represents "false evidence appearing real". fears are just a bunch of lies meant to deter one. it is nothing compared to whatever i can achieve without those lies. nick teaches me yet another thing. "you will never know what you can achieve until you try. if you fail, try again." everything nick says make perfect sense. do anyone feel that it is arguable? is it even morally wrong? nick is a perfect example of what life should be. live life to the fullest. don't give up in any aspect of life. "knowledge is useless unless you apply it. why learn more when you don't use them in the first place?" i really agree with this. it's like academics. why learn geography when i don't use it in my life. why learn chemistry when i don't need it in my ambition? nick makes a good point in this. i take my hat off to him. talking about hats, mr yeo gave us a talk on hats. however, in this case, i have something to argue about. anyone can topple your hat off with a push. what really matters is not wearing a single certain hat or not, but whether you share this hat with others. going back to nick. i seriously wanted to purchase his disc on his life. i wanted to give him a hug. to let him know that he gave me a new lease for life. a new hope. a new example. a new goal to head for. he also gave me a further idea. to share hope with everyone. so the drawing i did for beverly, i decided to do for everyone else as a welcome gift for everyone. in just nick's speech alone, i got so touched that i shed 4 drops of tears. it's the largest amount i've shed for the whole year. and that says a lot about how i felt about nick's speech. 

we had some night games after that. it was fun. i couldn't exactly concentrate on the game cos i was still busy seeking inspiration for my drawings. oh well, after the games, it was lights out again. there was a crisis this time though. the gym was locked and we had to sleep in the classrooms. it was cold at night while i drew. in the end, i decided that sleeping some will do me some good for my brain juices to keep running. i drew one for yu rong just before she left for choir when i woke up at 3am. lucky me that i was able to pass it to her when i saw her at the corridor. street chase '08 is next!

5th November:

the last day of the camp. it was the most fun filled one yet. we were told of our departments the previous night and i met a few new juniors! florence, rebecca and janell. i knew yu rong from orientation already =D haha, for street chase, rebecca and janell were in my group. man shaun was like john nash. he broke the first code in like wth, 10s! "A retired teletubby" was the clue. he gave us the answer "expo" damn quickly! he solved many of the other clues too! shaun, you're the next john nash dude! anyway, in the morning during breakfast, i fell quite ill. i had caught a serious chill last night and i emptied a tissue pack within 6 minutes D= lucky shaun gave me a pill. becam. that's the name of a rather common flu medicine. it's exactly the same kind that my family doctor gives me =D so i took it and swallowed it down promptly. near immediate results! my nose stopped killing me for a while. anyway, at some point in the purple line, the medicine was starting to affect me. the drowsiness bit of the medicine. i started getting very dizzy and i slept later when we were back on the green line. i asked hui han about my sleeping posture. thank god she said it was okay. hopefully it's the truth though. there was once i accidentally drooled! but that was pretty much long ago. anyway, the second last clue was brilliantly solved by shaun again! it was "u+at" which he deciphered it to be "ni (your) jia (home) zai (at)" and so we went back to DHS! well, it turned out that it wasn't the right destination xD haha, before that, at kallang leisure, we even ate ice cream in the midst of the race! we played the merry-go-round too! i wanted to go bowling since benjamin left and there was exactly 7 players which was perfect on the score board! haha. turns out that we really should have done so as we reached the last destination one whole hour early xD heh, and my group was pretty surprised at what coke can do! see, coca cola is just one of the many wonders of life. two cans of it and you see the results! the speed at which i can move at, the new-found alertness and even higher enthusiasm! it's like a drug! just that it is slightly healthier than eating pills of ketamin and ecstacy. we had a last debrief from ms tiong, mr yeo and ms yeo. finally we were dismissed! haha, oh train ride back, it was kinda hilarious. jing pei and ao kun damn funny sia. mimicking them in the way they speak somehow made chinese seem more interesting and lively! i got some contacts too from the group of juniors who boarded the train along with us. all right, i reached home spent and slept for 12 hours straight! haha, thanks for reading peeps! i know this is long. haha, really applaud your patience for reading =D

overall, SC camp was great and i have really learnt a lot. i would also like to thank my juniors for making it so enjoyable =D it really warms me up to hear that they realy feel welcomed and happy to have joined SC. good job EXCO! lastly...

THREE CHEERS TO EVERYONE!

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