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PHOTOSHOP PRACTICE SESSION 02 + EDS DAY ONE

2009-03-17T00:25:00.006+08:00

whee, it's like the middle of the night and here i am posting xD

there was EDS camp this afternoon.

i realise i'm starting to be able to sleep more =D

a yay for me.

i managed a grand total of 5 hours of sleep!

cool man, besides my usual 2 -3 hours...

anyway, EDS was quite fun today.

i'm in GROUP 6 and my members are quite fun!

we've got:
XIN WEI
CASANDRA

JAMIE (XI WEN)
PINKETT

JANELL
DARYL
CANDICE
SHARON

haha, shall introduce them bit by bit... somehow i think i left someone out...

maybe.

maybe not.

XIN WEI: a rather random screamer. i heard something about some song and then she screamed thrice in a row. a bit crazy. and also, she's erm, nice?

CASANDRA: her name is spelt special xD haha, she kept kicking my chair with her right foot =.= lolz, pretty friendly too =D

JAMIE: haha, the hyper one. "TALK TO ME" person. haha. wonder why she keeps on doing that xD

PINKETT: "I am Pinkett, right?" epic sentence of the day man =D lightest person in

our group too =D only 35!!

JANELL: haha, from SC too! a bit random, but can't win xin wei in terms of it.

DARYL: one of weilee's good friends =D haha, she a bit crazy (seems that my group has a number of crazies). sadly she ain't coming for day two for the performance D=

SHARON: the emo. her expression can stay the same for like 10min or even longer. oh well, at least for today. everyone's tired i guess; monday blues after all.

haha, that's all for my groupmates!

well, i fiddled on with photoshop when i got home.

in the first hour, i did this:

muahaha, not too shabby i guess.

sadly my mouse ruined all the shading...

having a stylus with a tablet would enable the brush to sense the intensity of the strokes, which will result in better shading...

I WANT A TABLET.

oh well, hopefully somebody gets it for my upcoming birthday =D

anyway, in the next 10min i did this:

haha, added some lighting effects again =D

sigh, minor toning of the shades still don't work well...

shouldn't have gotten excited and merged the layers so early...

after eds camp i shall take my time and clean up all the shading mess xD

tata. ~passion for (digital)art 17-03-09

PHOTOSHOP PRACTICE SESSION 01

2009-03-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

phew, there goes my emo post from the first post of my blog xD

was pretty upset for a couple of days but i'm all back to normal =D

lately i have been reading tons of photoshop books and have learnt a good number of things from them =D

i borrowed two books on photoshop, one on after effects and another

on general digital imaging.

so i'm on the very first step on learning how to paint in Photoshop!

well, first step was to learn how to draw.

like O.o

i seriously want a tablet now...

it makes painting in photoshop soooooo much easier...

but tablets cost almost as much as a PSP...

sigh, guess i'll just stick to a mouse...

well, i tried drawing the eye first, since that is one of the things i really really suck at drawing...

well, after one and a half hours of constantly erasing wrong lines and all, this was my incomplete product:

not too bad eh.

i still have yet to add any colours to it...

and colouring it is a real pain without a tablet...

sigh.

EDS camp begins tomorrow!

looking forward to it =D

sadly some of my juniors don't really wish to go for it D=

oh well, at the very least, i'll still have some fun =D

i don't exactly know what time to report though...

anyway, i don't have much more time on the com.

need to save some of it to chat =D

haha, tata for now! ~15-03-09

RETARD namely, a son of a bitch

2009-03-12T10:32:00.002+08:00

man, it sucks when one is a son of a son of a *****.

especially when the son mentioned first does nothing legally wrong and the next son of a ***** goes around ranting at the son to "delete the game" when "the game" is a website.

like wow, he expects the son to hack into online servers to delete somebody else's hard work.

seriously, wouldn't that be illegal?

the son of a ***** says, "you take me for a fool?"

and the son remains silent to let the mad fool finish with his illogical rants.

in the end, the son just closes the tabs with "the game"'s name on it.

the son of a ***** says, "i have been observing you for a long time."

the son thinks, "how long is your long? you are one pathetic old ***** with a memory of a retard with nothing else better to do other than rant on about your illogical things. i am so happy that my mind is trained out of my own will rather than that screwed-up will of yours."

the son of a ***** goes on ranting and finally stops when i shouted back at him with a pretty polite sentence. with the loudness being the exception. as a gentleman, even the son needs to formally address the son of a ***** in question.

oh well, end of my "the son and the son of a *****" rant.

like who couldn't guess what all the censored words were...

well, here's the censored word if none of you got them right: bitch

lol, obviously, the unfortunate son would've been me.

i'm very tempted to just pick a knife from the kitchen and just slice his vocal cords of so that he really looks like a fool other than just being one.

the joy to see him in the newspaper headlines where "FATHER TURNS MUTE FOR RANTING LIKE A FOOL" appears would be truly great.

trust me, i wouldn't feel guilty about it.

when i was younger, i got caned till i bled and he just went on with the caning.

alright, he's not a total fool since he now knows that caning stops working since the cane breaks the moment it touches my body. more like i purposely use my elbow to make contact with the stupid cane first.

hilarious when the cane flies and hits him instead.

sadly, that happened only once.

the times he made me bleed would be equivalent, in my opinion, when i make him mute for life.

i bet the blood he bleeds won't even be equivalent to the volume i bled when he caned me.

when i slept, the bed would have turned red had i not had the thoughtfulness of not sleeping until all the open wounds clot up.

i won't sue him for child abuse cos when i grow up, i would love to slowly torture him. caning him when he shouts just like him caning me when i shout.

he hasn't learnt how horrible retribution is.

seems like malaysia's education in the past wasn't harsh enough.

really, how i wish i had the death note to scribble down names of all the unworthy people in the world.

a genuine death note.

i'd rather have all the world's sins put upon me and let the world be a much peaceful place without a need for policemen to drive unnecessary fear to people's hearts.

like policemen are even effective to begin with.

even the court is biased.

justice was never justified to begin with.

this world was never earth.

it was hell to begin with as people kept sinning.

what about heaven?

i was once a christian. probably a very positive one had the so-called "god" not made my life so miserable after i converted to christianity.

when i went to church and other christian related outings, what happened?

i got further reprimands from my accursed father for going out for such long hours.

he says my studies are not up to standard.

he calls me stupid.

he said he won't talk to me.

he says he has given up on me.

and wow, he kinda contradicts everything he says.

his studies weren't exactly any exemplary thing that i could look up to.

his IQ isn't anywhere near 100.

he still scolds me for random reasons: like my handwriting (even when it is already legible)

he still constantly nags at me which means he hasn't given up on me (in which i had always hoped he did so all he would do is to give me my daily allowance and just stfu.)

wow, he seriously lacks any common sense at all. to put it in short:

I HAVE NEVER LOVED MY FATHER.

not even when i was young.

not even when i was still an innocent child.

never.

Never.

NEVER.

he has always and will always be an insignificant figure in my life.

i can't remember the number of times when i have to forcefully write down his bloody name in acknowledgements.

or the number of times i have to write about a positive family in a composition back in primary school.

the number times i have to write about how my father was such a wonderful person in my life.

somehow, all this lying should stop, shouldn’t it?

and guess what, while i was writing this, he plugged out my internet connection while i was feigning an idmi research.

so i ported whatever i wrote and continued in word.

see how this father is such a retard?

i have many methods.

and there’s no way he can stop them.

all that is needed for me to post this is to copy them over when i head for school the next day.

now to end all these lies.

i have never enjoyed being called by my name at all.

in entirety.

no part of name ever sounded nice to me.

not marcus.

not mook.

not wei.

not lun.

nothing.

it was just used as a reference.

so that i could be referred to easily.

so that he could have something to scold at.

this is one sole reason i always decide to put others before myself.

i know i have lied to many that i do not know why i tend to place others as more important than myself.

fact is, i do know.

i know it so much it hurts.

at least none of you have a name given by such a screwed up father like i do.

it just sucks to be related to him to begin with.

anyone wants to switch parents for a day?

i would gladly switch.

even if your parent is one that whacks you for no reason.

why?

cos at least i won’t have any blood ties with that person.

now you all know my obsession for blood too.

i want the blood of that accursed father.

to remove that blood of his so that my blood can be called my own.

so that i will have no more of him in me.

so that i can be myself without being a hypocrite all the time.

so that i can use my name without him having any remaining credit to it.

this rage inside me has been burning for so long such that anytime when i really lose my temper at one person.

that person may just die because of my strong desire for that person’s blood.

for him to be removed from the world.

which is also why girls are more safe from me than guys are.

which is why i tend not to make real friends but just those that i can talk to.

which is why so many of you are precious to me.

people say, “your family is the most precious thing you have when you are alone.”

but when i’m alone, it’s everyone else that i know that is more precious to me than myself.

i hate myself for being associated with my father.

and because everyone else is not.

i love everyone else.

i love everyone else who is outside of my hellish family.

and for those who had tagged at me saying that my mind capacity isn’t big or strong enough, check yours out and compare to this.

who is the weaker one?

who is the one that should be reviewing his/her own mind?

definitely not me.

keeping one’s sanity is one of the hardest things to do.

and it doesn’t come from just schooling and excessive education.

education is meaningless when you are forced into it.

ambition is nothing when you waste time on useless things.

and when teachers say that they know me.

they know that i’m lazy and whatnot.

i think that’s barely a single percent that they know of.

and did they know that i fabricate practically every personality test that was ever thrown at me?

obviously no.

so i hate it whenever someone says that they know me.

and there’s also this about dawn’s play: the dollhouse.

it makes perfect sense to me.

when i read it.

it was like someone finally understood a portion of what i was going through everyday.

how it would feel like to finally break out of the puppeteer’s control.

it’s really sickening.

you know, all i’m thinking right now is how to commit suicide in a way such that i’ll live.

such that when i wake up, i’ll be in a different world.

a world that is made by my own imagination.

where there are no longer any hypocrites.

no more sadness, hatred, anger,

just pure joy and happiness.

how i wish that world would exist.

but ending my life would be just showing how weak my mental strength is.

to succumb to such an asshole.

i’ll just continue to live.

for now.

live for the day he falls ill and i end off his life by saying all that i’ve written here to him.

make him regret having a son like me.

make him regret the “treatment” he has given me.

if i’m even nice enough to let him live his life to the fullest.

fat hope.

from now on, i’ll get all my work started the moment it’s given.

maybe collaborate with my teachers to give him a call every few days or something.

make him get all angry and fed-up.

hopefully get him into a stroke.

get him bedridden.

and then finish him off by ranting at him about everything.

and let him die off knowing that his eldest child hated him from the beginning.

a dramatic ending suitable for an unworthy being.

oh well, i think this 1769 word rant is getting tiring and mind-wrecking.

i’m going for some prize presentation later at radin mas primary school cos my animation competition submission actually got shortlisted O.o

uber lolz.

really unbelievable.

just hope to win a PSP then xD

that way i can play with it on the way to and from school =D

oh well, for the people who actually read up to here before calling me up to ask me to stop making rash decisions, i’m fine.

i can control myself pretty well until i’m in a raging state.

still, when i am in a raging state.

i’ll settle down after a few minutes of utter madness.

so chill =D

nothing bad’s gonna happen.

off to finding my way to radin mas primary now.

tata.

essays worth of rants ~12-03-09

POWER OF A "yupps"

2009-03-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

man, i don't know why but when i just see a certain word, i can get really happy.

yet, because of another certain word, i get really dissed.

anyway, stella's party was rather fun =D

her old classmates russell and wee keong (<-- i think it's spelt this way) were quite funny.

i took karman's dad's car to stella's home at UPPER serrangoon road. we kinda got lost in serrangoon road...

haha, when we arrived at stella's condo, it was already super late. haha, i bought stella a rather interesting gift.

A GIGGLE HEAD LOLLIPOP!

haha, it's damn lame. you shake it and it giggles in a very cartoon manner xD

we played poison ball and i kept getting saboed for being the oldest one at the party.

my dinner there was ownage:

2 otahs and a cup of coke zero

that's like the best man xD

at least i won't have to submit to my mom who stuffs excessive food amounts in my mouth.

oh well, managed to clear my math homework to only 2 left.

vivienne still has EIGHT.

muahaha, i pwn her xD

first time someone win me in oweing homework.

sigh, need to chiong finish the last part of my e-portfolio by this week...

if not mrs ong sure scold D=

just finished chionging idmi proposal too.

horrid man. my group members left one by one D=

left aeri and i.

some of my poor juniors still awake at this time when this is word here is written (12.55am).

gosh, pitiful D=

i don't remember working that late last year...

shows that DHP is getting tougher and tougher.

oh well, i still feel happy because i saw a really genuine 'y' word today.

it just feels so reassuring sometimes.

oh well, it's past one already. time to go to bed and attempt to sleep.

tata.

just a simple 'y****' changes the whole day. ~10-03-09/11-03-09

P.S. : Happy (actual) Birthday Stella!

WEEKENDS again

2009-03-08T10:21:00.002+08:00

who doesn't love the weekends?

but it sucks when you're ill.

anyway, i was at home sleeping like quarter the day away.

sigh.

anyway, there's still thursday to enjoy =D

i'm still feeling relatively happy too =D

been a while since i feel really happy like this.

not smiling just for the sake of smiling or something of the sort.

same logic as doing homework cos there's homework.

anyway...

here's a paragraph for ben yong as promised:

THANK YOU DUDE. for your math file.

love your epic doodled cover pages.

i seriously would have never thought of that kind of design.

and a side note: i still haven't finished my math homework =.=

cos you took back your file.

thanks anyway.

alright. i still have portfolio to do later.

got to show a example of how it's done to some of my juniors later.

and i notice my posts are all getting shorter and shorter. they used to last a whole essay...

IKEA outing was cancelled. and i'm going to stella's party later.

that's all for now i guess.

tata. ~ 08-03-09

smiling all the way.. alone.

BIO AND CHI TESTS

2009-03-05T20:43:00.003+08:00

oh crap.

i just screwed bio like totally.

it was like so empty in my head as though everything just went pop...

chinese wasn't that bad i guess...

i didn't understand much of all the passages as always.

in the end i randomly picked my answers for all the mcq questions.

the idiom section should be pretty good.

i have utmost confidence that i won't fail that section =D

i did the YRP science quiz yesterday too.

it's quite hard and i guessed practically half the quiz.

hopefully they change the prize back to a PSP slim...

a 20" monitor is pretty useless when i have a 24" one at home already.

unless my dad decides to get me a new com...

i've been feeling very happy since last night.

don't really know why (actually, that's a blatant lie)

got something extra for portfolio now.

i've decided to write a full-fledged story as a hobby again. it will never be posted unless there's some special request or something.

i'll name the story: S. Cor

oh well, smiles upon my face for i think the rest of the weel =D

tata.

all smiles 05-03-09

MARCH! must update more!

2009-03-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

alright, pretty much everyone have noticed.

NEW BLOGSKIN!

i know it's emo but i just LOVE LOVE LOVE the colours used in this skin.

plus the guy in the pic looks awesome.

look at those vectors! if you know what i mean xD

some others must have also realised my unique display pic =D

Boy, i just love this pic. The symbol in the middle is known as the geass. Found in the Code Geass anime that i spoke so much of xD

SANGUIS is pretty obvious. that's part of my email.

oh well, time flies.

it suddenly feels like this year passes so fast! maybe it's because school hours are longer and i don't really notice the time in school...

it's MARCH already. a month plus to my birthday!

haha, sigh, i'm still saving up for an iPod Touch...

my uncle is getting me my 3TB external harddrive soon. and that's just awesome.

my memory space is almost full of mugged materials in my head.

actually

not really mugged.

i just looked through them for about half an hour =.=

oh well, going to study now.

tata~

talk to importance 03-03-09

FREE TIME AT LAST!

2009-02-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

well, yeah.

it's been almost a month now.

stupid common tests and all that.

it's like this post is gonna be a whole recount of february.

i have a mind to attempt to write this post in pure latin but.

nah.

i shall not.

i shall let most people be able to read this.

well, february started out, some looking forward to the new month and stuff like valentines (or possibly COMMON TESTS).

i was part of the friendship day committee this year as many should already know, seeing desirae and i at the podium on several mornings at the parade square.

just the night before the 13th (friday the 13th at that O.o ), from 5:30pm to 7pm, sheena, yibei, shing chun and i were in the sc room, packing those roses that people ordered.

most of the red roses were free of thorns, however, the pink ones were thorny D=

so i took up the job of clearing up those thorns. and my fingers were like having holes everywhere... there wasn't exactly any bleeding involved but just seeing the number of holes in the top layer of my skin is evidence enough that the vendor which we bought the roses from seriously lacked the "quality" that they spoke of.

utter stupidity.

anyway, made annoucements with desirae on the day itself, and i forgot to ask the school to collect their roses D=

it was like really screwed...

oh well, it's all over now.

learn from past mistakes and improve upon it. i still have PSLTC to work on.

there was this total defence day costume thingy too.

pretty hilarious actually. most importantly...

FOCKERS won FIRST! =D

haha, the other costumes also damn funny xD

EDS for the past 3 sessions was really fun.

tiring too.

as for this week's test... i'm still not exactly very confident.

just that now my hatred for math is growing...

why?

cos i just can't stand it anymore.

therefore, this hatred has transformed into a will to own maths questions like never before. and then in turn, this willpower makes me do my math homework.

weird mentality, i know.

but at least my homework's done. and my math will improve faster =D

okay, i'm turning psychotic. zzz.

auto-ing tppc now. muahaha. auto-ing aq too.

in fact, half the games i "play" aren't even played by me.

which means i don't play games =D

actually, it's not half the games. it's ALL the games xD

so while i do my work, everything is done for me =D

how lovely.

weekends are boring as usual without much social interaction.

which reminds me of friendship day all over again.

there was this final debrief thing. we made our complains and such and desirae actually voiced out that i was a good publicity ic.

inside i was like really happy and all, but guilty too cos i didn't get the posters into proper function D=

oh well, i gotta do things better next time.

there was rehearsal yesterday too.

to say the very least (truthfully), i found it boring.

all i did was just to commit myself seriously to it. and that was all.

sigh, pretty boring weekend. i managed to rush through math in 20min. for 2 assignments =D

shows my hatred for math.

whatever.

bye for now.

tata.

hatred unsurpassed.. ~ 22 february 2009

CNY week

2009-01-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

hello, finally blogging again. came home too late everyday to even blog... anyway, here's how my cny went:

i went to my 8th uncle's home on the second day, with first day being the absolute bore cos both my parents were working and i've vowed not to play any computer games at home for the rest of the term... sigh, me and my stupid vow.

so, i was bored.

really bored.

bored to the extent that i actually thought sleeping was fun.

lol. big LOL.

i normally have no dreams cos i sleep too little to even dream of something. most humans start having dreams when they are around half an hour or so into the subconscious state. i sleep around 2 to 3 hours. which wouldn't conjure any dreams since i always sleep unknowingly without thinking of anything, just listening to music.

anyway, back to the topic of cny

wednesday's celebration was kinda choppy.

i totally wasn't in the mood at all.

sigh, slightly more than 2 hours of my life wasted.

oh well, at least i did learn a few things which i promptly forgot afterwards xD

visited astra for a short short while. elisabeth wanted me to take pictures of everyone but then the event started so soon D=

so, back to class i was. how dreadful.

everyone was squished together.

the feeling was like soooooo WEN1 XIN1 xD

lol, the "wen xin man de ming" haha.

san ping go say something about this cheeky pupil in the lift who said that squeezing in the lift brings a wen1 xin1 feel xD

actually, up till now, i still don't get what wen1 xin1 really means. (proof that my chinese vocab totally sucks)

lol. whatever.

after that i went for pineapple tart making.

in which i only helped to stir the pineapple and sugar mixture before my dad called me up to head over to my relatives' home.

sigh, played cards over there. i seemed to be a psychic during the card games. cos nobody won when i'm around xD

the moment i leave, my cousin started being 'able' to win. with me around, she lost practically 70% of the games we played.

well, 40% of the time were my cousins getting forced to close their hands by me while the other 60% were either draws or the rare wins. and by rare, it's around less than 5% xD

the moment i left, the ratio totally flipped. 60% of the time someone won O.o

lolz, it's like they have barely any strategy O.o

oh well, went home pretty late.

today was quite okay.

went to practise the sc investiture thing with IA

received the pineapple tarts from shu jun.

visited helea earlier in the morning too. only 2 of them were in class. desirae came afterwards. then ruoting and so on. so sad, it was too early in the morning and not everyone was in class yet.

flag raising as usual. then got BP today. i officially declare that we learn BP cos we BO PIAN. got no choice but to learn D=

had chinese first thing in the morning too... got to learn ting xie man... so stupid. nevermind. use that to get free marks =D

then got ACE. ACE was damn funny la. kim siang, melvin and i were in a group. we were to write a letter to the straits times. then i go write in cursive. they go laugh. after that i go write normally. then when halfway done, kim siang suddenly got fetish for gay colours. he go write in green, then purple and finally PINK.

ZOMG.

damn funny. then mrs wong was like, "why so colourful one?"

we just kept laughing. then kim siang still draw a gay flower after that.

laugh even more.

i laugh until got cramps again.

chemistry took over bio today.

so from single period after lunch turn to two separate periods.

not too bad la.

i finally got the hang of ionic compounds. a big yay for me =D

i fell asleep close to end of LA. slept too little the night before and the night before and the night before. all 3 days add up to less than 8 hours of sleep D= my insomia is getting worse... not that i don't like it though.

oh well, slept through lunch and history.

total knockout <--- as described by my classmates.

oh well, i did wake up for a short moment to move to the back to sleep.

apparrently, they tried shaking me and calling my surname.

didn't feel or hear anything.

only when the class stood up then i woke up cos of the thunderous noise coming from the chairs.

oh well, went back with mancini, nicholas and yu peng.

today beng hwee also keep singing "tell me why". damn random and stupid. funny also.

still got the transformers jingle.

"mancini, woman in disguise"

i was like LOL.

haha. today quite funny la. cny was boring cos i was with a whole lot of female cousins...

still going to my relatives' house this coming weekend.

sigh.

oh well, here ends my post.

tata. 29-01-09

"If I ever forget one, it's when I no longer care for one anymore."

CNY EVE

2009-01-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

cny eve today.

how nice.

i just had my dinner. a steamboat at that =D and now i'm totally bloated.

nah, not totally.

more like above the 100% mark.

completed the first version of my play yesterday.

named it V1.

after which it became V1.1 cos i made some formatting and cast changes.

titled: Familiaris In Sanguis

in proper english: Friend In Blood

take note: 'In' is the same in Latin and English. in fact, english has tons of words derived from latin. so much that you might call the person who invented english lazy xD

anyway, i had a few people comment on it already. if anyone wants to read, feel free to ask! i would love any comment that is made so long as it comes truthfully =D

nothing much to write, really.

my juniors are telling me that my blog posts are funny cos i write the way i talk.

weird. nobody writes formally in their dairies xD

anyway, i let wenxin looked at my play today and it came back with surprising comments!

6 long paragraphs! cool dude. sadly, i didn't save the message history D=

a while after taking her comments into consideration, there was a sudden short circuit and my home blacked-out.

perfect.

just wonderful.

on cny eve somemore.

sigh.

so i had to re-write all that i've edited. what a pain man.

so now i have completed it. which is why i even blog xD

i don't blog until i have completed my daily goal you see. at least for now.

watching kungfu mahjong on tv now. it's damn damn damn funny. just can't stop laughing.

and like wow, the quit gambling hotline is like 24-24-24-24 on some crappy server thing which code number was C444. well, say those numbers in cantonese and you'll seriously laugh xD

especially the C444. it's read like see-sei-sei-sei. or if you read C as shv (the v is the u with the two dots)

in the end, it means lose-die-die-die xD

so funny.

then still got this funny philosophy.

"gambling is not about throwing your money into the sea"

^sounds a little wrong cos most people do think it is throwing it into the sea^

"gambling is your whole family jump into the sea"

i totally LOLed at it for around 30s

too funny already. it sounds even more funny in cantonese xD

ahaha, i shall continue watching. later on channel 256 got this 4hour music fiesta.

how nice. 10pm to 2am. actually it is already airing on channel 56 from 9pm. but i wanted to watch kungfu mahjong xD

oh well, tata.

pretty short post today. 25-01-09

"Pride and Honor?"

BORING WEEK with nice lit lesson

2009-01-23T19:33:00.004+08:00

man, what a boring week.

other than more homework, there's nothing new.

actually, there is.

got some fresh new injuries from wednesday's P.E. lesson. rolled on the basketball court too when chasing after jiaqi.

mancini and the others mimicked me limping too... how evil.

wednesday was just boring. nothing worth remembering.

thursday went the same too. with some little funny readings from The Crucible. why funny? cause everyone said lines out differently which showed me some major contrast between everyone's timid levels. oh well, pretty obviously, gerrald got "freaked out" by me. like since forever man.

jiaying stole my lines too. how wonderful. i 'ahem-ed' her before she realised what was happening. zzz, jiaying's got negative lag.

more bores later.

attempted to walk normally.

failed miserably.

the pain totally sapped a large portion of my usual energy.

had to walk with my left leg totally straight the whole day.

oh well, thurday's a bore too. seems like i get bored pretty easily.

friday's not half bad (today that is).

i woke up late. thanks to my stupid knee for sapping away all my life force (exxagerated, i know). reached school barely on time, sparing a few minutes for my almost daily visit to 1A. very lethargic today. kept having cold spasms. so if you're wondering why i was wearing my jacket the whole day, here's your answer.

mr harris wasn't here again. apparently ill. ms cheng mun yi came in to take over the class. i submitted my reader's digest subscription form and got a free chinese chess set along with it.

played a short round of chinese chess. was fiendishly careless and lost because i didn't notice the 'fei-jiang'. those who play should understand what i mean.

lit lesson after that.

hilarious. read from page 41 (Act 2) from The Crucible.

egan read Proctor's role the standard singaporean style.

gerrald went double role and took up Elizabeth's and Mary's role. with the first character having a sissy gay voice and a ah-beng styled slang for the second.

there were a few sexual references in the script and we spent our time laughing at it.

and now i've got stomach cramps from laughing too hard. or more scientifically, diaphragm aches. (take note, guys don't suffer from menstral pains in case you start telling me that i'm a gay, transexual homo)

oh well, ignore what's in the brackets. bracketed things were normally skipped during readings anyway. nobody reads like this in front of public, for example:

Aaron's a nice boy <--- what's being read

Aaron's a nice (although positively tested to be retarded) boy <--- what's written on the script.

i wonder which one would people prefer.

went home alone after that.

other than the lit lesson, today was again, relatively boring.

3 boring days in a week.

plus.

i'm sooooooooooo not looking forward to visiting my relatives. worse still. all my in-singapore-currently cousins are all females. sigh, what a hard life.

oh well, talked to mancini for a short while. random political stuff. about obama vs bush.

sigh.

that's it i guess. shall watch more code geass later. poor shirley got murdered by rolo... that scene was probably the definitition of true love.

sayonara. 23-0 1-09

"Need a hand? I'll give you more than just a hand."

KUROSHINI

2009-01-19T21:44:00.003+08:00

what.

the.

i'm being told to drop AEP.

what sick logic is this?!

just because my cursed gpa doesn't meet the 8-subject criteria.

whatever.

i shall stay calm.

or else the juniors that i have who read this blog will get freaked out by how i say things when i'm angry.

alright, one.

smile first.

two.

smile until i grin.

three.

look at the mirror and see a retarded image.

alright, that's settled. for now at least.

i guess it's okay. getting kicked out of AEP like that. shows me another side of life.

reality.

meh, whatever. this is just how life goes. i'll just learn to accept it. and change it when i grow up.

but NOT as a Singaporean when i grow up. but as a totally different being. namely idealists. lol, i must sound kinda serious. actually, if you imagine me acting dramatically when saying these few lines, obviously, i'm just joking =D

i'm not that dumb as to challenge the government when i'm just about to get my IC this year. that would be ironic xD i am a lawful singaporean since primary 3. there would be political conflict if i were to go all out to challenge the government. xD

anyway, i had ACE today. yet another lesson on active citizenry... kinda hard for me to relate to when i'm not even a true blue singaporean. being ostracized in society because of nationality is just really, really bad.

actually, you still see it now. oops, blogger might just ban me again for typing racial comments here. whatever, it's not my first time being banned anyway.

i arrived at school pretty early today. 7.10am

not exceptionally early compared to the torture i had during orientation. was pretty lethargic early in the morning too. played jia ying's wii too vigorously... having some muscle aches around my arms. oh well, hopefully it gets better so that i can train up my chin-ups again. i only managed to do 2 at the fitness corner near my house today with these stupid muscle aches. must make sure i can do my required 7 for A no matter what condition i am in!

(so that i can beat lai yiren in arm wrestling too)

bwahaha, forget that stupid reason in brackets. i just need to be strong enough to protect the people i care for most. haha, sounds corny.

haha, those who read my previous post in which my fear is written in my post. well, they are related. doesn't matter. on with the post.

got scolded during chemistry lesson. we were 15min late. we didn't stop our bio teacher from dragging on. anyway, we F.O.C.kers probably learnt our lesson (poor jia-er, she got screamed at). read through the experiment instructions just before typing this post.

oh ya, speaking of bio, i actually left my homework at home right in front of my computer desk. how stupid. i was marvelling at it last night. so dumb of me.

watched a few episodes of code geass: lelouch of the rebellion R2. at episode 10 now. stupid utorrent keeps refusing to download the last 0.4% of the file as usual. what a pain. hopefully R3 comes out soon. code geass is practically my favourite anime at the moment, pushing death note to second in position.

i seem to have a fetish for storylines with strategic and intellectual placement of ideas and plots. call me a freak or whatever you want. it doesn't exactly matter.

addicted to the song COLORS too. it's the opening of code geass episode 1 to... i think 12? really nice beat.

i realise my posts are getting seriously random. oh well.

some people went to chen yin's house for more cookie making today. i wonder if they stare at the oven like a tv this time round. must be really interesting observing a cookie expanding.

and oh, they named the m&m cookies, mookies.

wow.

the honour.

great innovation =.= totally.

we earned $91 today. not bad, thinking back that we only have $40 for our budget. pretty pathetic. ooh, alliteration. zzz. pure randomness again.

hope i manage to join eds now that i am out of AEP, which means more time for practices if it ever occurs on tuesdays. or if i'm ever in EDS for that matter. i still owe jamie>mr ken, $20 for the new book which i had barely read. in fact, just the first 11 lines.

damn, my mind's in clusters. need to sort them out someday. saw oh hui xian at the bus stop when going home. she was with a friend.

and they skipped 2 buses.

what tolerance.

what patience.

for the sake of a non-crowded bus.

oh well, i missed one too cause there really wasn't any space left...

i've designed a seahorse (inspiration from egan!) using F-O-C-U-S. pretty cool i find. though i like the dolphin i designed out of H-E-L-E-A more.

alright, i don't think i have much left to say. except that i'm bored and that i should try sleeping like a normal human being at 10pm rather than a nocturnal insomia-bound freak who sleeps at 2-3am and wakes up at 5am on the same day. lol.

tata. 19-01-2009

the day a memory was re-attained. L

HOKAIINI, BLOGGER.

2009-01-18T20:55:00.002+08:00

finally.

Finally.

FINALLY.

i managed to alter my proxies to access blogger!

shouldn't have dwelled into proxies too much...

anyway, just finished my cell analogy... actually, not really. finished it the night before. realised that i wrote so much jargon that probably only yu peng, shen hao and mr gee should understand... after that, it reduced from 3 pages to 1, without all the other jargon and gibberish.

sigh, kinda late for this post but...

zettai zettai must write about ORIENTATION '09!

haha, my 1Astra so cute (the guys sometime quite irritating though). first day see their lost faces is like 'ahaha, they look so cute with the lost faces'. first 1A student i saw was this guy with a pair of white specs. he's called jerrold. anyway, i guided him to his class and that was probably it after that.

assembly at parade square.

stupid 3hour talk right after O.o

brought them to class and played some simple ice breakers. splat and whacko was really fun. especially when people started having targets to sabo xD they were still remotely quiet though. taught them the simple ooi and kermama cheers.

mr teo, a new history teacher was their form teacher. pretty cheery looking person. hopefully the class loves him.

day was quite short and they went home a short while after ice breakers.

day 2 was slightly better. they started cheering more loudly. but they emoed pretty much early in the morning. okay, maybe not emo, more like still sleepy.

played some outdoor games. there was one where terrence taught them the infamous 'mook' cheer.

sigh.

doomsday.

afterwards, Astra got so addicted to that cheer that i just couldn't be bothered much anymore. they even went to write mook on every window pane that they could reach at their class...

utter shock.

totally.

anyway, they were told to start preparing their item for the concert, their banner and their identity. their banner was really beautiful. and the effort they put into the skit on the last day was really touching.

there was some conflict here and there. and they were also pretty much solved on their own. i drew a picture of little red riding hood with their class name. guess i'll post it some other day since my time with the computer is pretty limited at the moment.

day 3 was cca orientation. we brought them around the school to look at all the performing arts cca, or in other words, CHAMPS cca. with sports cca being the exception. EDS was the one i felt that my class enjoyed most. the relatively loud and appreciative laughter was prove of that.

some stayed back to do banner decoration after that. sadly, they were locked out of their class... so i accompanied them until they were done. how nice of me. speaking of nice, i realised on day 2 that i didn't fully dedicated myself to their class. the feelings that i had for 1H last year was somewhat missing when i took 1A this year... so i decided to love them as wholeheartedly as i had for Helea. it took me one night's resolute commitment to acheive that. but at the very least, i did, i hope.

day 4 was the trip to ECP. after simple briefing, each class was to do a cheer before they left for ECP. then were so 'LOUD' that my eardrums were about to die from their cheers man. 'really' loud. although Astra was the last to go, i bet their cheer made its way all the way to the 1D's ears.

we took a picture at ECP, and i had to bid my 1A peeps farewell for a moment while being station master for station six. unfortunately, my class didn't really had the time to go to my station, but i guess they had fun all the same.

the trip back to ECP was pretty funny too. we kept marching for no apparent reason, going 1-2-3-4, with a stamp of the foot on every count of 4. we arrived at school way before schedule and had even more time for concert preparations!

concert night. the last couple of hours before the finale of the orientation. jia rong came super early and went around with me to invade other classes. it was until much later did any other 1A peeps appear in class.

Astra went first for the concert item. quite unfortunate, but jia rong suddenly fell ill during dinner. he went home with his parents after that. he was having one of the lead roles for the skit too. what was the role? "A Wolf named Mook". wow, what a good name for a wolf... anyway, i took over the role of the wolf, so it literally became what the role's name was.

as expected, 1A went crazy upon knowing. anyway, after the performance, there was some crazy paparazi session. wye inn kept taking zi-lian pictures, so i just had to play along xD

they even started taking videos of me =.=

ridiculous man. really.

totally nuts.

anyway, Astra won the best banner award! heh, actually it doesn't matter who wins. cos the prizes are actually the same. DHS is practising equality you see. <--- fabrication

bid farewell to all of them.

popped balloons afterwards. new record for myself, 5 balloons in 2s.

school formally starts after that, with my homework stuck in my bag over the weekend cos it was hidden in 1A's class on friday night and the GO was closed so i had no more excess to the classroom keys... lucky homework could be downloaded from dhs.mail and moodle.

days were boring, until friday when i took my EDS audition together with the other year 1s. quite a number of 1A peeps went for the auditions. really happy that so many of them wanted to go. saw raey too, someone who resented me with a variable value (i'm writing it this way cause i don't know how much she resents me). gave her a few nods to signify that i'm not here to cause any trouble whatsoever.

we were told to do tableaus. i realised that vanessa spelt it wrongly. she wrote tablo. anyway, it doens't matter since we got the idea pretty well. i guess my group's performance was kinda special. instead of a practical, sad to happy or happy to sad, i decided to go with a simultaenous transition. at least it shows something different than the standard way of doing things.

it was a little fun to look at how the juniors speak after mr ken asked them to convince him why they should join EDS.

jia rong said i was pretty daring. i just told him that mr ken did say that we could "dramatize" afterall. he was saying that he would've done something like that if he had interpreted mr ken's words my way.

anyway, i found jia rong's response better than the other 4 year ones in my group. for he was much more louder and confident than the others.

sylvia and was it amanda; waved at me as i walked out the black box room. went home with the rest after that. met kar man and ai ling (unsure of the name) along the way. they went for dance auditions. do hope they can get in the cca of their choice.

watched code geass: lelouch of the rebellion over the weekends and rushed off some due homework for the next week. must really thank wei ting for this recommendation. but after watching episode 14 of R1, i almost lost my mind.

must seem pretty shocking to other people cause it's just an anime afterall. i'll talk more on this later.

went to paya lebar to meet up with my fellow F.O.C.kers for cookie baking today. it was quite a fun and at the same time disgusting day.

we went to buy stuff at paya lebar's shop and save and sheng siong first. took bus 30 to kembangan afterwards. arrived at jia ying's super big house.

started our first batch of cookies. we tested out two first.

burnt. lol, slightly.

tasted it.

not too shabby.

so we decided on making the rest, ensuring that they didn't go all black in the oven by sitting down, facing the oven. seems like the kind of zero motion tv that you may have in the oven. best thing was, there's only one programme on air called, "Cookie Baking".

had lunch with an awkward silence every now and then.

continued cookie making.

claire and cassandra arrived.

next thing i knew was that claire opened the lid of the cookie container and touched 8 of the cookies with her bare hands.

*jaw drops & eyes bulges*

sigh. i'm quite the hygiene freak when it comes to cooking things like that cause i won't want the consumer to get food poisoning. well, she claims that she did wash her hands so i guess it's fine.

hopefully.

while waiting for the cookies to bake, i asked claire if she was scared of loneliness (pretty random on my post but i'm sure those who were present in the cookie making session knows how this started). she was like 'how did you know?' and i just stated the reason.

she asked me about what i'm afraid and i told her to guess. lots of randomness going on. so she asked for a clue. i said it starts with L.

she still doesn't know.

gave her another. ends with S.

she still doesn't know.

gave her another. one of it's middle letters is O.

she was like "LOS?" then "loss?". lol, like who would fear Los Angeles... =.=

and this fear connects with episode 14 of code geass: lelouch of the rebellion R1. those who really want to find out why, just watch this anime and you'll understand.

next claire and cassandra both asked 'who' that i'm scared of losing.

sigh.

it doesn't always have to be a 'who'.

the thing that i'm actually scared of losing is a 'what'

a keychain.

given to me when i was exactly 13 years old.

and had given me very fond memories.

which the hand who gave me the keychain gave me inspiration for literature.

sigh.

claire and cassandra kept asking who gave it to me. such busybodies... i downright refused to tell them.

after the second shift came, we were almost done with all the cookies already. we played the wii afterwards. it was damn retarded for the first part. boxing totally tired me out. played tennis and other stuff too. there was this mario soccer in which i owned clarissa's score with jia ying's brother. in total, i got my wonderful 8 CIP hours. with the addition of the day of sales, getting 10 CIP hours should be pretty easy. that just means 90 more CIP hours for this year so that i can get a guaranteed 5 cca points this year.

ate at mcdonalds afterwards. the auntie at the counter must be deaf, i repeated my order thrice to her and she still gave me fillet-o-fish with tartar sauce... totally deaf. went back home afterwards and bathed.

and now i'm here posting after fixing issues with my proxies. guess i should be able to post actively from now on.

3F.O.C.kers rock on.

bring.it.on. 18-01-2009

tata.

DMC STUPID FILES

2008-12-03T08:04:00.002+08:00

hey peeps, back to blogging again man. been exactly 10 days. not that i'm letting my blog rot though. more like i've got nothing much to blog about.

gonna share some really hilarious videos with you all.

behold...

the

DEVIL MAY CRY: THE STUPID FILES SERIES

warning though.

the below videos contain vulgarities, crude humor, and a crapload of insane randomness.

if you need something to laugh your head off (especially for emo guys), watch all 7 episodes that i'm gonna post here. all thanks to blackmamba who has quit doing this series due to the fact that he himself couldn't stand the randomness that he made. xD

alright here we go:

Devil May Cry: The Stupid Files

Devil May Cry: The Stupid Files 2

Devil May Cry: The Stupid Files 3

Devil May Cry: The Stupid Files 4

Devil May Cry: The Stupid Files 5

Devil May Cry: The Stupid Files 6

Devil May Cry: The Stupid Files 7 (End)

alright people, that's the end of the fun today peeps. nothing much to blog about. will post some funny things if i decide to browse through youtube looking for more stuff. well, if you can't hear what the video is saying, tell me xD i'll write the whole script down. =D

IMO, this series is EPIC-NESS.

oh whatever, liked it, hated it, just laugh at the video. in appreciation, in an effort to mock, it doesn't matter. all it has to do is to make you laugh =D

gonna have to mug later. realised that sec 3 stuff is really very interesting, can't believe i actually spent 5 hours reading Physics Insights yesterday. pretty weird that the booklist doesn't include anything for AEP students... oh well,

tata.

P.S. : you've just wasted more than an hour of your life watching the vids i posted and probably laughing your head loose.

DMC4

2008-11-23T10:33:00.002+08:00

hello all, as mentioned in my previous post, here are my DMC4 results thus far! cool dude. majority is S rank man. beat that darryl. will post again later =D

MALAYSIA TRIP THUS FAR

2008-11-21T01:40:00.002+08:00

Hello! finally able to post =D got loads to write man. guess i'll cut it short xD

got into 3F *shouts triumphantly* muahaha, the perfect class man. yu peng and melvin are in my class, together with egan and cassandra =D well, they are about the only people i know in my new class xD plus a very prominent figure. well, you go guess. at least there's AEP! muahaha, i'm gonna master the art of ART!

been playing DMC4 at my aunt's home =D there's practically the one of the few places with internet access man. rawr. most of my relatives live a online-less life D= i'll try posting a screenshot of my progress later in DMC4 =D it's a really really fun game with good graphics and some epic lines! lolzers, i'm getting carried away.

played deviantwar too. they reopened server 2. like wth. i thought they were about to close it soon... dumb man. lol. curlyhaircat is playing too. it's freaking irritating man. some stupid newbies attack me every turn man. wth. if i ever donate for turns, i'll use them to pwn all those people who attacked me before. muahaha.

went to hack adventure quest and dragonfable for my two younger cousins. lolz, they increased 50+ levels in 2 days. oops, artix better not see this.

malaysia trip is okay so far. i'm not going to go ride a bike this time, lest i fall and injure myself just before dry run like last year. ouch, memories of the pain lingers on. actually, more of the numbness. while i was travelling to malaysia, i smsed a lot of people =D haha, it was so nice of them to reply =D haha, will see all of ya soon! just a little more than a week more to go! seriously looking forward to dry run.

my sleeping hours have gone haywire. i am awake from 3pm to 9am. lolz. totally nocturnal man. just like i'm typing this at 2am in the middle of the night. haha, don't say that i'm crazy! i know some people will already =.=

worst part about the holidays. despite my calorie-counting efforts, i have grown heavier by 0.8kg O.o hopefully it's cos i'm growing taller with extra tendons and bone weight and not cos i've grown fat O.o oh well, i'll just burn it away cycling sometime soon (hopefully without crashing). grown slightly taller too =D been eating loads of high protein food =D talking about food, i just remembered that i have to help shu qi get some keropok xD haha, i'll make sure you get a BIG BIG pack of it =D

went to yu long's blog just now. the convos with debby siow is pure OWNAGE man. EPIC-NESS!. if i didn't hear what nick had said during the young leaders' conference that day, i would have added debby and niao her too. muahaha. BUT i'm a very KIND person. i don't niao people that much =D (huihan is a slight exception but i will make an effort to stop =D ) anyway, i take my hat off to curlyhaircat man. he's just too super. niao-ing debby until like this. don't know where he gets his ideas from... must steal some creativity. wait, then it wouldn't be original. lolz.

went to hack DMC4 afterwards. hacked a perfect save file. with most of the things unlocked. i found the save file hack from the internet though. now i'm making an effort to surpass that noob's save file. guess why i call him a noob.

HE GOT 'D' RANKS IN HIS GAME RECORD.

and that sucks. i play on my own and i haven't even got a D rank once. NOT EVEN ONCE. no where even near getting a D. most of my game records have S in them. that guy is purely NOOB. he just played the game for finishing's sake. rawr. i'm gonna surpass him easily.

omg, listening to Wait For You by elliot yamin. a song that makes me freaking emo. sigh. just gotta bear with it until it's over =O

-4min later-

yay, it's over. blog hopping was the latest activity before i started blogging. bloghopped around and noticed many dying blogs. which obviously consists of mine. =.=

played DotA recently too.

KHUNKA OWNS MAN. indirect first blood. lol, i first blood pretty late game. 48th minute man. keep harassing the AI. i level 25 at 43rd minute. AI still level 21 =D then i stun him (atropos) with the ulti, chain stun him, bash him with cranium basher, use x marks the spot, he makes me sleep and ran off. i woke up shortly after he comes back to me (i kept the skill at lvl 1 to counter the sleping spell =D ), bashed him one more time, he runs off, met a bunch of creeps, i whacked the crep instead and indirect first blood! khunka's first ability owns man, super splash damage every 4 seconds. oh well, off to get my DMC4 progress screenshot!

tata for now!

BACK FROM DINNER RANDOM POST

2008-11-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

haha, posting again. very random. cos i'm very bored xD

saw dionis at the ntuc 5min's walk from my home after dinner. haha, she was with a sibling of hers. and WOW, guess what? i didn't respond to her until she called my name 2/3 times O.o so embarassing sia. haha, double WOW. guess something else; she actually was smiling! haha, dionis, you should smile more. why? cos you look better when you smile =D always see you having that moody moody face early in the morning before taking the subsidized bus service Dx haha, must smile more often! frowning cuts your life away by 0.0000003% D= oh yeah, frowning less reduces wrinkles too xD haha, i shall go tag at your blog after this post xP

chatting with rebecca now, she organizing some outing. then she not high at all. cos her friends not high. where got such domino effect de. must be like me, immune to contagious unhighness! xD drink coca-cola, drown away all emo-ness =D haha, end post le, my sister need to check her new class allocation O.o

tata! (again)

YEAR 4 COMMENCEMENT PREPWORK

2008-11-13T15:34:00.002+08:00

man, went to school at 9am yesterday for year 4 commencement preparation. was very tired yesterday, i didn't sleep (i'm happy that i didn't) and had to work myself laboriously xD i came quite early, practically the only year 2 SC at the SC room. later i was called to meet at staff room 1 to begin the packing. i approached the stairs when i saw rachel and vivian outside the GO =D haha, had a small little chat with them. charlotte arrived at 9:30am. daniel was supposed to come and help out but he didn't appear.

all the stuff was brought to physics lab to pack as the room was pretty spacious. there were a lot to pack. cca certs, testimonials and some parting gifts. all of them were put into some kind of folder and then packed into a box to be brought down to LT1. quite a boring activity. hopefully i get some CIP hours for it xD

went back to pack SC room later on. it was like 12:30pm already. quite late, considering the fact that most people arrived to pack at 10am. the year 4 commencement prep took up 3 whole hours of my precious time with IA D= it was sad but duty calls and i just have to accept it =D me and jun jie folded the cloths. damn long man. 50m. shifted boxes here and there. jun jie pangseh me then left me alone. everything got packed up and neatly shifted to one side, all labelled and stacked nicely, thanks to yours truly! muahaha!!! lol, being lame.

shu qi went to return the key to mr yeo just to find out he wasn't in school anymore. mr yeo went for some reservice thing. actually shu qi got motive de... haha, shan't name it xD went back with, shu qi, ada and florence. which reminds me, ada was renamed maria! haha, by jun jie cos jun jie go treat her like some maid. plus a lot of different a-d-a-tions. like radar and other stuff xD damn funny. slightly addicted to it liao. haha, i was quite desperate for coke by then. was really feeling very tired (but it was worth it!). we stopped by the hawker center and had ice kachang. i drank two cans of coke and got slightly re-energized =D still pretty tired. i'm getting on with age... i used to be able to go through 3 nights without feeling tired. now i'm just near the 2 day mark and i'm about to collapse D= oh well. went to the mrt. talking about loads of random things.

went back home, had a pack of chips, bathed, fell asleep, went for dinner, watched a drama and off to bed i went. was thinking about a few people before my eyes finally shut down and they didn't open until pretty late in the morning today. today was a super boring day. i just played deviantwar, invested in some stocks, made a few thousand.

TAKE NOTE: i didn't invest in real stocks. more like in-game kind of stocks.

made a few billion in deviantwar, which was pretty good. got some 30bil in my bank now. i may attempt to make jumps in the game. played adventure quest for like 5min before shutting it down. looked at my list of classmates again. oh ya! i'm in 3F next year! haha, hello to all my future classmates! i got into AEP too =D yay! got into literature talent development program too =D sadly i have to go normal chinese. i will try to appeal for higher chiense cos i seriously want to drop chinese in senior high. chinese is the most useless subject in my encyclopedia and i don't give a heed nor hoot about it =D i'm sure many are like me =D haha. it's almost 4pm now. i gotta turn off the com soon. so i guess i'll end my post here.

tata!

SKIP BEAT! + IA MISSION 01

2008-11-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

Haha, posting again. Watched SKIP BEAT! yesterday. 4 episodes. laughed my head off =D the illustrations damn cute and funny xD haha, especially the haunting xD though in the drawings the characters tend to have LONG legs, very long in fact. it gives the illusion that they are very very VERY tall. haha =D so far in tokyo, only 5 episodes have been released and 7 that have been announced to the public. i won't give spoilers but if you are too impatient for the episodes, go read the manga =D it's really nice too! the songs used in the opening and ending aren't too badly chosen either. DREAM STAR is seriously quite nice =D

anyway, today i went for IA's very first mission!

MISSION 01: Pack up SC room

Aim: To pack up SC room so that everything useful can be transported to the new campus.

Objectives:

1. Learn to step out of hygiene zone.

2. Learn to squish as much stuff into a box.

3. Learn to keep things in an organised and sophisicated manner.

4. Learn to tolerate insane people. (e.g. Marcus & Fabian)

5. Learn to recognise FEAR. (a.k.a. False Evidence Appearing Real)

Alright, i reached school at about 9:20am (pretty early). met rachel (my CR HOD!) and wei jie (IA HOD!) on the way =D haha, rachel complain say i in CR not as enthu as in IA xD haha, met yu siang, daniel and marcus (yeo) at the foyer. daniel and marcus were playing chinese chess. their main motive of coming to school was "to scare yu siang" O.o lame sia. anyway, fabian and yi ren came. at first fabian was in the canteen, feeling very tired. haha, i came along to hype him up a little xD haha, listened in to the orientation tee discussion. O.o ORANGE on DRY-FIT is gonna look OVERLY-STRIKING man. too over man. haha. they changing colour =D '09 year ones better thank your seniors when you see them!

after some waiting again, shu qi arrived to open the SC room! ms yeo and ms tiong came by too and helped us out loads =D haha, it was a massive mess in the SC room man. me and fabian went crazy twirling the cloth. oh yeah man. it was damn fun! then we tried folding a 50m one. lucky wei jie came to help us out, if not, we'll take forever O.o haha, we found loads of crappy stuff, some useful ones too. brand new notebooks, TAMPINES PRIMARY SCHOOLBOOKS O.o, keychains, padlocks, envelopes, deflated balls, paint and even a DEAD FROG. gross. ms yeo screamed when she saw it. okay, now i know ms yeo doesn't like frogs. i love eating frogs though. their flesh when cooked with ginger onion is lovely =D anyway, someone covered the frog with a box cap and it wasn't that gross anymore =D from what i thought would end in 3 hours, it took us from 10am to 3:30pm and we still only had things half-done. there were still tons to pack but at least the floor is now in sight =D when we first entered, the floor couldn't be seen and the wall to the left of the door was completely hidden O.o

we went for lunch at around 12:20pm. i just had 2 cans of Coca-cola ZERO. damn shuang. the drink stall uncle thought i was crazy. he looked at me when i opened my first can, pouring its contents into the two cups, then drinking with both straws =D his dumbfounded face damn funny xD haha, regina and rebecca kept saying i'm insane. got super high later. haha, punched this metal thing along the roadside. fabian jumped a little and the two Rs got a little shocked. muahaha, coke does wonders to a mook =D anyway, saw beverly afterwards, she must really detest me now. called her name thrice but she didn't even respond a single time. I know i said some harsh things to her the night before but really, all i really wanted to say was that there really isn't a need to apologize to me.

TO BEVERLY:

I KNOW IT WAS HARSH. I KNOW IT WAS HURTFUL. I WON'T SAY I'M ENTIRELY CORRECT. YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO FEEL THAT I'M WRONG AND I DON'T HOLD IT AGAINST YOU. I JUST SINCERELY HOPE THAT WE CAN RECONCILE AND BE FRIENDS AGAIN. IF YOU CAME ACROSS THIS AND READ THIS, THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO DO SO. I APOLOGIZE IF WHATEVER I SAID REALLY HURT YOU. I'M SORRY, BEVERLY!

all right, people who are reading this are sure gonna be wondering what happened. went home with the 2 Rs after they finished their skipping session. they take longer in the toilet than to do 150 skips O.o oh well, regina left for french along the way and so i went back with rebecca. rebecca's like Q-U-I-E-T. reason? she's tired. wow. fantastic. normally i hear people complaining about what made them tired but, oh nevermind. she's probably asleep now. anyway, yu rong smsed me while i was still on the mrt. haha. she called me a worthy opponent xD man, i've only played minesweeper once on msn games and i totally suck at minesweeper. it's thanks to her that i even managed to flag 24 mines in the game. haha, she's like my minesweeper coach =D haha. i must bu4 chi3 xia4 wen4. i don't know whether the han yu pin yin correct or not cos my chinese is really hopeless D= oh well, must work harder so that i can drop chinese in senior high =D

haha, talked to looi han at 6:40pm =D haha, been a while since a good conversation with her =D feeling very happy now! haha, got to go for dinner le, probably won't be blogging again so tata!~

QUIZZES... BACK IN 25th OCTOBER

2008-11-08T14:43:00.002+08:00

Just read looi han's blog. feel kinda depressed now... i feel pathetic, letting a junior of mine go to such a state of depression and low self-esteem. somehow, i just feel guilty, wondering how many of my juniors are currently in this kind of state. a state of neglection and a surge of inadequacy... 25th October was the post i read and have it deeply etched in my mind. I'll do the same quizzes i found on that blogpost first:

1st quiz:

1. Are you taller tahn your mom?

Yes.

2. Are you an emotional person?

Yes, though I don't look like it.

3. Are you confused? - confused over?

Yes, confused over whether what i've done the past month was correct or not.

4. What are you listening to now?

Timbaland feat. One Republic - Apologize

5. Do you crack your knuckles?

It happens automatically whenever i clench my right hand.

6. Have you ever broken your nose?

Yes, one time in school and accidentally banged nose-first into someone's head and it bled profusely.

7. Has anyone ever spread a rumour about you?

Yes, loads.

8. Do you have any trophies?

Yes, a few. Mainly from western chess competitions.

9. What did you do yesterday?

Coaching florence on how to use torrents and drawing in my free time. Updated my blog too.

10. Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?

No, but i did punch a wall before and caused my whole fist to turn red.

11. Who's your last text from?

Florence.

12. Do you think someone loves you?

I don't know. I ain't that someone.

13. Tears are falling from your face, what's the reason?

My inability make my juniors cheerful.

14. What's your favourite colour?

Crimson red.

15. What woke you up this morning?

I woke up naturally.

16. What sucks about your life?

Some certain relationships.

17. Do you delete people off of Friendster?

No.

18. Do you believe that you can change for someone?

Definitely. I have already done so and will do it again and again to please those who are important to me.

19. Do you like surprises?

Yes, but it better not be too easily predictable.

20. Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?

Yes. Many people think I'm insensitive. Trust me, i've been into much more emotional stress that most normal people can't imagine.

21. Do you have a favourite item of clothing?

Shirts with collars. preferably high-collar types.

22. Do you like messages or comments better?

Messages.

23. Next movie you will see in theatres?

Not decided.

24. What was the last thing you drank?

Watermelon Milkshake.

25. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Chatting with Beverly through smses.

26. Do you want to get married & have children one day?

Yes, it will be my life's greatest achievement.

27. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?

Spamming pranks on April Fool's.

28. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

My record was 5 days.

29. What's your favourite fruit?

Honeydew.

30. Have you ever been to a wedding?

Twice. Third next year.

31. How many showers did you take today?

Just came out of one.

32. Do you have bad tan lines?

Yes, at the socks and the neck to torso area.

33. Who haven't you seen in a while, that you miss?

A person that is mentioned in my sidebar.

34. Who was the last person you watched a movie with?

Gloria.

35. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?

10min.

36. Have you been outside of the U.S.?

I've been out of it all my life.

37. The last email that you received was from?

"Welcome to cbox!"

38. Last show you watched?

A beautiful mind from my computer.

39. Do you wish at 11:11?

I don't check the time that often.

40. Do you wear any jewellery?

Rings. I collect some too.

41. Next vacation you're going on?

Back to Taiping, Malaysia.

42. Any piercings?

No, the one i had on the back of my right hand when i was 3 healed up already.

43. Last person you hugged?

Someone mentioned in my side bar. but it was in my dreams last night.

44. Who/What made you angry today?

Thinking of the person who typed a lot of vulgarities and sexual stuff in looi han's previous blog.

45. Do you sing in the shower?

Sometimes, when I'm addicted to a new song.

46. Do you love anyone?

I love everyone.

47. What's your favourite breed of dog?

Forgotten the name of that breed, but it has the snout of a wolf.

48. Do you find yourself loved?

Think so. At least I know nick does.

49. What is the weirdest place you have slept?

Toilet. over-exhausted that time.

50. What's the closest blue object to you?

Flexible curve.

Alright done with the 1st quiz.

2nd Quiz:

Name 20 people:

1. Dione

2. Looi Han

3. Beverly

4. Florence

5. Si Qi

6. Jacob

7. Sher Min

8. Sheena

9. Venus

10. Peter

11. Xin Yi

12. Jun Jie

13. Gloria

14. Hui Han

15. Yan Lin

16. Rachel

17. Nicole

18. Cheryl Gan

19. Samuel

20. Kiat Shing

1. How did you meet 14? (Hui Han)

SC camp in 2007

2. What would you do if you never met 1? (Dione)

I would have met other people.

3. What if 9 & 20 date each other? (Venus & Kiat Shing)

I don't know, wish them all the best?

4. Will 6 & 17 date? (Jacob & Nicole)

Never.

5. Describe 3. (Beverly)

Very interesting person. Got some spunk and attitude too. Loves playing Icy Tower on mobile phone.

6. Is 8 attractive? (Sheena)

Guess so. She almost got taken advantage of by a 1B junior in orientation.

7. Describe 7. (Sher Min)

Don't know her well.

8. Do you know any of 12's family members? (Jun Jie)

No.

9. What if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you? (Cheryl Gan)

I'll reject her kindly. I have another person in mind.

10. What language does 15 speak? (Yan Lin)

English, Chinese, Japanese, possibly more.

11. Who's going out with 9? (Venus)

Don't know.

12. How old is 16? (Rachel)

16.

13. When did you last speak to 13? (Gloria)

Today. Through smses.

14. Who is 2's favourite singer? (Looi Han)

I would like to know.

15. Would you ever date 4? (Florence)

No, I have someone in mind.

16. Will you ever date with 1? (Dione)

No, she's older than me. She is more of my idol than anything esle.

17. Is 19 single? (Samuel)

No, he has Gillian.

18. What's 10's last name? (Peter)

Liang.

19. School of 3? (Beverly)
DHS.

20. Where does 6 live? (Jacob)

Tampines.

21. What is your favourite thing of 5? (Si Qi)

Don't know, I've only know her for barely a week.

22. Have you ever seen 11 naked? (Xin Yi)

No. If I have, I'll commit suicide.

End of 2nd quiz.

will continue this post tomorrow if I have the time. my dad's complaining again. i think i'll dream of a certain someone tonight.

THE NOVEMBER REVIVAL

2008-11-07T12:42:00.004+08:00

WHOO HOO! 4th revival of my blog. SC camp's been great fun. though my posst is like 2 days lag but still, i'm gonna post about it. well well, on with the first day of events! =D

3rd November:

I was soooo excited about camp i couldn't sleep the night before! I arrived at school pretty much like 1 hour early, only to see that some were even more enthusiastic than I was and actually arrived 2 hours earlier! wow, amazing. =D anyway, i went to the canteen and participated in the orientation discussion. heh, it's pretty cool. next year's theme is DHS(something). haha, i'm not telling in case some future juniors know of this blog (there shouldn't be any but still) xD also, i'm designing the cover logo! better get it done soon =D Alright, next, i placed my huge bag in LT2. crazed man, 3 extra sets of clothing, courtesy to my mother.

we were sorted into groups! haha, i can't exactly remember everyone who's in my group, but i won't forget the year ones in my group 2! something in me just keeps yelling at me to treasure these new year ones. well, the new fabulous year ones i met on the 3rd was Venus, Si Qi, Xin Yi and Peter! Gosh, they are really cute =D just can't forget those awkward faces that i witnessed when i tried hyping them up. i must've looked like a big baffoon. anyway, there were a few games that our group played. we had one where we sat in a circle and called out each others name one by one, with an adjective at the front. i gave a hard to pronounce word for the second round. hehe. maniacal. haha. quite a number have trouble pronouncing the word. we had a game of splat too. really fun. hilarious too. there was a massive one later. blow wind blow was another. haha, damn funny, tong wei and sara kept being the last one to get to a seat, resulting in them being the "wind" xD after all the games, we had lunch, then we were all separated into our levels. I don't know what the year ones had but the year twos sure had tons to learn. we learned a lot about planning and speed problem-solving skills. now i feel that the year ones were REALLY fortunate. (shan't say why) next, our last task was to make a few games within the time limit of an hour. that was kinda crazed. my group had a new year two SC in it. she's Sophin. I keep having a tendency to call her Sophina instead of Sophin xP we had a few weird ideas at first. finally we decided on the pail with water endurance game! with a twist xD i'm pretty sure everyone knows what i'm talking about. it's none other then the horse-horse-tiger-tiger formation! haha, the horse step style plus the tiger paw! hahahaha, i wonder who can actually forget that. fabian was fei-ma and i became ma-hu xD damn funny. EPIC-NESS!!! i've been addicted to the word 'epic' recently. anyway, we went for our bathing session, the guys had only one cubicle cos the one in the girls' toilet at the container toilets was blocked up by the cleaning equipment. kiat shing and i pulled the bench from the girls' toilet to the guys' toilet for the convenience of the guys. kiat shing helped us to arrange another toilet for us to use at the gym. in total, there are now 3 cubicles! phew, much better.

finally, there was a movie! a beautiful mind. an extremely enlightening movie. i learnt a lot from it. it was freezing in the LT but it was okay =D the movie took away most of the chill and i had my trusty brown jacket =D the girl diagonally behind me (Yih Xi) had gastric pain but she still remained to watch the movie. i applaud her determination. sounds a little exaggerated but she really did endure the pain till the movie ended. there was another girl two seats to the left of her who plainly refused to let me know her name. it was kinda weird when she suddenly called out my name, including my surname at that. O.o kinda amazed and amused at the same time. interesting person. it's been a couple of months since i met someone interesting =D to those who find that i only ever find girls interesting, you're kinda right. i'm a guy and i know how a guy thinks, that makes practically a large scale of guys boring. oh well, on to the movie details. the protagonist of the story is john nash, a mathematics child prodigy. he wants to write his own original idea for his paper and have been taking substantially longer than most of his mates. in the end, he got inspiration from a blonde that slapped him for being too direct in his desire for intercourse (yeah, i know this nash guy is kinda crude, but that's the fact). i think i shouldn't give movie spoilers xD if you want to know what it is about, go watch it yourself =D after the movie, it was lights out D= I didn't sleep. was super excited about the next day's conference. so i listened to music until 6am, noticing my amazing phone battery life still staying at 70%, i decided to save it for later and went to my bag and did a simple reflection.

4th November:

packed up my sleeping bag and washed up. time to say farewell to my beloved group 2. we had breakfast with MILO. gosh, i wonder why people like milo so much when it tastes so bitter! anyway, i saw liyee in the canteen, it's been a while since i last saw her. she looks more and more sullen each time i see her nowadays. oh well, forget the past, live the present. we boarded the bus to the polytechnic and it was awesome man. the auditorium was huge! halogen. the most active non-metal element! haha, fits the occassion quite well. the music in there rocked. wasn't what i expected of a conference but it sure was good. oh yea, we were given sandwiches before the trip and we're still in our groups! there were two emcees, the lady was from peru. kinda cool. the way the emcees work were a little -- i don't know how to describe this but it's just a little awkward. it's clear that everything was rehearsed well. but still something was a little wrong about the way they speak. i just can't identify it now. alright. ms winnie chia came to hype us up a little first. she was kinda good, working under mr martin tan (man, this guy rocks). she made a brief welcoming speech and gave us some encouraging words and left us to be addressed by the mister of defence. i shall not comment on his speech lest i get sued for political insults or whatever. same goes for the SEC. i remember a pupil doubting his ability as a leader. i strongly agree with whatever that guy said. i shall not mention it here for his and my safety. anyway, mr martin's tan speech was really awe-inspiring. "money is definitely important, without it you can't do much. but what you do with it is what really matters." this line definitely opened up my mind a lot. though for my case, it really isn't anything to do with money. i asked him what was his life's greatest achievement. his greatest achievement was to have married his wife and being blessed with two children. why did i ask him this question? pretty simple. to really see if what he says really mean that much to him. money wasn't much of an issue to him and he proved it through my question. simplistic, but it holds plenty of meaning to me. next, skipping the SEC, we have the creator of counter-strike! mr wilks! he was rather humourous. very, in fact. i laughed a lot during his speech. anyway, most of the stuf he mentioned in his speech was pretty much what i learned during the kuala lipis trip. well, during the SEC speech, i wasn't paying much attention when he went into detail cos he was mainly describing the things he mentioned over and over again. so i took out my handy dandy drawing paper and started doodling. i started a conversation with si qi soon after and there was quite some hilarious comments xD shing chun kept accusing me of flirting. naw, i wasn't i'm plainly just bonding with juniors in an unappropriate time xD anyway, i suddenly got an idea in my head. haha, oh ya, before we left for the conference, kiat shing took attendence of some people. and then the mysterious girl's name was called out! haha, her name was beverly. i smiled at her and slowly pronounced her name smugly xD like, "hi, be~ver~ly" xDDD her reaction was damn funny. she was like: "shit." then she glared at me. I smirked at her and walked off. haha, told her that i would know her name! back to conference. my inspiration came from john nash. john nash connected the stars in the sky to form a shape. so instead of stars to join, i desided that i'll go with transforming the names of my juniors into shapes! well, i did beverly's one first. i drew a monkey out of her name. hers was kinda like the easiest to do since the inspiration at the time was so strong that i thought of it almost immediately! shing chun go accuse me and say that i like her =.= wow, fast conclusions man. pro sia. i don't deny that she is interesting but still, i don't like her in the BGR sense. i feel the same for all my juniors (with a certain exception). wow man, it was long before nick has his turn. nick appeared just so suddenly!

nick deserves a paragraph on his own. he taught me many things. so much that i think at this rate, my mind's maturity is gonna peak off at 40 soon. "obstacles = opportunities" was the first thing that he taught all of us. his lack of limbs were his obstacles, but he pesevered. he told his parents that he wanted to be a speaker. and so he succeeded. he treats "limbs" as "limits". he lives a life without "limits". "attitude is altitude" was what i learnt next. i may have everything. say money for instance. if i use it without a good cause, i won't go far. nick tells me not to have fear in things. for fear represents "false evidence appearing real". fears are just a bunch of lies meant to deter one. it is nothing compared to whatever i can achieve without those lies. nick teaches me yet another thing. "you will never know what you can achieve until you try. if you fail, try again." everything nick says make perfect sense. do anyone feel that it is arguable? is it even morally wrong? nick is a perfect example of what life should be. live life to the fullest. don't give up in any aspect of life. "knowledge is useless unless you apply it. why learn more when you don't use them in the first place?" i really agree with this. it's like academics. why learn geography when i don't use it in my life. why learn chemistry when i don't need it in my ambition? nick makes a good point in this. i take my hat off to him. talking about hats, mr yeo gave us a talk on hats. however, in this case, i have something to argue about. anyone can topple your hat off with a push. what really matters is not wearing a single certain hat or not, but whether you share this hat with others. going back to nick. i seriously wanted to purchase his disc on his life. i wanted to give him a hug. to let him know that he gave me a new lease for life. a new hope. a new example. a new goal to head for. he also gave me a further idea. to share hope with everyone. so the drawing i did for beverly, i decided to do for everyone else as a welcome gift for everyone. in just nick's speech alone, i got so touched that i shed 4 drops of tears. it's the largest amount i've shed for the whole year. and that says a lot about how i felt about nick's speech.

we had some night games after that. it was fun. i couldn't exactly concentrate on the game cos i was still busy seeking inspiration for my drawings. oh well, after the games, it was lights out again. there was a crisis this time though. the gym was locked and we had to sleep in the classrooms. it was cold at night while i drew. in the end, i decided that sleeping some will do me some good for my brain juices to keep running. i drew one for yu rong just before she left for choir when i woke up at 3am. lucky me that i was able to pass it to her when i saw her at the corridor. street chase '08 is next!

5th November:

the last day of the camp. it was the most fun filled one yet. we were told of our departments the previous night and i met a few new juniors! florence, rebecca and janell. i knew yu rong from orientation already =D haha, for street chase, rebecca and janell were in my group. man shaun was like john nash. he broke the first code in like wth, 10s! "A retired teletubby" was the clue. he gave us the answer "expo" damn quickly! he solved many of the other clues too! shaun, you're the next john nash dude! anyway, in the morning during breakfast, i fell quite ill. i had caught a serious chill last night and i emptied a tissue pack within 6 minutes D= lucky shaun gave me a pill. becam. that's the name of a rather common flu medicine. it's exactly the same kind that my family doctor gives me =D so i took it and swallowed it down promptly. near immediate results! my nose stopped killing me for a while. anyway, at some point in the purple line, the medicine was starting to affect me. the drowsiness bit of the medicine. i started getting very dizzy and i slept later when we were back on the green line. i asked hui han about my sleeping posture. thank god she said it was okay. hopefully it's the truth though. there was once i accidentally drooled! but that was pretty much long ago. anyway, the second last clue was brilliantly solved by shaun again! it was "u+at" which he deciphered it to be "ni (your) jia (home) zai (at)" and so we went back to DHS! well, it turned out that it wasn't the right destination xD haha, before that, at kallang leisure, we even ate ice cream in the midst of the race! we played the merry-go-round too! i wanted to go bowling since benjamin left and there was exactly 7 players which was perfect on the score board! haha. turns out that we really should have done so as we reached the last destination one whole hour early xD heh, and my group was pretty surprised at what coke can do! see, coca cola is just one of the many wonders of life. two cans of it and you see the results! the speed at which i can move at, the new-found alertness and even higher enthusiasm! it's like a drug! just that it is slightly healthier than eating pills of ketamin and ecstacy. we had a last debrief from ms tiong, mr yeo and ms yeo. finally we were dismissed! haha, oh train ride back, it was kinda hilarious. jing pei and ao kun damn funny sia. mimicking them in the way they speak somehow made chinese seem more interesting and lively! i got some contacts too from the group of juniors who boarded the train along with us. all right, i reached home spent and slept for 12 hours straight! haha, thanks for reading peeps! i know this is long. haha, really applaud your patience for reading =D

overall, SC camp was great and i have really learnt a lot. i would also like to thank my juniors for making it so enjoyable =D it really warms me up to hear that they realy feel welcomed and happy to have joined SC. good job EXCO! lastly...

THREE CHEERS TO EVERYONE!

tata.

EVEN MORE TAG REPLIES...

2008-08-30T14:12:00.002+08:00

Whee, went back to meet my primary schoolmates yesterday. really fun time teasing them about their new "broken" voice for some guys (and even some girls). went to watch WALL-E too. watching it again on monday cos i was asleep in the first half of the movie. not because it was boring (i kinda think when i say boring, the word becomes a taboo to many people) but because i was kinda tired. i woke up when i heard something crash and continued watching. it was quite cool when i woke up, some nice effects and all (I ADORE CGI ANIMATIONS). nicholas, yu jian and edward left later, while the other 5 of us remained at macs to dwell into our life. anyway, we talked about past crushes and all the sensitive questions one would never answer 2 years ago xD kinda fun. i was so laggy that i didn't know i was taller than a girl who used to be 3cm taller than me xDDD

Oh well, on with the tags. I was kinda right. they really kept sending more people to view and talk about my posts and all xD oh whatever, the more the merrier =D i never had such a lively tagboard before so what can i say? A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU ALL, even though some tags aren't really friendly xD

Oops, digressing. on with the situation at hand *ahem ahem*.

To tingyu:

hello again! i decided not to dao your 3-character tag and here it is:
-.-

oh well, can't really tell much from that face. most likely lol-ing at my tag to sinyee and A. tata.

To charmaine:

Warm welcome to you. yay, another reader of my recently argumentive posts. alright, following protocol again so here are your tags:

Thinking before you speak is really a skill you have to learn, the fact that others have put in effort for this simple performance is indeed comforting, if you do not appreciate it, keep the opinions to yourself, i know blogging is probably something you might think like some diary, but you jolly well know an online blogging is obviously a public access to all, and thus any inconsiderate opnions or stand you take might hurt or anger others, the world revolves around you, you don't revolve around the world. Thank you. So please, at least learn to appreaciate efforts given up by others for your entertainment, even if it did not appeal to you, it was definitel another eye- opening experience for all of us to learn. You would only learn to cherish drama when you are really iin drama itself, or learning it with all your heart, cause it is onl then you would know how tough it is to stand out there in front of the audeience to act and speak.

congrats, you talk sense like disclaimer and i kinda have my suspicions that you are disclaimer. lol. maybe. anyway, i do think before i speak, especially so when i'm in this kind of mini debate. and even more so when i'm talking to people in real life. and for your information, if you were listening closely when the st nics came out to introduce their play, they did mention that they recieved a theme for their play recently and "hope that you will enjoy it". so for now, i shall commend that they did express the abstract plot well but not exactly the concept of the play. i know that this is viewable to all people in the world with internet access but i can choose to allow only people i know of to read. so if you do find it that unkind of me, add me on msn (advanced_125@msn.com), tell me your blogger email and i'll add you to the permitted readers section. and for your information, i have not, in any word of my posts said that i did NOT appreciate them. it's true that i didn't really enjoy the play too much but still that doesn't mean i totally ignore all their efforts on it. i cherish drama, without it, the world would be so much more boring and ignorant about the many aspects of life. yes, i'm not in drama, but still, when you cherish something, it doesn't have to be a part of you, be it physically, mentally, emotionally, etc. and i do know how hard it is to present in front of an audience larger than that of what you experienced that day at the lit sem. i fully know well enough of the tension, nervousness on would get in front of a huge audience because i've been through it myself. in case you are wondering, it's a presentation for IRS in front of a whole full auditorium. and just the minor and insignificant details: i totally freaked out and forgot my lines. tata.

To Raey The Gong Kia:

Hello again, i almost missed your tag so here's my reply. Your tags:

we aint just talking about you thinking our play's boring, we're saying about the other comments you've made too ._. you're entitled to your own opinion of course. We are entitled to be pissed about your opinion too though

what i can say is that, it's just life. there will always be something that pisses someone off and yet make another person happy. contradictive? i agree. there is no exact answer to life unless you decide to be some extra-dominant hitler-like person and rule the whole world to follow your opinions. there's nothing wrong to be pissed about my post. i offer you the same kind i offered to tingyu. after the holidays, you are most welcomed to go to my class and give me a slap or something if you really object very strongly. and if you think it's crazy or whatever, i'll say my views on it here too. you have every right to react and there's nothing to stop you. so, if there really is a need for you to want to get it out and done with me, go ahead. i won't blame you nor hold a grudge.

To gloria:

Yeah, i'm going blind already, the sun doesn't seem to set anymore xDDD thanks for those wonderful cookies! they were lovely. how i wish i knew of some magic that could duplicate them so that i could have some for breakfast today Dx thanks for your cookies again(: chapter 3... purple drama xDDD arianna is such a beau... maybe i'll try a lolita on my perception of her xD awaiting chapter 4 now!

lastly, if anybody wants to know if wall-e is nice, don't ask me, i never ever give spoilers. NEVER. at least for movies. xDD tata. may post again later if something eventful happens =D

2008-08-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

OMG, i just realised that gloria took pictures during lit sem O.o i look creepy in the picture D: thanks gloria for your wonderful tag =D made me feel better the second i finished reading it(: THANKS FOR THE PICS for the most part =D joshua looks blur blur xD damn funny. sadly no pics of kara... would have taken some pictures for myself if i had not lose my phone on that fateful day D:

Alright just a final note to the disclaimer: If you feel i abused my freedom of speech, those other girls who insulted me did so too. weird that you only criticize me and not them, considering the fact that all i mentioned was that i found a play boring.

and to anon: friends do that BUT still me and elaine are just PLAINLY friends. don't think too much

to gloria: LITTLE thanks to you XD for your wonderful tag which brightened up my night XD

yay, one of my shortest posts ever XD tata.

MORE TAG REPLIES

2008-08-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

To Disclaimer:

Warm welcome to you. You're the only one who makes sense thus far. If only those others who came here to mess around had a little more sense than to provoke me in a mean manner first. As for me judging that a play is boring, it is only my personal preference. If i can't have my own preference then that would be very wrong of you to force me into liking/appreciating it. But of course, you didn't force me so all's fine =D just to quote your tags for reference:

Whether it's with the help of scripts or not, the play can still be as interesting. Don't judge a presentation just because people use scripts. The power lies in the presenter's hands. If he is able to manipulate the play to such a degree that it is engaging to the audience, then you cannot blame him for using a script. And please, do not insult people's craniums and brains. It's not very nice, and even if you do have to do it, please do it with more professionalism and a more powerful command of English. By saying that a play is plain boring, you have not only insulted the play itself, but also it's actors and actresses. Please spare a thought for others as they have rehearsed for such a long period of time already.

well, i would have preferred if you have identified yourself first, but it doesn't matter. chris mooney-singh is an example of the presenter you mention. and just for your information, i didn't insult their brains until they insulted mine. so i'm just playing fire with fire. i know it isn't nice to insult, but it is my freedom to. i said a play was boring and soon after, i have a number of people coming to my blog to insult me. it makes me wonder who mentioned my blog to them and why did they come to my blog since it has been dead for so long and have only been recently revived? it makes no sense unless one of them is guilty about it, then felt angry about it, and after that told her mates about it. if they don't believe that i'm correct, prove it. that's all i can request of them. not a bunch of people saying that i'm incapable and all that. as for sparing a thought for others, do the rest do so to me? i'm just a single person who is having to "answer" to the lot of them. if what i said cause them some emotional or mental stress, wouldn't it be the same for me? with a multiplier to it because i have more than one person going against me? you do talk sense, much more than the others who have done so and the recent one who just tagged not long ago (tingyu). what's the use of using powerful language for such minor matters? to confound those who "speak up for themselves"? course not, i would rather them understand every word i say than to just confuse them with big words. if you anger youself after reading this, many of them are not targeted at you. but if that is the case, it just goes to show that you are probably guilty of some that i've mentioned. nice day to you.

To tingyu:

seems that a whole troop is gonna come at me if this goes on but, whatever. welcome. here are your tags:

you know what, seriously you shouldnt even be talking about something you aren't even sure of in the first place.Sure, it may be a recital, but it really isnt much of your business to critisise ccas.like wth,right.if you really wna talk about raey and natasha etc like that, you should know you're not that great either.stop harping on your self proclaimed poor psle results.we dont give a damn and btw, its ' i love people who argue against me, not argues against me LOL oh yeah, stop insulting others.its their cca their talking about and you really shouldnt comment.like seriously, what if we go up to your art piece and go ' thats so ugly!' what, you'll say we cant understand abstract. right. so what if you're in art club. some of us are in AEP also dude.so shut up about eds and the jc ppl if you dont know anything & fact1) an average human doesnt use more than 10% of their brain in their entire lifetime, so for once, you're right.wow -.- in case you didnt know, AEP is the art elective program so you know which class youcan find me in loll. like seriously.try getting more infor bout what AEP means before making a fool of yourself lol

first and foremost, i do admit i don't know 100% of what EDS peeps are doing at the moment. i'm not a god, i wouldn't know. so, don't state the obvious. also, don't tell me you don't criticize others. sure, i criticized a play, but not the cca. why would i criticize a cca i'm planning to join? wouldn't that be contradictive? i'm not great or whatever. i'm just me. i've got my hands to type whatever i want in my blog. what makes you think you've got any authority on it? harping on my psle results? i don't give a damn. and since neither do you, why talk about it in the first place? i think i've mentioned your mistake on my grammar. so i'll give it a pass here. just to remind you, i wouldn't mind if the whole world says my art is ugly. in fact, i don't give a damn either. i just draw, colour it if i feel like it, and the end. i'm in art club and i'm no longer anywhere near proud to be in it. i was last year when they spent time to develope your artistic skills. now, they just expose you to different kinds of art, which i find boring (and take note: it is MY own FREEDOM to say what i want). now you may be thinking, "he's such an idiot, he even insults his own cca" but all i am trying to tell from this is that art club no longer suits me in terms of its activities. full stop. nothing more. anyway, in my tag i know i mentioned that AEP is a cca, which i know i'm wrong. i was just lazy to mention it as something else since i was grouping both eds and art club under ccas too, and i only wanted to mention that it means nothing to a person's character. i opted out for AEP if you didn't know. i won't find you anytime soon, mainly because i have no reason to, but if you want to give me a slap or something, just come right over to 2K, i'll be willing to take it anytime to help you simmer down =D nice day to you too.

To prince:

LOLs, i cry so rarely, it's like once every 3 years on the average O.o anyway, that statement was based on crying for crying's sake and not crying due to spice, happiness, pain, etc.

To sanguis rocks my botak:

=.= anything better to do then spamming?

To anon:

NO, i'm not with elaine >.<

IN REPLY TO MY NEW READERS

2008-08-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

Man, recently got flammed by some people today. some Raey person. and another anon person. don't know who they are and i care less then to waste too much time on them. Just a simple justification post to those tags which are meant to insult my intelligence and capabilities.

To Raey The Gong Kia:

Firstly, a warm welcome to my blog. not a very good first impression though. i shall just list what you've tagged here:

the JC people were not doing a play. They were doing a stage recital which involves scripts. I'm surprised someone as smart as you didnt noe. & just bcoz you dont think deep enough to understand a play doesnt give you a right to criticise it. & if you think we are boring, why do you even bother to transfer to EDS anw? sorry, i take back what I said just now. It's not that you dont think deep enough, it's just that you are incapable.

Alright, i love people who argues against me; it's been a while back since someone who knows me did. here goes my justification of my post. the JC people were doing a play. play = to a presentation of an idea/plot/concept to an audience for entertainment/education purposes. in which a stage recital falls under.

Next, you know that it IS a stage recital, so you should perfectly know that RECITAL means reciting WITHOUT REFERENCE. take note dude. also, EVERY play involves script, so that means you are talking about the understood. and i believe you are smarter than me cos frankly, my PSLE score was only 250, pretty low as compared to many others. so i am not very smart. but to say i don't understand the play is completely wrong, the guy seated next to me kept wondering what some of the movements meant, which i overheard him and just briefly replied. what i was saying in my previous post is to justify all others who can't understand the play in the few seconds the action was done. and another note: I DO FIND YOU BORING. get that. and if your skull hasn't got enough space other than for the brain you have, i suggest you burn away some of it cause in a lifetime, you probably won't use more than half of it. if you say i'm incapable of thinking, think again cause you don't know me well enough and from that you ASSUME i'm joining EDS for the sake of being an ass. I am in art club and i have a tendency to join things that brings art to my life. I'm considering the shift because i feel that art club no longer gives the passion it exudes anymore. and in case you are wondering why, you don't have to know cause you are not a friend of mine. and at this point of my post, i noticed someone else has posted on their absolute disagreement on my views which i will go on to her later. I am switching to EDS just because i want to revive the passion i have for art, be it in the drawing sense or the literacy sense. so, incapable as you think i am, i just have to say all this for my own justification. nice day to you then. thanks for tagging. tata.

To anon:

Another warm welcome to you, first time i have that many visitors to my blog. so here's all that you've tagged just for quick reference to you and me:

yeah. why do you even bother joining a cca that requires a high level of understanding for what they do. marcus why you dao my tag? ): if you're so smart then go ri lor byebye. -emo- btw i don't like your brown jacket! you should get a new one =D

Oh well, nothing much to comment, just that i can only hope that my level of understanding is what the teachers want. and if you want to know why i bother, just look at what i wrote to Raey. and i don't want to go RI cause of personal preference and obviously, my PSLE was not high enough to begin with. on the final note, i'm considering the change in jacket soon xD thanks for tagging anyway, have a nice day =D

To Natasha:

Yet another warm welcome to the 3rd reader of my blog for the day. Oh well, same procedure. here are your tags:

excuse me? if you're even that knowledgeable on theatre arts, and if you're that good and all, may i ask why such a talented person like you didn't get into EDS right from the start of last year, at the auditions? And now, while you're trying so hard just to step on EDS ground, you just spoil all your chances by criticising the plays? And fyi, the CHIJ play was abstract, and unfortunately, your mental capacity isn't enough to absorb that, is it? And wth? Raey isn't exposed to stage recitals? Um hello? She might not be like on top of the drama world, but we definitely have more experience than you(cause all you're involved in are probably less than 10min skits in class which can't even be called plays). so in terms of knowledge, i'm sure she knows more Um, if there's anything else you'd like to LEARN about drama, why don't you ask the DRAMA people. I'm sure they'd be glad to help you with your lack of knowledge.

Sigh, firstly, please don't assume so much. it's alright to infer with some evidence but let me tell you. I DID NOT APPLY TO EDS last year. my first choice was Art Club. also, it doesn't seem all that SEEMINGLY HARD to get in. also for your information, i perfectly know what abstract is (hello, i'm in art club here!). Raey is definitely exposed, just that i feel that she doesn't fully understand them well enough. i don't deny that she knows more, being in drama club, chances are she would know more. just to let you know, i've watched 43 plays in my lifetime, ranging from Shakespeare's works, representations, and some other stageplay to story telling sessions and presenters from workshops (like the lit seminar which increased the count to 43). Raey knows of stage recitals, that, i won't deny, but by recital, you should refer to what i said to her in my post. recital means reciting without reference. and that's mentioned for the second time today. i've seriously seen true recitals, with empty pieces of paper just as props. and mind you, it wasn't a play like Shakespeare. Finally, i do ask DRAMA people about things i do not know. I've spoken to many for that matter, maybe just not to you cause i basically do not know you at all. But if you've got anything to share, please do. i'll be more than glad to learn about other people's experiences.

To Alicia:

Yet, yet another warm welcome to you. exact same protocol follows. here are your tags:

You can dance? Wow you can? I'm really surprised. So acting like you can act OR dance when you cant. Go get a life, L.

My first reaction was =.= . I've never ever said i could dance. never took a single dance lesson in my life! so you are surprising yourself over nothing O.o and please, don't contradict yourself, "acting like you can act" wow, get your contradicting sentence yet? i hope you do, cause acting like i can act is in itself a form of acting. You ask me to get a life, calling me a L (in which i shall infer that it means "Loser" from what your tags are implying) are just signs of you giving in to what i said. in other words, you subconsciously know that you agree with me, even though it is a slight agreement but there are still some things that you do agree with me in certain aspects. Sigh, please get to know me well enough before starting to flame me over reasons you can't freaking explain.

Oh well, finally to proper posting. CIP sucked today. got this primary school kid told me to "go to hotel 91 and fuck a girl beside you". that's just quoting so don't mind the vulgarities. primary kids these days. essentially, today was boring, just waiting for the term to be over and i shall enjoy myself in the holidays(: somebody must be getting tired of waiting for this post so here goes. tadah and tata.

LIT SEMINAR!

2008-08-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

Woots, been a month since my last post. Yet another revival of it :D haha, lit seminar yesterday was fun. Boring at first with all the waiting and stuff. Lost my phone early in the morning after gotting on 293 to the interchange.

Met adalric(k) at 6.50am. he was 5min LATE. but nevermind. took mrt all the way to dover. sianz, played fishball's nds all the way. CHILDREN OF MANA ROCKS. oh, i can't believe why fishball took 6hours and 27min to reach level 19 when currently, i take only 8hours and 17min to reach level 27. such a noob. lol. shh, don't tell him i saved the game on his nds; he told me not to save XD

reached dover at 7.45am, way earlier than expected. it was raining damn heavily. man, i love the rain. i love the rain, whenever it rains, nobody knows that i'm crying.

adalric(k) and i went to the minishop nearby to get some snacks. he got a pack of hot and spicy calbee chips and got a can of cheddar cheese pringles. we saw 3 idiots running through the rain. really hilarious, white shirt and shorts. i would have seen "through" them if they stayed in the rain for 30 seconds more xD

Upon estimating when the green man will flash, we ran down the stairs of shelter to the pedestrain crossing and we reached ACS(I) at long last =D with my jacket slightly soaked D: adalric(k) called szl later to find that he's lost together with 5 other people. HILARIOUS. vulgarities were heard and they came late. muahaha xD

there was a poetry slam talk and performance which followed aftter entering their ridiculously small auditorium. even my school's smallest auditorium was larger than that. the most memorable one was the TJC's emo poem. "if i had an emo fringe, i would flick it. i will keep it long and black, to flick the happy away." HAHAHA damn funny la. Everybody was laughing. the st. nicholas girls one sucks big time. I remember some of them who kept acting cute in the poetry slam finals last year which pissed me off bad. good thing they didn't win that day. there was also a biased teacher seated behind me who gave substantially lower scores for other schools other than st. nicholas...

tea break was horror... the food was *clears throat* horrid. just visually, i could tell it sucked. no need for taste buds to find out. lucky i bought some snacks. szl and the people who got themselves lost found their way after reaching anglos-chinese BOARDING school and then took a while more to find the main school... lol. damn dumb. the boarding school is just right beside the main school. wonder what took them so freakishly long to get there.

went to level 5. the green colour-coded floor for creative writing workshops. i wanted "prose for publication" ended up with some singapore-related thing. but overall it was still fun, cos ms rosemary got me into a fun-loving group xD i shall introduce my group members.

Joshua, the smile-to-himself guy. he recently just inflicted his laughing-to-oneself disease upon me D: oh well, he's damn funny. he laughs at practically everything which in turn makes me laugh too.

seated next to him was Kara. She is supposedly called Kara-Anne, but she likes it short so we called her kara. She's in year 4 and is much more focused than the rest of us. she's tall too O.o writes insanely fast too.

then diagonal from her was gloria. she looks so much like ms law!!! just minus off the fringe, probably let down her hair and she'll look like my p6 cme teacher xD she's damn hyper. she talks a load of funny stuff and whenever i say things beyond the topic, she and kara will tag-team to sorta "censor" me off from joshua. well, in case joshua dies from laughing too much. talked to her a lot today. really amusing person. chatting with her since 3pm? around there. still talking to her too xD and she writes awesome stories. her choice of words and usage far exceeds mine (wow) must really ask her to tutor me someday. she's obviously freaked out by how much i'm obsessed with blood. She's got herself a rank 9 in my list of important people now =D 2nd person to come from another school! Shall talk more about our conversation later.

Lunch break was another boring event. went to the school's air-conditioned canteen. only a few shops were open. chocolate fudge cake are kept in the freezer and in plastic jelly containers O.o weird. i had mee with loads of pepper. adalric(k) thought i was nuts. he went to buy chris-mooney singh's book after that and chris-mooney singh signed it. COOL. but he spelt his name as adalrick which explains why i've been typing adalric(k) instead of adalric xDDD we entered the pungent disinfected-gas-smelling lt 3 later on. i took a seat near the side and continued with children of mana. poof, battery flat so i stopped halfway and finally focused on the people performing. but still, i'm kinda glad i didn't focus at them at all. was looking up every now and then from the nds and the presentations were sloppy. reading from cards and such. stuttering, mumbling... i can present better! even gloria agrees that she can present better. she even says they are p4 standard and i totally agree.

finally, all the damn presentations were over. joshua sat next to me after that with another acs guy constantly calling me his boyfriend. wth, he's the real gay. next came the drama performances. there was one where they referred to their scripts O.o what expertise. they are jc peeps and they still refer to scripts. i applaud them. i have to memorise over 50 lines for shakespeare in an essay and they can just read off the bloody script. and just a note: plays are meant to entertain. not to just give concepts. st nicholas ruined entertainment for the whole thing, so did some other drama groups. what use are hand actions when they aren't explained? what's the use of using your hands to mime a box supposed to do? unless you force the viewer to think till their brians burst, you aren't providing any entertainment at all, with that, st nicholas, go think about it and come back next year with proper drama. well, enough ranting.

sorry to gloria for the first part and to joshua too. i mistook "touched with fire" for "fire" cos there were two drama acts from my school with 'fire' in the titles. "touched with fire" was the funnier one. fire was the one where 80% of the people were just TREES. weird talking trees which was about some person ranting on and on. well that's boring. anyway, hoped the lit seminar peeps enjoyed touched with fire more than the rest. that's more like entertainment! st nicholas, watch and learn... muahaha, DHS just pwned you gals. stupid white masks. last one was based on to kill a mockingbird. kinda cool. the lighting and all. at least it was better than those from st nicholas. man, i really have a grudge against them.

went home after that. walked to the bus stop outside ACS(I) and it was starting to rain again. saw amelia, an old schoolmate. she sorta freaked out. lol. amusing szl had to tease about me having the same brand jacket as her. LOLz... stupid dude. took bus 74 to dover mrt and went home being lame with en zhi, szl and adalric(k) for the rest of the trip home.

and so today was just chatting with gloria. she's damn cute. really, the way she talks is surprisingly much like the girls in my class, minusing off the bitchy feel and the bimboness to it and at least even though she talks that way, she is not as crazily immature like my class girls. immature and childish has a very fine line in terms of its meaning. we talked about loads of stuff, in fact i feel like copying the whole convo here, just that for her privacy and mine, i shall not :D

we talked from our chinese names, to ccas to birthdays, quizzes, numerology the beijing olympics closing ceremony! that's a lot of random stuff for a day xD oh well, i think i should end my post now before someone complains i take too long to post, and i think she already is xD

tata.

ENTERTAINMENT @ KEZO

2008-07-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hellos, today was relatively fun xD I installed some games like Bejeweled 2 Deluxe on the computer in class =D haha, you all better thank me for it! Haha, counter-strike: cz included too! Works quite well. While waiting for Jacob, En Zhi and Han Siang, I even went to play StarCraft! Sadly DotA doesn't work... loads of Science homework and got chinese compo too D:

forget homework! time to bu3 hui3 my posts that i missed out =D

3 days ago, was online with zhen ting for a long long time xD she was chionging loads of her work, and since i had nothing to do, i chat with her to keep her awake :D she said she fell asleep four times while doing her work... WOAH, lucky i'm there, haha(: then now she got panda eyes xD not very prominent though. I've seen darker ones, but i won't say who!

2 days ago, saw a smile that reminded me of many fond memories =D that smile was what made me lively each time i see it. a smile of warmth, it brings lots of spirit out of me :D when i saw it that day, i was pretty tired from staying up with zhen ting but after that, i was pumped up! what wonders a smile can do for you in just a split second(: well, each smile brings a different feeling and that smile is the most important to me :D just thinking about it makes me feel less emo at home(:

yesterday was the horrid chinese ct D: i did quite okay, at least my studying paid off quite okay... i really couldn't remember the words!!! if you were to tell me the words, i was certain that i could write them all out without fail and get the 30 marks... but then nervousness got the better of me and i scored 19/30 at least better than failing the entire section. the cloze passage was TOUGH. I don't understand any of the choices at ALL D: But i think i should do relatively okay in the comprehension section. I love the content, just that, if it was an english language comprehension paper, i could have expressed my views in further detail without being limited to my already limited chinese vocabulary D: question 41 of the paper really stumped me): i totally don't understand the lines i was told to refer to... hopefully i pass the paper so that i can bring my gpa up :D aiming for double science (chem and bio) and integrated literature :D i'm practically the only person in class that's interested in the integrated literature... anyway, think it on the more positive side, at least if i'm the only student, i can learn better from the teacher (although the teacher may be quite disappointed with the popularity of this subject). Well, language arts is practically the only subject that i ace at, mainly because i have (hey, i'm not self-praising myself. self-praising is what caris does O.o) better thoughts on the topic at hand than others.

Well, for today, which is continued from above, I was playing RuneScape. You say it's boring and i'm a no-lifer? guess what? if you haven't played runescape for a long time, you are in for a surprise! the graphics have improved severely and it not only solely relies on the java web acceleration but also your graphic card! So if you've got the latest java signed applet and a Nvidia 9800 GX HD card or ATI RADEON 9200 HD card, you'll be playing runescape with a much enjoyable experience! Well, if you still insist in me being a no-lifer, then the only reason you have is that i trained my new character's (i went to make another one to play their new tutorial) mining level from 1 to 35 in just TODAY. Okay, so your eyes are like glaring at this line already... But still, it isn't that boring to look at the graphics anymore. And an interesting fact is, i play as a female character this time xD got 3 idiots went to ask me to be their gf in runescape. LOL, gays man. well, i reported abuse to Jagex cos it is stated that it is considered harassment xD i told one of the unfortunate ones that i'm actually a guy and he ran off. he went "wtf" before he left though xD can't blame him cos he just realised the gay side of him xD I think i should post my runescape stats weekly on this blog from now on :D it can record my progress and rid some boredom at the same time :D

Said good night to LingLing at around 9:50pm. She sure sleeps early. she told me that she's feeling rather lonely nowadays that liyee sticks around more with dionne. Oh, Liyee, if you are reading this, you shouldn't blame her or yourself! it's natural that people make new friends and want to be with them more to understand each other better :D Sigh, still have to chiong homework later with Darryl constantly updating me on how many hits my crapped up video has... 140 he says. wth. curse jacob to have uploaded that stupid video that darryl recorded. nevermind, shall just treat this as a foreboding incident to the ridiculous future that i may have >.< and sylvia still can't totally stop using mook to exclaim her disappointment at times. She says mook almost unconsciously O.o Zhao hong says it intentionally LOL. Well, having this new mook trend in school did help me make some more friends but i would preferred if i had met them in a much more proper manner.

Me = Joke of the level now. Conclusion? curse you jacob-bee, go fly around sher-moo instead of "bugging" me, LOL. And oh damn, i haven't finish my artwork: a lion-eagle-p-pine creature + squirrel-dolphin fins creature + something i haven't even thought of yet O.o wish me luck man. tata for now.

poofs.

UPDATE at last...

2008-07-21T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hellos, updating at last O.o Ling ling said that she could memorise my 8th July blog post already O.o PRO sia. Okay first things first. HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!!! Today began with the usual lessons, we had Science in the lab and then chinese later. Gosh, I better go memorise my chi idioms soon D: After that got the celebrations. First one was some kind of bollywood-like dance...

Well, i didn't really pay much attention, well, the beat was quite nice, so i found myself grooving to the beat, the next thing i know, i was telling zhen ting to be high and saying how much she sucks at emo-ing in the current situation. she was telling me that she thought i was about to fly O.o weird. anyway, i got really high, b-boxed with jia jian. Man, his b-box improved tons from the day since level camp! Sounds damn cool. must learn from him too. I can't do those DJ disc-twisting sounds, but at least i can get those drums sounds quite nicely =D So we were b-boxing together, then i suddenly just got a spur and poof; i'm dancing O.o Wow, didn't think i could dance xD I don't even know if it was considered dancing. People around me sure were shocked 80 eyes so big and mouth hanging open. from then on, i got so high, i started doing lots of weird stuff xD i could feel myself being tired but i was still dancing about :O darryl videoed me down. he said the camera couldn't catch what i was dancing cos i was moving too fast >.< amazing, i'm quite stunned at how i was dancing. my body just moved. kinda cool i guess. matthew suddenly came along and danced with me too. joker sia, he. well, so i made a new friend during racial harmony day. he somemore say he pai wo wei shi. like wth, i don't even know what i'm dancing?!

Concert later, the same girl was MC again. didn't know she could speak chinese so well. in fact i think she says it better than me! T.T sigh, my chinese must really improve DDD: if not later i cannot go year 3 DDDDD: Concert quite sian... almost fell asleep. maybe cos i was tired from all the dancing. Then Kai seng sent me a game. I finished it just a while ago. My first attempt at survival mode was like wth, 29400 O.o second time was better. 97617. not too bad for second attempt. overheard zong long say he got almost 300K wth, how did he get there?? I must break his record man. I survived to almost 100K with ONLY 19 towers. if i improve my technique even more, i should defeat him!!! RARR!!! lol, just noticed i sound quite childish in this post. nevermind though, must add some livelihood to my life to repay the debt of my lousy childhood. Still a child you say? Nah, this is teenhood. something totally different xD

I shall talk about the latest SSS session too i guess. I finished most of my work before SSS so there wasn't much to do... So i just got my drawing block and started drawing. Drew some cowboy-like girl. Drew on some headgear for her and darkened the hair. Went around the class to see what other people were up to. Saw dionne and liyee seriously revising their work in a GREEN file. well, what were they studying? hmm, teen fashion. well, it's not a bad thing. they could pretty well be the future clothes designers of the next generation :D Sadly, fashion isn't part of DHP. but it is found in some NT schools. make IP schools sound so geekish O.o and so i decided to sit at a table beside theirs to look at the magazine too. quite interesting (seriously). richard asked me to continue drawing so he brought my art stuff over to my new table. next thing he did was to compare my drawing against dionne. i was telling him that dionne's hair was longer than that which i drew in my picture. So he compared it against liyee. and eureka! it has some resemblance! I SWEAR that it wasn't on purpose!!! gosh, then melvin and richard keep saying i secretly like liyee O.o well, after i saw the resemblance, i decided to draw her, so i asked her to let down her hair to further detail the drawing but she refused so nvm. i shall leave it as it is. Well here's the picture:

Ain't too badly drawn huh? :D Looks cool enough(:

FIRST ACTUAL FORMAL DAY AT SCHOOL ~ MOV & SSS

2008-07-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

Whee... Just ate my dinner not too long ago. Read dionne's blog just to find that i'm known to her as "the brown-sweater guy" O.o LOL haha, anyway, she knows my name now :D Today school officially "reopens" cause got formal lessons le. MERCHANT OF VENICE ROCKS!!! oh, we got a new temporary LA teacher too, although ms kheng is still around, we have ms cheong (i think it is spelt that way) too! hahas. We haas history later, which was quite amusing with mrs wong telling us about how fast she had to bath. *laughs* after that she mentioned about how NS has changed. From what her husband had, which was very rough training and lousy food, the current NS has CATERED FOOD like some buffet or something. They even carry trolley bags instead of those haversacks. They don't even sleep in congested rooms! They have loads of space! I'm predicting that by the time our level goes NS, we'll be sleeping in some high-class resort for a two-year NS holiday! xD

LA was FUN. MERCHANT OF VENICE ROCKS! oops, here i go again. i shall bring two versions of merchant of venice on thursday for lesson. it's going to be so much fun :D yay! damn excited for the roleplay task that we'll be having soon as mrs vora said :D i asked her about what is included in IL (integrated literature) and she said loads of things i love man! prose, poems, plays. all the 'p's that make literature so fun and interesting :D and SSS wasn't so bad after all! especially when you have teachers that are truly dedicated in helping you out. I learned much more than what i did in class although i'm still stumped by the many maths questions D: science was still alright cause i revised on the net over the holidays with my textbook and all, cause my worksheet answers aren't really so reliable. hopefully i do well and keep this attitude up so that i'll pass with not flying colours but a gpa of at least 3 :D so that my dad will get me an iMac!!! yay! lolz xD Met a few new people today :D tian wei, dionne and got to know jolene better too :D i got wild ideas of making an SSS chalet if everybody gets promoted to year 3 without any problems :D have to chiong history so shall stop blogging le.

tata.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY! (:

2008-07-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, HAPPY YOUTH DAY!

Man, youth day celebration was a blast! This year's theme was You'th Got Style! Oh yeah, baby! Yo, yo, what's up! Lol, just being lame. Anyway, some inside info that was mentioned during the actual designing of that day's activities. Shh, it WAS confidential, but don't spread around too much!

Originally, there was supposed to be a Prank Committee going around pranking people like what you normally see in Gags: Just for Laughs. It was scheduled to be held around May to June, but unfortunately, too many people had serious looks on their faces for exams and probably didn't think that the idea was much feasible D:

Next there was supposed to be inter-class accessories-making competition, but due to financial budget limitations, it was called off D: i was hoping that i could join in the fun and make some nice embroidered gloves on my own (well, obviously not knitting the whole glove but buying one then decorating it). It would have really matched the theme well. Oh by the way, this idea was actually brought up by me (yay!) and the theme itself too (double yay!) !

Anyway, it turned out to be REALLY fun. The concert was held for the year 1s and 3s first D: i wished it would be the year 1s and 2s together so that i could see my juniors perform! >.< sad. Nevertheless, i had some fun on my own. went to shu chuin's station for some nice water gun action :D me and wei teck kept going up for it to be the target and we got shot up pretty badly with salt water :D wei teck kept telling people to not shoot anywhere else but his head. in the end, some finally disobeyed and shot his bottom :D lol, i brought ding yu long to get shot too, zang yang aimed the gun at a very explicit area and great aiming, he had. he soaked his whole shorts man. damn shuang xD then me and shu jun kept doing flour handshakes(: damn fun to see all the flour flying around. Many people at those games which required the use of flour got their black shirts dyed white. especially when the balloons bursts.

THE CONCERT OWNS! actually, only the first part. I have to say the "what was supposed the VOCALIST" sang really crappy. i could bet that he never joined choir or even learned how to sing. if he were to join singapore idol, he would probably sing the first few lines and all 3 red lights would be up. no ill intentions meant to the person being referred to here. i was not the only one thinking that way and i know of many others who feel the same way as i do. so no complaints whatsoever =.= the breakdancers (not those from M.O.M.) were SICK and SLEEK. man, how i wished they performed 10min longer. i remember one of them backflipping down from the stage to where the audience was seated. damn cool. he landed perfectly O.o you could see jacob's eyes having that dumbfounded look with his jaw half open. there were also this pair of CS people performing a standing comedy on a person who just escaped from a hospital for the mentally ill. Sylvia pointed out to me that when the guy mimicked an uncle from a hawker center, he looked like the expression i normally give.

That's all for youth day! guess i shall post a bit on personal life so far.

IDMI a few days ago:

Went to christina's house at sengkang. waited for lynette like 2 HOURS. lol, really long. had loads of time crapping at tiny's home xD even had dinner there. felt like vomiting after the dinner; not because the food wasn't nice though. more of the gravy/sauce from the meat. anyway, we finished our powerpoint slide to a satisfactory standard and started rehearsing. haha, so HOW DO WE PRESERVE OUR PERANAKANS? ADD SALT! lol. inside joke. we even used it for our presentation. quite meaningful actually :D went home quite late and before i knew it, it was the next day already D:

IDMI presentation day:

Gosh, Mr Hardi Zein was our assessor O.o he's an expert at loads of historical stuff. all groups being assessed by him were probably going to get screwed big time D: I screwed up a little, stuttered quite a bit when i was at the conclusive part of the presentation. Probably got a few marks down my oral presentation score D: too nervous i guess ): learned quite a lot from the presentations from other classes. felt guilty about asking too many questions especially to some groups in which i have some friends that i find very important. but, my group members did wanted to escape the wrath of mr zein's extremely thought out questions so i asked quite a number of questions in the end D:

IDMI part ends here. On to this weekend. 5th to 6th July z_z

My weekend activities were pretty boring... my parents didn't want me to go for the SC chalet cause they wanted me to study in order to bring my low low gpa of 1.9 to 3. man, actually, all i need to do is to hand in every piece of homework properly done and i'll be good to go. reason why i did so terribly in first semester was actually due to the absence of homework scores in my grades D: nevermind, unless scientists invent a time machine now, what's done cannot be undone D: so if i hand up all my work this semester, i should get a 3 quite easily and gain a nice deal from my dad xD hehe... he said he would get me the most advanced computer available in the market if i got a gpa of 3, but he doesn't know what i'm eyeing for... muahahaha...

Well, played some games in the weekend. Some lame ones such as TPPC Online RPG. Lol, it was the first online game i ever played. I started when i was P3. Some cursed senior offered to help me train and in the end i got scammed and he changed the password for his own benefit. i was so innocent back in p3. By the way, TPPC is some pokemon game where you catch and train pokemon. I know there are other online pokemon games but trust me, this is THE BEST one there is online. It doesn't lag as much as others. Unlike pokemon crater which is now renamed to pokemon battle arena which lags a crap load when you move around on the map. they should learn what proper scripting is. imagine clicking ONE button to move ONE step on the map, and the site totally RELOADS itself, meaning, it reloads the entire page, including the graphics, advertisement and all sorts of other stuff. whereas in TPPC, it loads only the page affected. isn't that much faster? anyway, the link is "http://tppcrpg.net/" Try it if life's getting extremely boring. Seems childish but i swear it requires even more strategy than any other game nintendo has ever made for money. i shall talk about how i screwed up my p3 account which i am kinda glad that the stupid senior stole that one instead of the one i made just a few days ago :D

WOW, a pokemon online game. COOL huh? you could even catch Mewtwo without breaking a sweat at level 5! so i just went to mewtwo's lair and lucky me, i caught a mewtwo! i trained it over week and weeks when i was p3 to lvl 150 (oh yes, pokemon CAN exeed lvl 100 in this game which makes it all the more better :D). It was quite a high level years back cause quite a lot of people were noobies like me. So this senior saw my tempting account when i played it at my school library during recess and he offered to help me train. oh stupid me that time was so happy that i just gave him every piece of information he wanted. so 2 weeks later, my account was gone forever. fantastic. i can still remember my account number even now. 151510. a very nice number. now i'm like some 6-digit number which i don't even bother to remember. hehe, anyway, with my improved intelligence from p3, i managed to train my current mewtwo to level 270 within just THREE days :D fast huh? learn from the pro you stupid senior! i went to look at that old account and it holds all the crappy pokemon now, bet he transferred them to his own account. but i don't give a damn anymore cause i can own him anytime! my current overall ranking within just 4 days of playing is already at two hundred thousand. that's the top 10% of the whole population of the game. goes to show how many noobs have appeared. i've even caught the 3 regis :D yay, i just got them today :D gosh, i must seem really childish now. no sin here right? just reliving the days from my not so young childhood xD

shall end my post here, hoping to get a golden pokemon on golden day, august the 2nd which is shrimpy's (the author of the game) birthday!

tata!

SURVIVAL KUALA LIPIS 2008 + CEPP modules 1 - 3

2008-06-23T20:17:00.002+08:00

Yay, back from camp. Wasn't too bad I guess... In fact it was fun! Yay(:

First day had Physical Training xD We had to do all the athletic stunts and the obstacle course rocks! Commando crawl was easy i guess, got itchy all over later when karmen poured the whole lot of detergent on me O.o had wash up later and so forth. Slept in the hall at night.

Second day start quite early. Around a few hours past midnight. We had nightwalk which was kinda funny. Shing Chun fell into the drain xD Quite a few people were pissed at having to wake up at such an unearthly hour xD lucky people who don't require sleeping that much like me could still bear with it :D Don't really remember every event after that, guess it was either boring or it's just that i can't remember D: Well, Chief Eunice and Timothy, 2 captains, Charles and Joel and last but not the least 2 instructors, Gevin and Mei Qi came over to gather us at the train station. Saw Chief Veron from my Year 2 level camp too! Got on the train to kuala lipis that night.

Third day started off in the midst of a heavy rain, it was so cold that me + my brown jacket was still not enough the fend off the chill D: we stood there from 2:30am to about 4:30am before the rain simmered down. I swear that i could see the trees in the distance starting to uproot O.o Went to the hotel for some short sleeping hours before going for breakfast. The hotel owns man. Instead of sleeping, the guys in my room went to play poker and we bet for poledance time, in terms of seconds xD So the events went on for a while, i don't really remember what happened on that day but what i do remember is that Mei Qi, which was Coewa's instructor said something which really pisses me off. How could she say that "ALL" year 2s and year 3s from our major were taking the year 4s for granted and that when we answer her questions, she said we were just picking our answers off from "textbooks". Doubting our leadership is enough, but i TOTALLY disagree that EACH and EVERYONE of us have such a weak stand at being a leader. Makes me wonder where she gets her answers from. I mentioned this to Dyaruu when Coewa split up for their individual debriefs with their group leaders. My group leaders were Xingqi and Rachel. So when Rachel asked if anyone wanted to say anything, well, Nicole started talking about how she was contented with our progress, although i could DEFINITELY hear that she was disappointed after hearing what Mei Qi said. Well, we all felt quite emo but i just didn't like to see Dyaruu so put down thanks to what Mei Qi said so I said my views out too. I was telling just how wrong she was when she said we referred to "textbook" answers and how we keep relying on our seniors; i mean, how many of us really do feel that we rely on our seniors? if we really do keep relying on our seniors, then how do we manage to pull through Year 1 Orientation '08 without our seniors along us all the time? Also, if she says we got our answers from "textbooks" then where the does she gets HER answers from. When i said that, some people smiled, laughed, whatever. But what i really want to point out is that what our answers hold come from our experiences that we attained or the knowledge that our seniors shared with us. NOT SOME DUMB "TEXTBOOK" that she says we have. If our experiences are nothing but "textbook" answers, they what the does her experiences represent? wouldn't they be "textbook" answers too? By the way, i'm writing this post based on how i felt on each individual day so if you feel that i am ranting, i actually am xD After i said all those, i could see that everyone stared to think a little more. Which reminds me of how much Mei Qi kept telling us to think about our role as leaders. She came into our individual tribes afterwards to say that she "didn't want to train a batch of people who rely on others". To think she got the cheek to say that when she wasn't with us 3/4 of the time. Well, after a short while later, everyone went back to their hotel rooms, except some EXCO members and me. At first, I wanted to have a "nice" chat with Mei Qi, but then after i listened in to the EXCO members' conversation and the instructors' conversation, i decided to talk to her tomorrow cause i learnt something new from their conversations and so, i went back to my room to continue our game of poker :D

Fourth day, we went to some highland area on some cool truck. Extremely fun. It's like a rollercoaster ride just that at a slower speed but with better people with you :D Joel was called the suay-kia by Chief Timothy cause whichever truck he sat in, the people on it had to push the truck on some slopes Dx poor thing. We reached the place with insects flying all over. We were then warned about the leeches in the area. Some people quite freaked out; i won't mention who for privacy reasons. I was kinda excited and purposely not wear long pants for most of the stay there, sadly, at the end of the trek and all, i still didn't get a leech bite D: well, after trekking, i didn't bath cos the toilet was just horrible. i just washed up a little and just when i reached for my towel and started swiping some dirt off my pants, i got stung by a bee on my hand. ULTRA pain!!! i still have the scar on my hand, though it's really small. So, after treatment, i had a REALLY LONG chat with Mei Qi. Very very very long. It practically lasted for the whole washup/bathing time. I told her all the things i said to my tribe the previous night. She gave me answers too. But for reasons not to be known by other readers of my blog such as strangers, i shall not say everything that she told me. She told me this, "that the reason why you were upset the way you all were was because when i doubted your leadership, you already have doubts about it yourselves". When she said that, i disagreed openly saying my view in return, questioning her about her leadership too. So she told me loads of other stuff with people looking at us every now and then as though i was trying to flirt with an instructor. I told her something else about myself to make things easier to understand where i am coming from but for i like to keep my own personality matters to myself, i shall not say what i told her about myself and leave you to guess. I remember telling Rendall the same thing too. Hopefully he remembers what I said and I hope Mei Qi does too. Anyway, despite those "suspicious" looks i got from others, i didn't really care, well, it was a serious conversation after all. Both of us hardly smiled in the whole conversation. Haha, who would think that the enthu me could get so serious? Makes me wonder xD We had campfire preparations after the washup/bathing time or for some, it was palying in the river time xD which i so unfortunately drop my glasses in the gaps between the wooden planks on the bridge. Lucky me, the instructor charles found it and returned it to me :D So we continued our campfire preparations. It was quite humorous later when Mei Qi came over for debrief again. Well, actually, it's because she mentioned quite a number of things that only she and I know of. Well, she mentioned about asking us to think more about our leadership but commended that we have drastically improved from what she saw of us last night. We slept near a cave-like structure after that.

Fifth day, everyone just had breakfast, prepared our luggage and got back on the nice truck coaster back down the highland :D i remember the lawyer suite thing based on Kiat Shing's inability to keep his poker face that something serious happened that happened in Singapore while we were enjoying ourselves in Kuala lipis. Damn funny man. A primary school student choked on a nail and fell into a comma due to some inadequate operations handled before the poor boy arrived at the hospital. Yay, Coewa won! out of the total sum of $500, 000 to be compensated to the boy's family, Coewa only had to pay $100, 000! Yay! There was also something in which gillian called up 5 volunteers from each tribe to taste something "special". LOL xD I drank that something special Dx Water cotaminated with curry powder. Tastes quite weird D: Had campfire after that with some very loud music played outside. Damn cool. Went out to high myself up for a while before going for practice xD Finally, we learnt the frog cheers which were damn funny la, together with some balance game in which me and shaun screwed up big time xD overall it was fun :D campfire performance was quite funny. Daniel and Shanisca kept doing the Mama so fat cheer. Damn funny la. Did the SC dance and then had a whole emo session to ourselves before going back to pack up everything and prepare for our return to Singapore. During the emo session, "At the Beginning" was played and it was a really good time when i started mouthing out some of the meaningful lyrics to Mei Qi, quite hilarious but i think Mei Qi understood what I meant :D she gave me a wink and an okay sign which i guess should be a confirmation. The trip back to Singapore on the train was sleepy i guess. Quite a lot of people still emoing quite a bit.

After coming back to Singapore, it was almost time for "back to school" D: I went with a few seniors for lunch at vivo and then went home myself on a taxi cause the taxi driver refused to carry 5 people at once. That ends my post for the SC Kuala Lipis Survivor 2008 :D

Back to school was the Electives. I had the CEPP first which was boring. Just boring with some interactions every now and then. that's about it i guess. Did modules 1 to 3. Argh, it's just boring, but i do admit i learnt a great deal about self-protection when there's a crisis at home xD

Wow, SC camp post is LONG while the CEPP elective one SHORT xDD

Done for today:D tata(:

[cont.] June 14th LOL

2008-06-15T13:04:00.002+08:00

Chionging some leftover bits of things here and there, just've been to the 6.1's blog. Read through the names all the way down and i realise i don't know much of them at all. Realised that i've grown stupid in the academic sense but smarter in terms of mind conception and emotional intelligence (is that good?). My tagboard's dead too...

Blah blah, going to wreck my brain's cerebellum now. Digging into memories... Okay first thing that pops up. Level camp this year :D oh ya, i never did finish my post on level camp so i shall just try to re-remember as much as i can.

I was somewhere around campfire night in that post. Let me recount:

The Romance of Three Karanguni's

Narrator(Vivian & Zhenting) : (I forgot what Vivian and Zhenting said but it was just an introduction about 3 karang guni's in the modern world, oh ya and i was liu bei the supposed 'crybaby' O.o)

liu bei enters the stage and acts sissy, and then pretends to cry when the word 'crybaby' was heard.

Narrator: (Something like "a typical day of liu bei being a karang guni")

liu bei walks around picking up a bottle, a rubik's cube (how did it get there?! lol, it was mine...), sees 3 commoners and starts begging.

Liu bei/young (Me) : Ah! Kind lady, c-can you sell me some of your stuff? P-please? (something like that)

Lady (Dionis) slaps liu bei to the ground. Liu bei whines pitifully. The other 2 commoners (Zhi En & Zhi Yi) helps liu bei up and agrees to sell him some stuff.

Liu bei: Thank you so much! Thank you!

Liu bei starts walking in the opposite direction, as the narrators speak.

Narrator: (something like liu bei meets his love)

*background singers (mainly, everyone else who weren't acting) starts the "Pretty woman" song with minor lyric changes.

Liu bei's destined lover (Sarah) walks towards Liu bei's position, but walks past him. Liu bei makes haste to catch up to her and starts to ask for her number.

Liu bei: M-ma-m-may I-i-i have your number please? At the word 'please', liu bei turns his back towards his destined lover and fiddles about with his fingers.

The woman then prods him on his shoulder and liu bei turns around to take it. A smile lits up his face and there was a moment of silence. Liu bei then shouts 'YES!' thrice to show his happiness to the audience in a ridiculous and sissy manner.

Oh gosh, i think i'm like embarasing myself here O.o any way, Zhang xin owns the stage afterwards with even gayer and niang actions and sylvia as the older version of liu bei's destined lover is extremely comical xD there was even a scene of solving a rubik's cube (LOL) I guess that concludes Act 1: Scene 1 (Liu bei's intro & the slapping part), 2 (meeting of liu bei's lover and getting the number) and 3 (the aftermath of the couple's relationship).

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL............ I'm bored again... shall post later if i get any bore-er than i already am.

Just bored;

2008-06-14T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hello to all, very sian today, my blog very dead again and I've decided to forget about the SGEC (Speak Good English Campaign), lol. Saw Dionis near the Mcdonald's which is in turn near to the bus interchange at Tampines yesterday. She looks different, probably because she got her hair cut and also re-rebonded her hair. Haha, looks prettier I guess? I think I'll post again around 7 o'clock. Have to go for dinner now, how untimely D:

BLOOD man, plus people MOOKing around in school EVERYWHERE

2008-05-23T19:06:00.002+08:00

Whee, today was great :D absolutely fantastic. hehe, i got injured again! sadistic ol' me xD this time got two blobs of bloody scratches. hmm, i injured myself in quite a hilarious way. PE was first period. so i went to find the teacher as usual, this time he found us instead :D after that, he marked attendance and let us have our soccer balls to start training with. since, i forgot to wear PE today, i didn't get to play D:

Well, now for the injury bit. So, whenever a guy kicks the ball out of the field and it goes to the drain area at the grand stand, i go pick up the ball. then, there was this time when i went to get the ball. All of a sudden, zhen ting appeared out of nowhere and shouted "mook" when she saw me O.o i looked up cos i was a bit shocked to hear my surname in the middle of nowhere, slipped on my own, and fell into the drain, injuring the back of my hand and my left knee. Basically, my left limbs were injured so i'm "all right" lol. lame joke, whatever xD

Started to feel the pain stinging so i went to get a chair to sit down on. Saw 2C and my class girls going to the basketball court to practice their volleyball skills. Then there were also the hilarious far-off shots coming from ernie once in a while. Practically laughing my head off when the girls played against the seniors (year 5/6?) and they got trashed xD sorry if that irritated anyone.

Saw zhen ting again, this time she was teaching the mook cheer to the people of her class O.o haha, didn't know i was right above her watching from the top of the grand stand xD shouted out to her and she got a little shocked xD hehe, debt paid ;D

Quite a boring day after that with Darryl and Kai Seng doing more mook cheers EVERYWHERE lol. Nuts, mentally not-sound... lol, nothing else to comment on the day, the end. going to malaysia soon too for my youngest uncle's wedding.

Poofs.

SHINSEN - revival

2008-05-17T18:30:00.002+08:00

Sigh, at long last, I've decided to revive the blog which have been dead for almost half a year :D shall try to be less emo. wonder how many people actually know how emo i can be when my parents don't even know i emo O.o well, they can barely speak english anyway xD getting things straight first. hehe...

REASONS FOR REVIVAL:
1. Year 2 Level Camp '08 Memories
2. Got enough of tags saying how much my blog is dead
3. Wanted a new start on life.
4. Got a fresh new reader by the name of Liyee last night xD (even though i knew she barely read it)
5. I've finally gotten over the fact that my mind still ain't strong enough to hold against life's many obstacles. (thanks Rendall)

Alright! Proper posting now :D

YEAR 2 LEVEL CAMP 2008:

Day 1: Ferry to St. John's Island. the world's most ULU place in Singapore O.o Everyone gathered at school first before we went to that crazed island. Met my group's instructor, Hui Qi and the mirror group's instructor, Rendall. Hui Qi is a standard stereotype student i guess (wow, alliteration). well, what i mean was that she acts like a student =.= okay, i just can't explain this well enough Dx Rendall is the standard joker (with KFC pwning him later on with the "YEAH YEAH" and weird arm postures). Valuables were "confiscated" D: we got on the bus to marina and then took our ferry there. blind cubed in the bus twice. timing still quite the average. oh nevermind. in the ferry, lester, zhang xing and i sat together with jacob at the window doing his own stuff. mr. yeo took a picture of our "floating" cube :D best picture of the camp! Zhang xing held the cube with two fingers and then me and lester used our hands to hide his fingertips and the result was fantastic :D we reached St. John's Island with our huge luggage and climbed our way to the basketball court assembly area. mosquitoes found us all and we started feeding them. Kenny smacked about 15 of them dead :D we learned the Baoyun clap. Actually, it's just a sexy clap plus a 'bleah' at the end of it O.o Oh yes, Baoyun loves calling herself pretty - a very standard bimbo type girl like someone i know... just that Baoyun has better attitude than that someone :D both girls and guys went to our dorms in which we'll be sleeping in for 3 cursed nights. we settled down and left our luggage and went back to gather. We named ourselves (group 9 & 10) Karang Guni and then we set off separately for our station activities. One that i'll remember for sure is the leopard crawl and the 50 push ups we had to do at the dock. i got a rather torn P.E. t-shirt at the end of the leopard crawl for doing it properly during the first half of it D: it was EXTREMELY painful 'cause the ground was freaking rough D: Man, first day and i've already injured my hands and arms D: push ups was terrible too Dx FIFTY!!! I can barely do up to 30 only!!! then the instructor force everyone to EACH do 50 D: some groups just had to do a total of 50... our group did a total of 1000 O.o then still have to do 5 single hand push ups. After the 50, my muscles were aching so badly i could barely do even one T.T next was lunch. had some crap games and then we had our bathing time. Me and brandon wait until everyone finish then go bath. ended up being exactly 1min late for the meeting but the instructors won't be able to differentiate between a minute and a second. then we had dinner and then got this kidnapped game.

OH WHATEVER. i'm skipping the boring parts. FASTFORWARD TO CAMPFIRE :D

Campfire night was outright the best. No complaints except for the fact that it was quite repetitive. Karang Guni's skit rocks man! Zhang xing owned the first part with his gay hand actions xDDD i can't help but laugh whenever i think of it :D Gavin as Zhang Fei also damn funny. Yu Long is most bestest one. Sing "You Are My Sunshine" to Grace. Damn funny sia. I end post here first. Later then I continue.

COGNITION

2007-11-25T13:09:00.000+08:00

Hellos. Been emo-ing a lot lately. But guess i'll just talk about the past 4 days.

Class Chalet:
Chalet was held at NSRCC. Got off at Tanah Merah MRT station to take the shuttle bus there. went to read some manga at TM and went there at about 3pm+. Kind of regretted going there. Anyway, played "duck duck goose" over there, a real crappy game if you ask me. to prevent being a wet blanket there, just had to resist the pain coming from my bloody scab and run like everyone else instead of just limping/walking. Played card games throughout the night with me emo-ing here and there at times. Some noticed me emo-ing away and asked me if i was alright. Felt better but still, emo. Thanks for the concern though. Went to sleep for an hour before check-out time. Then we played "ice and water" my knee felt better so i decided to be ice. Ran on for quite a bit. acting as high as i could. at least nobody did realise i was acting. after the game, we left. Some of us went to bugis to watch enchanted. crappy storyline i must say. with all the singing like some nursery rhyme. End of class chalet which only about half the class went.

Art mural painting at PEACE CONNECT:
Met a lot of fellow art members that i didn't see back at recycling corner work early this november. must say that i really thank wan ying, steffi, jia yun, chelsia, jia teck, no-name, jacky and a lot others whose name i do not know. thank you for cheering me up loads. sorry ms tan that i forgot your name though. thanks mrs koh for the reminder. will never forget any teachers' name again. we painted several walls around peace connect. our group did the sunflowers. somehow, ginseng flowers started appearing amongst them. so weird. some habits of the people i know still don't change - that's a good thing. like jia teck still calling people by "qin ai de" and jia yun calling me "jian gui" the moment our eyes met. when i didn't reply back the same, jia yun probably knew something was wrong. had quite a tough time making up for it later on, trying to act like who i was 4 months ago. The day ended for me with the "dish-washing". not literally though. actually, it's more like art-tools=washing. stood there at the sink for past an hour washing everything. being the only year one at the mural painting was tough. got "bullied" by some seniors who kept painting me. so what options have i left to do? retaliate. paint them back. the most obvious thing to do. after dismissal, when wan ying, steffi and i were walking towards lavender mrt station, i met two of my cousins. those two crazy girls were screaming and chattering away loudly. to ask them to keep things down will be quite the impossible. lucky they simmered down moments later. went to kinokuniya with wan ying and steffi with steffi being the leader. it was so funny when we kept comparing heights. poor wan ying. poor me too. we kept getting intimidated by steffi's towering presence (don't read this steffi!). steffi recommended me a book entitled "the princess bride" i've finished it last night and it was fabulous (thanks steffi!). wan ying bought xxholic to read, sadly it was in chinese. my chinese is as crappy as always. end of that day.

now for my relfections on this cognition of mine which has recently started going haywire. i don't get myself. why have i emo-ed for 4 whole days and did not find the root of it until last night? has what took me years to train up a mental block just went down the drain? has this mental block i've forged, that i've forged to deal with temper, my emotional quota been broken in a matter of a spur of emo-ness? i've been thinking about this for the past three days after noticing my own strange actions. choking on a drink has never happened to me even when i thought of something thoroughly. and it just happened 2 days ago when i was having lunch after my class chalet and just before the movie session. just what has happened to my mine? i keep asking myself. now that i've got myself an answer, it just leads to another aspect of this problem. the hurt in my mental pain is causing some cardinal pain too. but i can't determine which i should cure first. with my mental block going down the drain after such an unknown blow? is it the lack of sleep? i've not gotten myself enough sleep for the past few days with the chalet, mural painting and etc. i couldn't think of anything else. i don't want a councilor to come and talk to me. i have had enough of councilors from my primary school days. i think this is enough ranting for a post. any more of it and all who reads this will start panicking that someone is about to lose it and just commit suicide.

THE TYPICAL BOREDOM

2007-11-22T10:12:00.000+08:00

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HOME SWEET HOME

2007-11-22T09:40:00.000+08:00

Back in Singapore at long last! Just in time for the class chalet! I'm going to TM later to read some comics for a while cos i've been cooped up at home(malaysia) for way too long without any >.< lets see, maybe around 1pm? hehs, hope it'll be better off than living kampong style back in malaysia! okay, enough crapping. back to original posting.

Malaysia trip!

Went to Malaysia on the 12th and just came back last night! there was like ZERO internet connection there man O.O sigh, lucky my uncle came back from Ipoh to take me to some internet cafe :DDD The food there was great! hahas, cos my grandma cooked them! her culinary skills rule! on the 13th, i made a bet with a sister on a game of UNO. if i lost, i'll learn how to cycle (in which i hate to) if i win, i will never play STRESS with her ever again (whenever she plays with me, she ALWAYS win. you should try playing with her to see how fast she places her cards down and just own you like forever O.O). As usual, i lost the bet. SIGH...

Cycling, cycling, cycling... the most hilarious thing ever... <-- sarcasm well, hilarious to others DD: here's what happened in the 30min before i fully learned how to cycle DDDD: :

first 10min: kept using my legs to push the bike forwards. with some attempts to get on with both feet off the ground.

next 5min: managed to get both feet off the ground and cycled for around 100m before crashing into someone's garden (lucky the owner wasn't there) DDD:

next 5min: managed to cycle for more than 1km! but crashed into the drain DDDD:

next 5min: managed to cycle much more stable than the past 10min! but a car came along and i held on to my brakes and wham! i crashed into another car (which wasn't moving)! The driver was staring at me like some kinda idiot when he saw my jaw bleeding. you should have seen his mouth! so stupid.

last 5min: got on the bike successfully! rode along with my sis, relatives and some other friends. i was lagging behind a bit cos of many bruises and injuries already so i decided to ride faster. while catching up on my sis, another bike came by the other way O.O to avoid crashing into him, i held on to my brake. WOW, i didn't crash on him, that's good BUT my whole bicycle flew into the air when i held on to the brakes and then i crash knee-first then head then arms onto the road. COOL. i love falling like that. it's been very long since i've got a huge bloody injury on my body. I stood up, felt a little dizzy and told the others that i was alright. i didn't know i was bleeding until they told me so. -.- dumb of me. so i walked back home while they helped me push my bike.

summary of cycling: I STILL HATE it, but it's great to fall off from it. so i guess i'll be cycling more often to fall off it! 8 days after the fall, which is now, i still have the crappy scab on my injuries which give way to blood every now and then. stupid scabs. scabs are supposed to stop the bleeding... oh whatever.

Malaysia trip cont.:

the first weekend after i reached malaysia, my two cousins came along to visit me. UNFORTUNATELY, FOR ME, those two cousins were male and to make things worse, THEY ARE GAYS O.O imagine living with gays for the rest of your stay in malaysia with a huge bloody injury DDD: Both are hyper active, more hyper than me. they always run about and they have knocked into my injuries for past a 100 times during my stay. HORRIBLE man. so all i did was sleep most of my time there to recover fast. so there ends my boring stay at malaysia (besides the fall).

Singapore is still the best :DDD well, second to Japan xDDD

FINALLY O.O

2007-11-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! long time since i've been blogging. Went to learn how to cycle! Broke my family's record for the FASTEST TIME EVER!! I learnt how to cycle in 30min!! HAHA, who's the PRO?

Ok, stop the chui niu-ing. Was VERY boring here man, i cycled and fell and got this huge bloody injury on my knee at the moment. it bled on for like 3 DAYS. not 3 hours... >.<

Oops, gonna play DOTA now, will blog some other day. im at an internet cafe now. till then!

GOING TO MALAYSIA

2007-11-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

hellos... feeling very depressed right now DDD: gonna leave singapore soon DDD: i'm sooooo gonna miss all of my friends at CR... anyway, i've finished sketching SHANISCA AND VIVIAN DUO PIC lerh <-- singlish is present again O.o sketching Mr Ng now.

Anyway, my cursed sister was gambling with me over a game of UNO DD: i suck at card games except for Pokemon Cards in the past. I lost the gamble and was forced to do 3 different dances with my bolster O.O

1st dance was the BALLROOM DANCING. she played some stupid music and i just stupidly followed the darn music DD:

2nd dance was the CHA CHA. SO LAME sia DDD: did some lame movements with my legs and ya, DONE.

3rd dance was the BALLET. ohmigosh. HORRID. she made me do some stupid spinning with the bolster >.< okay, that sucked, i know.

Super depressed post today DDD: no smiles at all ): Please don't call me from 9PM onwards cos i'll be reaching malaysia by then. byes..

RECORD BROKEN!

2007-11-10T12:50:00.001+08:00

OHMIGOSH, i just realised that i haven't drank coke from the 2nd of November up till now and i don't have any withdrawal symptoms like last time! hahas, YAY! i managed to hold my ground! NO MORE COKE FOR ME! NO CARBONATED DRINKS AT ALL! MR NG DISLIKES THEM TOO SO LET'S ALL BE CARBONATED DRINKS-FREE! hahahas! I'm going crazy. Argh, shanisca must've passed on the shanisca-crazy-virus. lucky it aint like cancer and i won't die from it!

OVERSEAS TRIP&NOVEL NEWS!

2007-11-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

HELLOS ALL! I'm like so happy right now!! hahas, feeling high again. no, more like hyper-ing. Anyway, my novel just went through its very first edition! It will begin selling online by February! Cool huh? Oh yes, I'm using a pen name too. Don't want any editorials or journalists to come after my freedom at DHS DDD: Those who want to know my pen name can ask for it online or in school when we're back :DDD

Got very bored lately cos SC camp ended. I MISS EVERYONE ALOT!!!(at least those i got closer to recently!) When I'm not sketching, I watch death note(anime version, the movie version cut off way too much plot). Mentioning about sketching, I've finished sketching GRACE&HUIHAN!! Feel honoured cos it took me 5 long hours to bring it to perfection! In the midst of sketching shanisca's and vivian's duo picture now.

CAP's become a bore when i finished it weeks ago): so now i shall revive it! I'm redoing my CAP to include better stuff! hahas, don't feel jealous cos i'm just ridding my boredom.

Going to malaysia in 2 days! I'll only be back on the 21st of November, just before my class chalet which is on the 22nd! Will be meeting my grandparents! Ahh, my grandma's culinary skills just beats any restaurant in Singapore! *drools* Don't miss me too much CR'ians! I'll miss you all cos i'll be missing the CRRRC. "What is CRRRC?", that must be what you are thinking now. It stands for: "Corporate Relations: Rachel's Return Celebration"! hahas, very symmetrical!

I can't wait to see the first sales of my novel! Up till now the publisher doesn't know of my real age cos i imput a fake one. I registered using my real name but will be sing a pen name for the final product. For those who are getting really curious already, my pen name will be in LATIN.

OHMIGOSH, up till now i just can't believe i'm achieving my ambition and at the same time breaking Christopher Paolini's record for being the youngest writer on the planet! It'll be a new WORLD GUINNESS RECORD!!!

JUST A SHORT RECOUNT due to boredom

2007-11-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

Morning all! Feeling very bored right now so i was just revisiting my old works xD Saw my "Most Memorable Day of My Life" thingamajik so i decided to update it a little! To some seniors who don't know about this, it's just some ppt that we year 1s got to do for out IT lessons. I was a bit astounded when i first got the assignment cos all my life, i don't have much nice memories. I thought really hard about what amazed me that i could remember well and i just placed it in the ppt. guess what's my lame topic?

THE FIRST TIME I SAW THE MASTERED CGI OF FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN

Oh wow, big deal. some of you reading this must be thinking, "you call that memorable? i would call the first time i ever showered myself more memorable!" oh lol, cold joke xDDD

Anway, the whole thing was crappy during the presentation as i had nothing much to talk about except for the amazement i had at the detailed graphics DDD:

Oh well, history is all in the past. Time to make up for it :DD I've got a new memorable day! What's the new memorable day? The first outing with my dearest CR'ians! It was really enjoyable! Just that i had very few pictures of that trip cos Yu Ru has them all D: 3rd November's the day! Well, even though the trip was a tiring and boring one (sorry Mr Yeo, it really IS boring, but, maybe it's just me xD), i made many friends that were better than some in my class (not to insult KEZO but CR'ians' spirit is much stronger!).

Oh, here's the list! :DDD

RACHEL (HOD!)
YAN LIN (AHOD!)

CLEMENT
SHAUN

SHANISCA
YITING
JIATECK

JINWEN

SHOU YI
XIAYUAN

hahas, hopefully i didn't forget anyone from that day! it was boring but it was great meeting you all!
For this, i wrote a poem for the whole of CR! I won't post it here cos it's meant for the next time we meet! (oops, it was meant to be a surprise!)

OH! I SPENT THE WHOLE OF LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING TO FINISH SKETCHING THE PORTRAITS OF:
SHAUN!
YAN LIN!
SHOU YI!
SI YIN!

12 HOURS OF SKETCHING WORK PAID OFF! WILL POST HERE ONCE I TUNE THEM UP!

SC CAMP = FUN!!!

2007-11-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

Just came back home from the camp! about 2 hours ago. Very very tired DDD: but still must post this cos it's way too fun! xDDD The last day (today) was really touching. I'll tell you why in a short while :D

Alright, first picture of the day!:

^Our CR group photo on Day 1! unfortunately some of us weren't at the camp yet D:

Day 1 was really fun! We had loads of games! I loved the RALLY. we were to spin on a stick for TEN rounds to get ourselves dizzy, then go thread a needle. After threading the needle (heh, i took around 15s to get it right despite my dizziness :DDD poor shaun, he took a long time cos he spun around too fast), one of us had to balance a ping pong ball on a plastic spoon using our mouth and at the same time, use the chopsticks to pick out 2 marbles out of the EXTREMELY soapy water DDD: shaun let me do cos he didn't know how to use the chopsticks well. Took me well over a minute Dx anyway, when we finish that, we had to hold a ball using only our backs. that means two people with their backs facing one another and clutching the ball in between. quite simple cos we weren't that dizzy anymore and that shaun and i were of about the same height :DDD the picture above was taken just before sunset - how sweet(:

Later on, when the sun did set, we had our debrief. we were told how communication and teamwork in SC were of the utmost importance in order to strive. After that was the CRAZIEST bathing session. ALL BUT ONE TOILET WERE CHANGED INTO GIRL'S TOILETS!!! so the boys were stuck with ONE toilet DDD: jia teck went crazy. he asked 2 other guys to bath with him in a SINGLE cubicle. CRAZY! and then when i was bathing next to their cubicle, they were like comparing whose private area was larger O.o listening to their conversation could make you puke!

After crazy bathing session, we were to watch a movie! It was a movie from Disney called "Cold ________" i can't remember the title DD: anyway, the movie was set in Jamaica, and it was an Olympic year at that time. There was this guy called Sanka at the beginning and he wanted to win some "Lego-built-car-look-alike" sort of competition but lost even though he proclaims himself as the number 1 athlete in that sport in Jamaica. Okay, enough talk of him. There were 3 Olympic track runners who were going for tryouts. two were tall with one being very muscular and there was one shorter guy. all 3 were great runners who ran on lanes next to each other with the shorter guy in the middle. the shorter guy tripped, fell, tripped the other 2 guys and all 3 lost their chance at the Olympics to a lousy track runner.

However, one of them did not give up and went to ask for help to train in bobsled, a sport his father used to star in. So they trained and trained and after a lot of accidents, they managed to get well-trained! then they saved up 90K to get to the Olympics ground. They got there, got treated like fools, then they trained more, got pass the qualifying round and at long last, during their finals, they went super fast but ended up losing cos their bobsled was too old to handle the stress of the driver. The bobsled overturned and crashed. but, the 4 of them still carried the bobsled all the way to the finish line!

Here's my thoughts on this movie! I find that it represents the courage and perseverance that we all SCs should have :D Xin Qi was asking it on the day itself but no one answered so here i am answering! xDDD after the movie was bedtime in which i didn't sleep till a teacher told me to xD sorry mdm loh! i was still listening to music until 5am ++ xDD oops, hope you don't read this! hahas, anyway, i did fall asleep after all. woke up at 6.50am the next day. Ha, if you think i didn't get enough sleep then you should see our dear AHOD, yan lin. she was like so exhausted on day 1 to the extent that i thought she may collapse any moment! so worried for her DD: anyway, she said she was fine so i hope she is alright after a night's rest. Oh how i wish my own sister is more like yan lin. Sigh, my own sister pushes everything for me to do while yan lin's more like the other way round x)

That's all for Day 1 of the camp!

More pictures! (eh, somehow blogger's image uploader got problems so later then post more)

^that's our steamboat table! We came in 6th for the 2nd pitstop during our Street Chase '07!

Whee! Day 2 was fun! There was Street Chase '07 for our activity today! we woke up all sleepy but were fine after that. OMG, jia teck was sleep-dancing?-walking?-sitting? oh i dunno, i saw him sleep-something correct lerh. <-- singlish is present O.o whatever, we got beehoon/nasi lemak for breakfast and some milo (yuck, i don't drink milo Dx ). after some briefing in the LT2 we left off for our first destination, FORT CANNING! We were to take a picture of The Black Box there. our school's vice-principal, Mr Ng joined our group, CR2 for our adventure around singapore! Well, that was just the first, we went to Changi airport too where we talked loads on how shou yi and si yin were destined to be lovers xDDD so funny! we also went to holland v for some cold rock ice cream, kampong java park to take a picture of the chimes and even to vivo! vivo was our first pitstop where our group ate at the food court. CR1, which had Mr Teo go along with them got treated by Mr Teo! So envious! $116!!! Mr Teo, don't burn too big a hole through your pocket!

After some more travelling, we had the crazed origami tetrahedron in 20min. what one may call an impossible task O; haha, but CR2 made it cos we had 11! hahas! oh yes, we went to plaza singapura before the first pitstop too! It was tough there cos we only got to look at the photo for 1min D: but we were clever enough to take a photo of the photo so we won't be breaking the rules! We arrived at Marina South in the end for steamboat and hotplate! Although the day was energy-draining, we all had fun and were refreshed by the food! Mr Ng treated us all with Green Tea! So cool :DDD

I took pictures of almost all CR members! i feel sian at home all the time so i was thinking i could use the time to do something meaningful to myself and for others. so i decided to take pictures and sketch portraits of them! Shaun and i played daytona at the arcade later on and he just keeps getting 1st or 2nd! PRO!!! Went back to school to watch another movie afterwards called "The Guardian" the movie was a little meaningless cos it basically just re-indicates the importance of courage and perseverance. only difference is that this movie tells us more about how teamwork is important and that serving to save lives is one of the greatest jobs to do that exists.

After watching both movies, i could tell that Day 1 was spent bonding us together and teaching us how to pluck out our courage and persevere. While on the other hand, Day 2 was spent teaching us the importance of good teamwork in which without, SC will not be.

And well, before the movie was yet another crazed bathing session with jia teck walking out of the boy's toilet half-naked (bottom half with towel). Some girls freaked out O.o to save time, i shampooed my hair while waiting my turn(: saves like.. 1min?

There ends Day 2! The large group photo at vivo was great!

Day 3 (the finale)

Day 3 was the most hilarious of the 3 days i spent in the camp! the cream was like "eww" but it was fun! Shou yi went to dirty both his hands with the cream and wiped it all over my face DDD: made my face all sticky with a stench of shou yi's sweat plus vanilla. The historical video of DHS was highly meaningful as i could see that the perseverance, courage and teamwork that the camp had taught me was put to good use to bring our school up to where she is standing now.

The last activity was the most touching one! A chair was placed at the front of the LT and we were to take our turns to say how we felt about the camp. From CR, there was Shou yi, Jia Teck, Kimberly, Yan Lin and finally me who went to express our thoughts.

Quotes:
Shou Yi ~ "hope everyone will be cheerful..."
Jia Teck ~ "peanut-face..."
Yan Lin ~ "i'm not crying..."

Yan lin was going like she wouldn't be crying. She was strong, i would say cos she didn't want all of us CR'ians to worry about her too much. considerate and thoughtful would be two of the many that may describe her. Rachel isn't around so it was hard on her. Exhausting herself on the 1st day is quite a hard one already. Rachel, come back soon alright! yan lin misses you loads! what yan lin said touched me a lot. ah, just typing this now is making me tear. *forces tears back in* our dear AHOD actually cried for US, not because she was feeling lonely or anything of the sort. After seeing her being like this, i just couldn't stomach my feelings anymore. and so i went out. *tears start filling up faster* argh, no way, thinking of this is making me cry too T.T

Shou yi told us all to be cheerful but i just couldn't do it right. i ended up crying a little back up on my seat after saying some stuff. Shaun and I got her a box of ferrero rocher as a token of gratitude for her efforts in keeping our CR spirit alive!

Well, here's another line for her then:
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE FOR CR! ALL OF US WILL REMEMBER IT FOREVER!!! (well, i will to say the least)

Here ends Day 3! My post here is getting really lengthy. JIAYOUS CR!

*tear drops* oh no, i DID end up crying again.

SC PRE-CAMP EVE&ACTUAL DAY!!! (PART 2)

2007-11-03T23:09:00.001+08:00

OKAYS, today SC members went to PULAU UBIN. The MOST BORING place proclaimed by me. Sheena lost her way and ended up at Changi Ferry Terminal instead of Changi POINT Ferry Terminal xDDD see, i so much smarter, didn't get lost. I was the 2nd to reach the place D: A Year 2 girl beat me to it DDD: she came at like 6am +++ when we were to meet at 8.15am O.o Lucky she wasn't in my department if not i will pummel her; lol - joking larh.

We went for some sorta hike O.o, my senior Yan Lin was REALLY nice. She helped me put insect repellent on my arm and for everyone else too :D However, she was TOO NICE to NOT hear that i was allergic to the repellent DDD: so now i got some rashes on my arm. so itchy. and Sheena was super hyper for some reason O.o i was bored outta my mind.

After the long 3 hours of hiking hell, we had a major photo taking session!!! Took lots of photographs! But can't put them here yet. Yu Ru haven't send me the pics yet DDD: Will post once i get my hands on them!

We went to Century Square after dismissal as our departmental activity! Ming Quan, an EXCR came along to join us! Rachel and Yan Lin were so nice to help us buy tickets while we were having lunch at McDonalds. AH, YU RU FASTER SEND ME THE PICS! I'M LIKE SO EXCITED TO SHOW EVERYONE WHO ARE MY GREAT HOD&AHOD!

Oh yes, since i'm rather clueless as to how to make "TRUE" friends, and my AHOD kept commenting why i thank her so much, we agreed on saying "Appreciated" to each other in replacement of "Thank you" or "Sorry to trouble you". How nice right :D This was how she got it: I said that i read somewhere that saying "thank you" instead of "sorry to trouble you" cos it is said to make someone happier. So she replied saying that friends need not say "thank you" to one another. (it's very enlightening alright!) And so she gave the final phrase! "Appreciated" sounds formal but i guess it doesn't conflict with either of the arguments above :DDD

This line is dedicated to YAN LIN, the BEST AHOD EVER :DDDD:
I APPRECIATE YOUR ENLIGHTENING WORDS!

hahas, i hope you won't feel sad. haha, remember to relax arhs! same for Rachel too!

I'm not giving spoilers on the movie so i'll end off here! Sayonara! (Oh yes, Yan Lin, I DO know a bit of jap xDD)

SC PRE-CAMP EVE&ACTUAL DAY!

2007-11-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO, didn't post yesterday. Was wallowing in self-pity cos I ruined my beautiful novel cover art D: anyway, this paragraph's for YVON: I'm gonna change the hearts to something else soon. i used some similar brushes and i ended up using one wrong one so my pic looks WEIRD. by the way, i know the HEARTS are REALLY GAY. i MUST change it xDD I'm using quite a lot of different brushes lately and i've got a neat font to use too. my new blogskin should be done before i head to malaysia! Ol' hail YVON. xDDDDD

TO ALL TAGGERS: (esp. AMANDA and JACOB-BEE) what you ppl saw as "I Love Caris" in that font "Monotype Corsivia (revamped)" was supposed to be "I Love Cariu" with the missing 's' at the back. CARIUS means SOMEBODY although it has a very uncanny spelling to Caris's name which is in Greek. The same case goes for Chinas in which Zong Long knows all so well that "Chi" stands for "Ass" but in that context it just means something close to "Lady". You can try out the font and see how the actual 's' of the font i used looks like. It looks more like a 'z' with some curls at the middle.

End of NOVEMBER 2nd's POST.

DETERMINED BUT FAILED&TERRIBLY TOO

2007-11-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

OH WOW, I just failed in my attempt to not drink carbonated drinks >.< I just drank a can of Coke. Argh, so useless D:

Oh about Coke, zl, en zhi and I saw a t-shirt which wrote "Try my COCK(it was written in the Coca-Cola font), it's the real thing" so disgusting D: but we laughed like crazy! x)

Eek, I'm still irritated that I failed my attempt D:

&THE YAWNS

2007-11-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up like 2h late today :X Normally I should wake up at 5.45am >.<>_<). Quadratic equations is like so hard lor D: Somehow Darryl managed to do it. So jealous >.<

En Zhi came sms-ing me later, asking to meet at 1.30pm at tampines mrt station. zl who was "supposedly" in malaysia "flew" back all of a sudden and I told him about the environmental movie. His all-time vulgarities came out and so he ended up coming to the mrt station at 1.10pm O.o didn't know he was THAT excited.

Reached Somerset with the both of them, ended up sorta lost cos I overshot the destination T.T so stupid; En Zhi kept strangling me.

Movie comments... 2 words: [big]VERY MEANINGFUL![/big] haha, thought I was going to say boring huh. Kept myself awake with the popcorn though. Oh yes, the popcorn. Overheard CARIS telling JAM to buy the LOVER'S COMBO O.o sounds awfully wrong unless they were lesbians. Yuck, sounds wrong-ER!

Movie was called the 11th Hour. It talks about how we the humans were destroying nature and treating nature as a resource and not as a person. (<-- Sounds wrong to be referred as person though. )

Carbon seems to be the greatest factor affecting the problem is the unawareness of the public. There was one part where the guy kept beating about the bush though. He was like: "It isn't just this, it isn't just that." and he went on repeating that 4 times. O.o well, he was saying that it isn't just because of the carbon gases nor the ice caps melting whatsoever. Carbon gases makes sense so I made a new vow to myself. To help save the planet by 1/6.3billion x 100%, I will stop drinking CARBONATED DRINKS. O.O ohmigosh, I'm saying the impossible! hahas, i'm nuts!

Somehow I cried when I saw that old professor with lots of illness speak with the whole lot of complex machines. Well, just A LITTLE. I only shed one miserable drop of a tear.

Anyway, I folded my cinema ticket. I was bored on the way home so i folded it to something like this:

hahas, nice heart shape right? xD

aiya, just sian larh. blogging just kills some time off.

oh yes, just published my book this morning. i'm selling it online as a test to see if it is good :D if it is "sellable" i will purchase a ISBN code and make it available to bookstores! (=^_^=)

PLEASE SUPPORT. oh yes, it's not available to you guys yet xD

DAY BEFORE MY MEMORIES BEGIN

2007-10-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

Whee, it's holidays at long last. Made this blog to record future memories of my lovely class Kezo! Broke my promise to start it at 12 midnight though. My automated bot malfunctioned D: Nevermind, 4 hours earlier is okay too :D

Thanks to the creation of this blog: CARIS the GREAT and oh-so lovable and YVON TEO for making and giving me the layout codes(: Lots of appreciation for those two :DDD I'll be sure to improve on the codes and pass on some interesting things on!

The picture is UGLY by the way. I'm gonna change it sooner or later though :D Anyone who comes by please give me your link! (only if you are from DHS or SHPS)